It took less than a day for his wolves to start asking questions he couldn’t answer.
“Alpha,” Tavren said that evening, standing just inside the doorway of the cabin Corren had claimed. “They want to know… how you know her.”
Her. As if there were any confusion.
The room was cramped but warm: a narrow bed shoved against one wall, a small table, two stools. Corren sat on one, boots off, elbows on his knees. He hadn’t bothered to light the lamp; the last of the sunset bled through the small window.
He rubbed the heel of his hand over his eyes. “What are you telling them?”
“That you’ll explain when you’ve spoken to her.” Tavren’s mouth flattened. “They’re not fools, Corren. They smelled it when she walked past. Some of them remember… from before.”
From before.
The words tasted like old ash.
He pushed to his feet. “I’ll speak to her now.”
Tavren’s brows rose. “You think she’ll see you?”
“She’ll see Luna business,” he said. “And that’s what this is.”
He hoped.
Outside, the last light was fading into blue. Lanterns glowed along the main path, soft halos in the thickening dusk. Voices drifted from the central firepit: laughter, clink of bowls, the low murmur of stories.
He found her where he suspected he would: leaving the healer’s house, sleeve pushed up as Mireth wrapped a fresh bandage around her forearm.
“You bled on the herbs again,” Mireth scolded. “Stop catching blades that aren’t meant for you.”
“Stop throwing them where people can’t see,” Sylven retorted mildly.
Her gaze slid past the older woman, landing on him. For a moment, the lamplight caught the gold in her irises. Then it cooled.
“Give us a moment, Mireth?” she asked.
The old wolf’s eyes flicked between them, sharp and knowing. “Don’t break my Luna before I’ve finished re-stitching her,” she told Corren, and shuffled inside.
Sylven stepped out onto the small porch, closing the door behind her. Up close, he could see the fresh slice across her forearm, neatly cleaned. The scent of her blood hit him like a punch—richer now, layered with new things he couldn’t name.
“What do you want, Alpha Corren?” she asked, leaning one shoulder against the doorframe. She didn’t invite him closer.
He forced his hands to stay loose at his sides. “My pack is asking questions. Some of them remember the bond. The rejection. They deserve an answer that doesn’t come from rumor.”
“And you thought cornering me outside the healer’s house would be the best way to get it?” Her tone was light, but her eyes were not.
He swallowed. “You’re not exactly leaving appointment slots on the bulletin board, Sylven.”
Her jaw ticked—barely. “You don’t get to say my name that way anymore.”
Heat burned up the back of his neck. “Then… Luna.”
“That’s better,” she said crisply. “You have three minutes. Use them well.”
He almost laughed. He’d had years. He’d used none of them well.
“My wolves need to know where they stand,” he said instead. “If they think there’s unfinished… personal business between us, it complicates everything. I’d like your agreement on what we tell them.”
Her brows lifted a fraction. “You’d like my agreement.”
“Yes.”
A beat of silence passed. In the distance, a pup howled at the wrong phase of the moon; another shushed him with giggles.
“What story do you intend to tell?” she asked finally.
“The truth,” he said. “That we were fated. That I rejected the bond. That you left. That I didn’t follow.” His throat tightened around the last words. “That everything after that belongs to you, not to them.”
Her eyes searched his face, as if she was waiting for the lie hidden at the back of his teeth. When she found none, something in her shoulders shifted—shoulders he remembered hunched and shaking in a circle of judging eyes.
“You will not make me the ghost that haunts your campfire tales,” she said quietly. “If they need a villain, give them your face, not mine.”
“I already did that,” he said, voice rough. “They watched me refuse you. They watched me stand with the elders while you walked out. They know who failed whom.”
“And yet,” she said, “when they look at me now, they still see the girl who was left behind, not the Luna who stands here.” Her gaze sharpened. “So let’s be precise, Alpha Corren. You tell them what you did. You tell them it was cowardice dressed as duty. You tell them I owed you nothing after that day and that I built this life without your name, your blessing, or your help.”
The words flayed him with surgical accuracy. He didn’t look away.
“I will,” he said. “If you’ll confirm it, if they ask you.”
Her mouth curved—not a smile. Something colder. “You want me to help you confess?”
“I want them to stop expecting you to fix what I broke,” he said, and that, at least, rang clean and true.
For the first time, a crack showed in her composure, a brief flare of something like approval.
“You will tell them,” she said slowly, “that in this territory, I am not your almost-Luna or your rejected mate. I am Varrok’s Luna. I am the Luna of this pack. Their shelter here does not come through you. It comes through my decision and his. Do you understand the difference?”
It was a knife twisted in already scarred flesh.
“Yes,” he managed.
She pushed off the doorframe, straightening. For a heartbeat, the distance between them felt unbearably small. If he reached out, he could touch the place at her throat where he’d once imagined his mark.
He didn’t move.
“You get to carry your guilt,” she said softly. “You don’t get to carry me with it.”
He flinched.
“I…” He swallowed. Pride was a useless currency here. “I am sorry, Sylven.”
Her eyes shuttered. “Your remorse is between you and whatever keeps you awake at night,” she said. “It changes nothing of what stands here.”
The bond hummed once, a faint echo—thin, wounded, stubbornly alive.
He wanted to say he’d thought about her every day. That he’d imagined coming to her whole, not broken. That he would rip out his own throat if it would undo that night.
But all of that was for him, not for her.
So he bowed his head instead. “Thank you for hearing me.”
“For the record,” she said, stepping past him toward the main path, “you have more than three minutes’ worth of apologies to make. Just not to me.”
He turned, watching her walk away under the lantern glow, her silhouette swallowed by the light and warmth of the village she’d made her own.
Behind him, the healer’s door creaked. Mireth’s voice floated out, dry as kindling.
“Well,” she said. “You didn’t break her. That’s something. Now try not to break yourself before breakfast.”