Alaric stumbled into the cool, silent expanse of the Valenti foyer, the grand marble echoing his unsteady footsteps. The scent of polished wood and expensive lilies, usually a comforting aroma of home, now felt cloying, suffocating.
He couldn't shake Emilia's terrified face from his memory, her wide, haunted eyes. He couldn't wash her scent off him, a cloying mix of innocence and fear that clung to his skin like a shroud.
And her voice... her small, frightened voice when she'd whispered, "It hurts." He had been her first, and he hadn't been gentle. The memory twisted in his gut, a vile, burning knot of self-loathing.
When he'd told the Rossi family he didn't remember, he had lied. He remembered everything. Every single detail. The frantic fumbling of clothes in the dim light of Emilia's room, the taste of wine on her lips, the shocking innocence of her skin beneath his hands. He remembered her gasp, a sound that was less pleasure and more pain, and the way her body had tensed, then gone pliant with shock.
He remembered the metallic tang of fear in her breath as he pressed her into the mattress, the faint tremble of her limbs as he took what he wanted. He remembered the feeling of power, quickly followed by a sickening wave of revulsion for himself. He remembered tasting her tears, salty and hot against his tongue, as he finished.
Every detail, every touch, every second of her silent agony was branded into his mind, a grotesque masterpiece of his own depravity.
Then there was Isabella. Isabella. He loved her. He truly did. A deep, abiding affection that had been the foundation of their engagement, a future he had genuinely envisioned with her. To see her heartbroken, her beautiful face contorted with pain and betrayal, had shattered him. He had been a fool, a monstrous, selfish fool, to throw away everything they had, everything they were meant to be.
The heavy oak door to his father's study swung open, and Alaric braced himself. His father, Marco Valenti, stood framed in the doorway, his imposing figure a testament to decades of ruthless business dealings.
His face, usually a mask of controlled power, was contorted with a livid rage Alaric rarely saw directed at him.
"You disgrace!" Marco roared, his voice echoing through the silent house.
Before Alaric could utter a single word, a stinging blow landed across his cheek. A slap. Hard and unforgiving. Alaric's head snapped to the side, the sudden impact rattling his teeth. The taste of blood filled his mouth as his tongue grazed his inner cheek.
"The engagement is off!" Marco spat, his words laced with venom. "The Rossi family, one of the most powerful and respected families in this country, has cut ties with us! Because of your idiocy! Your... debauchery!"
Alaric instinctively raised a hand to his burning cheek, the imprint of his father's palm already forming a angry red welt. "Father, please, I can explain—"
"Explain?" Marco's laugh was harsh, devoid of humor. "Explain how you managed to jeopardize decades of carefully cultivated relationships? Explain how you insulted one of the most important potential alliances our corporation could have forged? Explain how you brought shame upon the Valenti name, all for a cheap thrill with a... a distant cousin of your fiancée!"
He advanced on Alaric, his eyes blazing. "Do you have any idea the damage you've done? The humiliation? The phone calls I've been fielding all morning? From clients, from partners, from every gossipmonger in Florence!"
Alaric flinched under the barrage. "I know, Father, I know I made a mistake. A terrible mistake." The words felt inadequate, hollow. They couldn't begin to encompass the depth of his transgression.
"A mistake?" Marco scoffed. "You think this is a 'mistake'? This is a catastrophe! Do you understand the implications for the Valenti Corporation? The trust we've built, the reputation for integrity and stability, all compromised because my son couldn't keep his pants on!"
He paced back and forth in front of Alaric, a predator cornering its prey. "We were on the cusp of finalizing that merger with the Moretti Group. The Rossis were instrumental in facilitating those connections. Do you think anyone will still want to align himself with a family whose heir is embroiled in such a sordid scandal? Do you think our investors will feel secure knowing their future lies in the hands of a man who can't even control his own impulses?"
The weight of his father's words pressed down on Alaric, a crushing burden. He had always understood the expectations, the immense responsibility of being the Valenti heir. He had strived to meet them, to be worthy of the legacy. But one drunken, regrettable night had undone it all.
"I'll fix it, Father," Alaric murmured, desperation lacing his voice. "I swear, I'll fix it. I'll go to Isabella, I'll beg for her forgiveness. I'll make amends with the Rossis. Whatever it takes."
Marco stopped abruptly, his eyes narrowed. "You think a few apologies will erase this, Alaric? You think a woman like Isabella Rossi, a woman of her standing, will simply forgive and forget such a public betrayal? Do you think the Rossis, with their impeccable reputation, will simply welcome you back after you humiliated their daughter and their family?"
He shook his head, a look of profound disappointment etched on his face. "No. This is not something that can be easily fixed. The damage is done. And frankly, Alaric, I question your judgment, your character, if this is how you conduct yourself."
The accusation stung more than the slap. His father, the man whose approval he had sought his entire life, was looking at him with utter disdain.
"What about Emilia?" Alaric asked, the name a whisper. He knew he deserved every bit of his father's wrath, but the image of her frightened eyes still haunted him. "She's just a girl. It was... I was wrong, I took advantage..."
"Emilia?" Marco scoffed again. "She's a minor detail in this disaster. A consequence. Her reputation is her mother's problem. Our concern is the Valenti name, the Valenti Corporation, and the millions of euros at stake!" He slammed his fist on a nearby table, making the ornate clock on it jump. "Do you understand the gravity of what you've done, Alaric? Do you understand the cost?"
Alaric stood there, his head bowed, the throbbing pain in his cheek a constant reminder of his father's fury, and his own unforgivable actions. He remembered Emilia's small, vulnerable body, Isabella's devastated face, and the crushing weight of his family's expectations. He had betrayed them all.
"I expect you to spend the next few weeks at the family villa in Umbria," Marco announced, his voice regaining some of its usual authoritative tone, though still laced with a frigid anger. "Out of the public eye. I will handle the damage control here. You are to make no public appearances, no statements. You are to reflect on your actions and understand the consequences of your monumental failure. We will discuss your future role in the company when I deem you fit to even consider it."
The dismissal was clear. Alaric was being banished, exiled from the very world he was meant to inherit. He nodded mutely, unable to meet his father's gaze.
As he turned to leave, Marco's voice, colder than he had ever heard it, stopped him. "And Alaric? Do not, for one moment, think this is something they will easily forget. You have made a very powerful enemy in Alessandro Rossi. And in business, a scorned man can be far more dangerous than any competitor."
Alaric walked away, the words echoing in the vast emptiness of the foyer. The physical pain of the slap was nothing compared to the gnawing agony in his soul. He had not only broken Isabella's heart and shamed his family, but he had also irrevocably damaged an innocent girl.
The memory of Emilia's terrified eyes, her whispered pain, the lingering scent of her fear – it was a burden he knew would haunt him for a very long time. He was a disgrace, a failure, and for the first time in his privileged life, Alaric Valenti felt utterly, completely lost.