SHE IS MINE

THE ACCIDENT

I slept for 16hours straight 

.I was soo tired from the parties ,The trip and some work stuff.My phone was full of missed calls,Messages from Danie,My secretary and Marina.I had over 106 missed calls...I took a shower,went to the kichen to get me some breakfast.I loved cooking Anytime i had to chance to.Made some italian egg scramble with bread and some tea.My favorite breakfast.Reading the mornings news whiles eating was entertaining.

It was the anniversary of my parents and my bestfriend Harley.Harley was the cutest dog and companion.I needed to get em some fresh flowers and spend some time with them.I dressed up and left to the mall.

On my way,I called Danie and she promised she was gonna meet me at the mall..She wanted to be my company because she knew about my parents.At the mall,I went to get some coffee after seeing Danie✊.We talked about my trip and all that...

At the flower shop,I got them some beautiful flowers and some dog bone for Harley.I was gonna get a new dog to replace harley but she was gonna be my bestfriend forever...Choosing harleys bone was soo difficult for me.Memories of playing with her came flooding and i got soo emotional.Danie came closer and hugged me..She kissed me and told me how much she loved me. I only wished it was not for a partner but friend because i only liked her..I loved someone else.

We left the mall together and left.

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Went straight to the mall.It was just some few blocks away so i didnt have to worry about traffic.Delwin Still hadnt called me.I called and she didnt pick up.Maybe she was busy with work or something i thought.Going through the aisles is one hell of a job....Going up and down was soo stressful for me.I always loved places with not soo many people ...My attention was Broken when i saw Dee and some girl kissing.”I have been single like forever.Never had any girl” .I remembered Dee told me that on the night she drove me to the house.

And there she was,kissing and cuddling a girl .Maybe that was why she hadnt been picking my calls.Maybe she didnt want her girlfriend to know about me.I thought.i dont know why but i got hurt seeing that.I paid for my groceries and i left as soon as i could so Delwin did not see me.

What a great lier she was..

Damn ,She’s been away from the restaurant for soo long....I asked Adele about her and that was when i knew she had stopped working over there.I didnt know her apartment,i knew her house but not a her apartment,how was i gonna see her again.What did i do to her that shes not been picking up my calls for 1 week.I have sent her messages and voice mails explaining why i couldnt call her but she never replied.

I had to do something,and real fast.I went to the house i had dropped her off at and waited outside hoping she will come walking into or leaving so i could talk to her.

It was my third day infront of the house.

I saw a woman come out of the house and i asked her if she knew where Marina Lived.

“Oh am sorry but she has left”

What!” I screamed.

“Do you know where she has left to?”i asked but She said she didnt know.

Its been 3 weeks and still haven’t heard from marina.What did i do,Why was she not picking up my calls or replying my messages.Was she okay??

I dont know whats going on,Am confused...

I needed to get away from thinking about  Marina.Maybe she just didnt want to be my friend or anything like that....I do not like to pressurize people at all so i just decided not to call or text her tho I really felt very very uncomfortable doing it...

The first step was to go to the club and have some fun,just something to forget her.

I dressed up and left for club felicidad.

My favorite gay club.I had soo many shots of tequila and smirnorff. It was late around midnight when i decided to leave.I was drunk...Thinking about her smile and face got me smiling sometimes but i was soo hirt she didnt even have me a chance to explain whatever she was assuming i had done.Started my car and headed home.It was late soo the traffic was down.

Getting to the street which led to the mansion,i saw a deer on the road which I attempted dodging and ended up Smashing into a tree.I passed out.

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Woke up to see Danie fast asleep in the couch,What Had happened.I tried Sitting up but tge sharp pain at my back left me sleeping quitely on the bed.Danie looked a little pale...Looked like she hadnt eaten for a while which made me wonder how long shes been here.......

This lady cared for me soo much.She did everything to make me happy.The number of times she had styed over at my place to take care of me when i was emotionally down.

She reminded me of my Mum.She cooked,cleaned Anytime she came to see me.

She was soo humble.I Sometimes wondered if she was really born Rich.You know how most rich kids have a lot of people to od all the work.

“I love to cook,i will one day take care of my family”she said before

“How are you”? I heard her say in a low tone.

“Am fine “I replied.

I am gonna get you some dinner alright??she said.

I said okay with a smile.

She looked soo tired.

“Am sorry how long have i been here” i asked

A month”Omg...Wow i had been in the hospital over a month.I saw my phone ring and it was an unknown number.

About a week later i was discharged.On our way out of the hospital,we bumped into Marina.She was wearing a doctors uniform.She had been working at the hospital as an attachment in school.

Hey wait”i said Whiles following marina who was running away from us.

“Hey what did i do to you”i shouted which made her stop.

“You are a f*****g lier”she replied.

About what i said.

Doesnt matter ,just leave me alone.She screamed.

Am sorry for whatever you think i have done.

I said and left.

Danie was quite throughout the drive to my house.I had to clear any misunderstanding with Danie,I didnt want to hurt her or losse her friendship.

Danie ,can I please talk to you for a second?I asked.

Sure go ahead,Danie said

I spoke with  utmost sincerity and my tone was soo soft.I wanted her to know that It was all a mostake we had s*x on her birthday and that i wanted her as my bestfriend.I wanted her as someone i could talk to Anytime.i told her how sorry i was for maybe taking her on when i knew I didn’t actually love her..

She broke down in tears and run off without saying a word.ONe thing i was very sure of was that i broke her heart.I followed her but she had left when i got out of the house.

Now i was all alone.Weak and emotionally broken.Danie had left and Marina didnt wanna talk to me.

Whiles thinking of what to do next,Danie called.

“Hey Delwin “i am soo sorry i left.I am in love with you Dee.I want to be with no one else but you and the s*x was great but i did it because i wanted to .I need you in my life.But if You dont feel the same way then i guess I should stay away from you till i get this feeling for you dead”she added.

“Am sorry Danie,Please forgive me”.I replied 

And thanks for understanding and not getting mad”...

The call dropped and i felt half of myself was gone.

I couldn’t do that to someone.She had it all.Why,I felt frustrated.

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Its Been weeks since i talked to Dee.I have ignored all her calls and messages.I just didnt want to have anything doing with people who lied about themselves.No self esteem at all.

How could She do that.

I was gonna stay away from her.Why i am getting soo hurt about seeing Dee with another girl.She wasnt even my girlfriend.Sigh.

I realised i loved her.Love at first sight??Whatever but i didnt appreciate the fact that she lied to me.

Having my attachment done is the biggest Hospital in the city was all that i wanted.St Jameson Hospital was a world class hospital .

I worked shifts with other colleagues.Usually i was on the evening shift.

But today i was on the morning shift,there was soo much patients in the hospital.I went to see the patients,have a checkup done and give them thier medications.Around Noon i went to the canteen to get some lunch,i was starving.

After lunch whiles on my way to see the other patients,I bumped into Delwin.And oh he was with the same girl i had seen with him at the mall kissing.He tried talking to me but i run off.Not giving him any chance closer to me...

Why was he even behaving he didnt know .

But what had happened to him.It looked like he was admitted .Well whatever.

When i got home,i saw a message from Delwin and it read “Hey ,I do not know what i have done to you at all,at least tell me.But i am sorry and could you please call me back”

I decided to call back because i wanted to know how he was doing.What had happened to him.

“Hey marina” ,The recognizable voice said.

“Hi “I replied 

“What is going on ,did i lie to you about something?”he said sounding worried .

“Hows is your gf “i replied,ignoring her question.

“What,What gf..I dont have a girlfriend”Dee said

 “How about that lady you were kissing at the mall the other time,And she was the same lady i saw you with in the hospital.”

“Am sorry for the misunderstanding but she is not my gf”

Shes just my friend.

So you kiss your friends right.Oh common stop playing dumb with me i said angrily 

Hey chill,shes just my friend.Really.Just that she has a thing for me and when shes close to me she cant hold up herself and all that but shes just my friend.He added.

Oh shit.Am Sorry about that.Thought you had lied to me about not having a girlfriend.I apologized

Its okay but its better to ask for explanation than drawing a conclusion at things you have doubts about.

You know you could be wrong.He advised

After that he told me about his accident and About Danie and invited me to have dinner at his house that weekend.

I agreed and looked forward to it.

Withing a blink of an eye it was weekend.

I prepared to see Delwin.I had my black dress laid and perfectly ironed..At 7:30 i left.Gave the driver Dee’s card and off we went.

From afar i saw a beautiful mansion,beautifully designed.I wondered how someone could be living in such a big house.Could be those rich folks.

The driver stopped just infront of the house and spoke to the security who called his master for directions.The gate was opened And we entered.

I saw Dee coming out of the Big entrance wearing a white suit.OmG ,She looked soo charming.She hurriedly opened the door for me and i got out of the car.

You looking georgeous he said.I blushed and he smiled.She smelled soo good i wish i was gonna hug her ♾forever..

How and why are you living in this house all by yourself i asked when we were sitted in the Dinning room or should i say hall!! 

She smiled  it was for my parents and i  wanted to keep thier memories alive so selling it wasnt an option at all.He added.

I couldn’t stop looking at her eyes and lips.

Close your eyes he said.

I heard him whisper into my ears,I love you Marina,I wanna be with you,Would you be my girlfriend?

I said yes 

He could smell his breath when he came soo close to me.

I opened my eyes and realized he had putten a beautiful diamond necklace on my neck.It looked soo beautiful and simple yes expensive .

I loved it.

She came closer and kissed me.And whispered i love you.

The rest of the night was great,We had some drinks and a dance,watch some romantic movies and hey nothing intimate happened..

She dropped me pff at my apartment building and kissed me goodnight and then left after I entered .

What a caring Girlfriend i thought