Load Lifted off me .
Since the last time me and Nia spoke , we talk about me calling Michael for some information that I didn't know about pacifically but I knew it was something that I should know, so I gave him call and we link up at a golf course.We played 8 holes which I won by the way. No I'm joking ..y'all know he beat my ass of course. But after I played we sat down and had coffee. I drunk cold and he drunk hot.
Michelle - "You remember when I was going with Jaya ? When we first hooked up and how?"
Michael- "To be honest no actually that's a great question..when did you and her hook up? "
Michelle- "It was when I made a imaginary character and she was put in place to help me with a girlfriend problem ...remember I sent you and Kourtney to go get her ?"
Michael- "Oh Yeah at your grandma's house..yeah what about it ?"
Michelle- "Yeah I was trying to get a jealous reaction out of you but instead it came from Kourtney which was weird as hell cause I didn't know why"
Michael- "Oh Yeah that's cause she had a crush on you when she first met you , you called her cute and she really admire that a lot and want to be a little more than just a fighter to you "
Michelle- "I didn't know that ? Are you serious? "
Michael- "Yeah when you open up to her and would get into that Leah mode she thought it was cute "
Michelle- "Well is that why she acted the way she did when she called herself being rude to you"
Michael- "Yeah cause ..she was jealous you didn't ask her out "
Michelle- "I was actually jealous when y'all hooked up for a little time ..cause I felt she only did that cause I said I didn't care if y'all dated"
Michael- "She was trying get your attention at times that's why"
Michelle- "Really? I really didn't know this", when Michael told me this , it really made me feel bad now that I was more into Nia him telling me that made those feelings for Kourtney come back but super harder than before. "Michael can I ask you something?"
Michael- "Okay what's up "
Michelle- "How old is Kourtney?"
Michael look me in my eyes as he sat up straight and got very tall all of a sudden before speaking. "I don't know You have to ask her yourself ", Fear begin to come over me cause I knew that was God speaking through him to me on this situation. But y'all I couldn't just walk up to Kourtney after disappearing for a whole day which lead to weeks to ask her that . Plus she don't wanna see me I just know .
Michelle- "Okay I will ask her ...it going take me some time but I will "
Michael- "Don't waste the time that's already given to you , cause each second you waste you will be hoping you could get it back so don't waste these seconds that are giving to you ", when Michael said that I took that to heart cause those was some wise words and I knew I had to build up my confidence to call her and speak with her , since I'm not allow to be around her .
-Kourtney POV-
I was a little shook about the last time Leo and I went out. Cause I didn't expect Michelle to pop up . I thought she was gone back to Earth from my understanding. Now she's on dates with Nia , I had to know what's really going on cause I just don't understand but I just wanna talk to Michelle. Plus Darius has been asking about her and I don't know what to really tell him . All I can do is say she'll be back but I really don't know. Plus I haven't really been feeling A1 to be honest. I've been having a lot of morning sickness a lot , and I know what that means to be honest. and me and Leo have been doing it a lot but not that much. But it's been tough cause I mistakenly call him someone else name and I can tell he gets mad at me but he says it's fine . But it's not really that easy getting over Michelle and when I ask him do what she did in the bed he'll kind of get offended. But I just really thank God he's been here with me through all this . Though I wonder why Michelle would up and leave like that.
Darius- "Mom when is daddy coming home "
Kourtney- "Shhh just eat your food babe and I don't kn—"
Leo- "Daddy?! Tuh ...you can't be serious? Is that's what he's calling Michelle "
Kourtney- "If that's what he feel like he should call her then let him do that ..why are you acting like a Jack ass Leo "
Leo- "Jack ass !? What's a Jack ass is the fact he's calling a whole female daddy , you been with me for the longest but still in love with that human and on top of you had the nerve to call me that last night and say I wasn't doing it right "
Kourtney- "Brain I don't have time for this I have to go to work ..can you watch Darius for me please ?"
Leo- "I mean who else is going to do it ? "
Kourtney- "Right", I lean over and kiss his cheek and then kissed Darius on the forehead , as I grab my coffee to go I stop cause a drawing Darius done caught my attention. "Darius baby ? What's this ?"
Darius- "Oh that's Leo mommy "
Leo- "Wow mm", he sips his coffee while looking at me , I played it off but kept my focus on the drawing ..Yeah but what is he doing ?"
Darius- "He's opening up the portal mommy "
Kourtney- "Portal?", Leo spilled his coffee on the drawing all of a sudden.
Leo- "Dang man I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that", he start wiping the coffee off of the table cleaning it up I kissed Darius again before walking out the door."
At work I was over thinking a lot , to the point you could see my thinking face which drew the attention of my dear friend Charles.
Charles- "Kourtney is everything alright?"
Kourtney- "Huh-Oh ..Yeah Yeah I'm fine ..just thinking ",I begin to start back putting my work towards my paperwork. "just that Leo is a great guy but I -I- still can't stop thinking about Michelle "
Charles- "Really? Didn't she leave again?"
Kourtney- "Yeah but it's cause of a reason..today Darius said something that sparked my attention..he drew Leo opening a portal..and before he could go further into to detail that's when Leo coffee wasted on the drawing which destroyed it ..and now I'm just feeling like it's something tie to that cause Darius wouldn't do anything or draw anything unless he saw something "
Charles- "Wow that's a strong speculation Ko..but you feel like it's something why don't you just call Michelle for yourself and actually talk to her I'm sure she's feeling some type of way as well"
Kourtney- "I've reached out but she's not returning my calls and I just found out she was arrested for dating a minor and I know her personally..she wouldn't do that and she was like with me a night so I know that had to make a mistake with that "
Charles- "Could have ..then again you don't know what's all going on when she's not with you ...plus why don't you find out and ask around like the police station or something "
Kourtney- "I'm going to have a little trip there after I leave here...but that's actually not alll...Charles I think I'm pregnant..I've been having mornings sickness for a while now "
Charles- "Oh wow that's big did you tell Leo yet..I'm sure he's happy "
Kourtney- "Not yet cause I don't know for sure if it's his baby "
Charles- "What do you mean ?"
Kourtney- "Last time me and Michelle was together..we umm we have s*x ...I mean like we really did it until the sun came up ..then mess around and did again before I left for work"
Charles- "Ooooooo ....yeah your in a huge entanglement here and you going to just have to be honest with him and get a DNA test "
Kourtney- "I know ..I'm just have too", I didn't want to buy he's right I'm going to have to and really soon .
-Michelle POV-
I've been really catching the alone train a lot lately, me and Nia decided to keep it in the friend zone cause we didn't wanna mess up our relationship as good friends. Plus all my girls where happy and boo up with someone . So I've been catching movies alone and just keeping a low profile until further notice . I decided to give Jaya a call today , I want to take her and the boys out today for a nice little family trip, but tell me why they whole time for some reason, me and Jaya didn't get alone. She had a whole attitude with me for no reason . I don't know what I did to her but whatever it was I kept trying to apologize but that just made it worse. When kissing the boys off before leaving I decided to confront her face to face about it before she left.
Michelle- "Jai? What's your problem baby ?...you've been having a attitude this whole day like I've done something too you ", she rolled her eyes at me and ignore my question, she open the door and got ready to get in before she could proceed I stop her by grabbing her arm with firm grip while shutting the door so the boy wouldn't hear me .
Michelle- "Got damn it Jai what the f**k is wrong with you ? Did I do something? If so ..lady you better tell me right now ?", she hesitate a bit while looking at my hand then back up at me .
Jaya- "Find...I'm a little upset with myself that's all Michelle..."
Michelle- "That doesn't justify the reason you been giving me attitude and the side eye all day ..now what's up ?"
Jaya- "I know about you and Nia..and I'm not happy about it ...like I was thinking you was going to get back with me "
Michelle- "Jai..really is that what this all this is about ? And me and Nia decided to keep it mutual ..she told you ?"
Jaya- "No I saw that performance you did for her at the Wrestling Arena...it's been the talk of AstroWorld actually..."
Michelle- "That's actually good to be honest it's more views and ratings and that was just for the show that's all"
Jaya- "Really?"
Michelle- "Yeah me and her are just friends like we always been plus I seen Leo and Kourtney there so I had to make a scene", her whole demeanor change like she got frighten at the fact I mention them.
Jaya- "Oh really ?...did you talk to them ?"
Michelle- "oh course not actually..after I sung me and Nia left actually"
Jaya- "Oh okay ..", she sigh in relief which made me think of that phone call she had .
Michelle- "Matter of fact let me ask you something.."
Jaya- "Oh okay ? What is it?"
Michelle- "When you and I was together on that love island ..that phone call you got ..the one before you went to bed...I over heard you saying I and Kourtney name ..about how she ain't going to forget me that easily and how you had me out of town...Jai what's going and who was that ?", she just starred at me and didn't say anything at all. I got a little upset and my eyes felt like they turn a different color.
"Damn it lady you better tell before I lose my temper "
Jaya- "Okay okay..don't babe calm down first ..please ",she touch my stomach with left hand and my upper chest with right hand , cause she knew when I lose my temper I was going to start freaking out and she was actually the one out of all my girls that actually seen me lose my temper a couple of times and she's the only person that can keep me calm so I won't lose it . I nodded my head as my eyes went back to normal. I know what y'all thinking of I'm human how can I have the ability to change eye colors. Well before AstroWorld , I had two made up personally of my self , I made while back during my college days . I use write little skit with them and those characters kept me company when feeling alone. Leah was the angry side of me and Michelle was the more of the protector side of me . And it was awesome to be honest. Cause when I first met Jaya , she gave me a necklace that held two spirits in them and when ever I would feel like getting into one of those modes. If I don't take control those spirits will take over and fight for me. It was a cool gift actually. But back to the story. I calm down before Jaya started to explain everything.
Jaya- "Babe..I may have had part in your arrest actually...see Leo talk me into going alone with his plan "
Michelle- "Plan...what do you mean plan?"
Jaya - "His plan was to get his father to arrest you for something and once they got you in a cell, my job was to pick you up and take you out of town for a while ..to make it seem like you up and left again "
Michelle- "Are you serious Jay? you really helped that fool take my girl...my wife away from me? ..that's the coldest thing you could have ever done to me "
Jaya- "It was to get you back!? I miss you okay...you was with me before Kourtney and the others ..it was just you and I and I wish we could go back to those days! The boys want you around hell I want you around..I just want my family back!...when you left everything to be with her I just couldn't understand why ! What does she have that I don't have ? What !? Cause she looks better ? Is she better I'm bed? Why are you choosing her when she was so mean and rude to you ..hell when you through that party for her she didn't even try to wait on you to see you....she was boo up with your brother ..and got with him for a little bit...so yeah I did this to have a better chance at getting back with you..now I see that's out the picture ", she open the door and got in the car quickly. I tired to stop her but she was already in and pulling off. I can't lie everything she said was facts. Kourtney and I didn't get along at all at first . Kourtney used to do me to so wrong for some reason . And it was just me and Jaya at first and we actually was happy. Nobody really judge us cause everyone was more obsessed with her Beauty to even notice. But I don't know why I choose Kourtney..I just went with what my heart was feeling at the time. I turn around and got ready to walk off when I bump into a nice looking gentleman making him drop his things.
Michelle- "Oh my God ..I'm so so sorry..I didn't mean —here let me get that", I squat down to pick up his items that feel on the ground . I didn't realize that when I got up to give them back to him . He was looking at me dead in the face with strong eye contact. It made blush a little cause he was super attractive.
Gentlemen- "That's fine and thanks for picking up my things....you didn't have to do that actually...I know you wasn't paying attention..I saw the little altercation you was in "
Michelle- "Oh my God we're we that loud?"
Gentlemen- "I wouldn't be telling the truth if I said ya'll wasn't..but luckily nobody tuned into cause everyone is more focus on trying to see the movie rather than there surrounding....What is your name "?
Michelle- "I'm Michelle..Michelle Good..what is yours?"
Gentlemen - "I'm Metatron..just Metatron...are you about to leave?"
Michelle - "No actually I was going to go back and see another movie since I have nothing to do "
Gentlemen- "Well I'd love to see it with you actually if you don't mind"
Michelle- "Sure I don't mind at all", before walking off he stuff out his elbow and allowed me to put my hand around it as he escort me into the movie theater.
After half a hour later , we walk out the movie theater laughing and holding hands.
Metatron- "We should continue hanging ..it's so much I would love to show you and teach you"
Michelle-"Ion usually have s*x on the first night if that's what you are asking ?"
Metatron- "What? No God no I would never do that to do you and that's not why I'm interested in you in the first place at all"
Michelle- "Well why are you interested in me "
Metatron- "I won't you to see things differently and feel them differently as well ..I can help you move forward if you trust me?"
Michelle- "We just met though "
Metatron- "But if you trust God right ? You can trust me I promise ", he held his hand out and I took it of course cause I wasn't getting a bad vibe from him. Soon as I took his hand he pull me in a embrace, his wings appeared as he flew with full speed in the air and he took me into outta space .
Michelle- "Where are going ?"
Metatron- "Some where ..were there is no distractions " , when we reach our destination . Where in a Heavenly looking place it was beautiful and peaceful. I watch as others there was meditating, Metatron smile and sat down with me on the ground.
Metatron- "Now relax and don't let any distractions get to you while you meditate "
Michelle-"That's actually hard as hell "
Metatron- "It's not try it " , I did as he instructed me to and it was a little hard getting my mind to settle down a little , but eventually I got the hang of it and I begin to just relax.
-2 months Later-
So you all it's been 2 months and I haven't seen my son at all and I miss him , since I've been hanging around Metatron for the last 2 months and I've been learning a lot actually. And I've decided to fill Nia in on everything that's been going on. She's been helpful as well and of course she's been wanting to meet Metatron as well.
Nia- "So what's it like Meeting Metatron? And hanging with him all day ?"
Michelle- "Girl it's amazing he's been teaching me new things and I've been meditating with him a lot "
Nia- "Is that all?"
Michelle- "H—-well girl he took me out a couple of times but it's not like that "
Nia- "Ahhh Girl look at y'all going out ! It's about time ..you glowing and stuff"
Michelle- "Ni stop girl! Stop! ", I begin to blush really hard .
Nia- "You are blushing! See I knew it"
Michelle- "Nia! Stop and girl it's not like that ...anyway when is this party starting "
Nia- "In a few the girls are setting up the party room now ...and I think you need to fix things with Jaya "
Michelle- "She help Leo set me up"
Nia- "Chelle ...go and fix it "
Michelle- "Fine", I get up and walk to where the party room is and I greet my other girls expect Jaya, she saw me from the corner of her eye. I walk over to her and slightly smile.
Michelle- "Hey Jaya...what's up?", she turn around and looked at me, "Hey I'm sorry last time we got together it wasn't good but I'm sorry and I understand from your point of view ...and I forgive you and hope you can forgive me too ", she quickly look me in the eyes and smiles while wrapping her arms around me and gave me a hug .
Jaya- "I forgive you ..and I'm really sorry...I didn't mean for any of this to happen the way it did ..I just wanted you to finally come home"
Michelle- "I know ..I just want to make peace with us and end this beef ...we suppose to be eating beef not fighting over it ", she and I laughed a little and she grab me by the hand and pull me in closer into a passion kiss. It was so passionate it caught Ciara attention and she walk up behind me and whisper .
Ciara-"Can I join?"
Michelle- "Yeah...but not now let's focus on getting this party together right now ", we all agreed and started finishing up getting the party room together. In about a hour people started coming in with there friends and some with there spouses. Of course I was over the music I had the room turnt of course. It was so turnt that I got a call from God and I'm not making this up , he was calling me . I step out the room while answering the phone.
Michelle- "Hello"
God- "I can see y'all happy at this party I'm watching..me and my wife might pull through ..."
Michelle- "Aren't y'all already here ?"
God- "Yeah we are put I mean pull through as in exposing some truth"
Michelle- "Truth?...what's going on ? Is someone hiding something?"
God- "You'll see it involves you "
Michelle- "You know I'm not hiding—
God-"Do you trust me ?"
Michelle- "Yes sir I do ..I trust you "
God- "Then let go and watch me work", he hangs up, I took a deep breath before returning into the party, I continue to do the music . When I notice a altercation at the door , Nia was stopping someone from coming into the room . But they gave her a note . Once Nia took the note she look over at me before stepping to the side . Before I could see who it was and what was going on . That's when I felt a soft touch around my waist. It made me turn around and I was face to face with Metta.
Yes I gave him a nickname so what ?
-Kourtney POV -
While me and Leo decided to hit a party we heard about, came to find out everyone was invited except us.
I thought that was unfair so I got note from God saying I can come .
When me and Leo walk up to the door we were stop by Nia. She held her hand out and look us up and down.
Nia- "Wow wow ..what are y'all doing here ?"
Kourtney- "We wanna come and party that's what ?"
Leo- "Why can't we get in ?"
Nia- "Cause it's my party ! And I don't want y'all here at all ..and no shade Kourtney nobody likes you I'm just be honest with you ...we don't really want you to be here ..and Leo if you wasn't with her you'd be able to come in but no no ...Kourtney's going to hurt someone feelings in here like she always do and they going to mess up the party by getting in there feelings "
Leo- "Only humans b***h like that "
Nia- "No only you b***h like that "
Leo- "What's that supposed to mean?"
Nia-"You know exactly what I'm talking about ..you talk so down on humans you doing something they would have done to each other "
Kourtney- "What is she talking about Leo?"
Nia- "He knows what I'm talking about?"
Leo- "Man show her the note ", I glanced at him before pulling out a note sign by Yahshua, saying we must attend this party immediately. Nia eyes widen as she step to the side and allowed us to walk in and as soon as we walked in . My eyes where meet by my friend Danielle, I walk up to her and hug her .
Danielle- "Girl they let you in ?"
Kourtney- "Yes of course..God said I can come girl "
Danielle- "That's good ...so how are you and Leo?"
Kourtney- "We are okay can't complain he's been there for me when nobody else was"
Danielle-"I know ..well not to bust your bubble I heard he might ask you to marry him?"
Kourtney- "Really? So soon ?"
Danielle- "Yeah ...this good you can move on and finally be happy the right the way "
Kourtney- "What? Right way do you mean ?"
Danielle- "Girl you know everyone wasn't feeling you going with a human then on top of that ..the girl on girl was a huge no ...people was talking about you behind your back"
Kourtney- "Danielle let me tell you something..you should really stop and mind your business! I knew y'all was and I didn't care cause that same human treated me better than half of y'all do and let's not forget I know you tired to come on to her when we was together ", Danielle just look at me and I just walk away , an my attention went towards the left for some reason, I seen Michelle boo'up with ..some guy , he looks familiar but I don't know who he is , but I know, I knew him from somewhere . But they were close on each other like they knew each other for a very long time . I kinda ignored it but something kept making me look towards that way. I really need answers from her. I walk back to Nia and pulled her to the side and gave her a piece of paper.
Nia- "what's that ?"
Kourtney- "Just open it and ..follow me outside ",she gave me a look with her eyebrow raised, before opening the piece of paper I gave her.
-Nia: "What is this ?"
Kourtney- "Darius drew this for me ..he said it was Leo opening up a portal to Earth"
Nia- "How -Why would he draw this ?"
Kourtney- "That's what I'm saying ..I wanna ask Michelle questions ..and I wanna know if this is true who did Leo let in AstroWorld "
Nia- "The only thing I can say is that Leo's dad arrested Michelle and it was cause he said she was dating or had s*x with some underage girl that is 16 "
Kourtney- "is that all ? Why won't she talk to me ? Why is she ignoring my calls?"
Nia- "That's something your going to have to ask her yourself "
Kourtney- "But she won't let me come near her and I don't want Leo to get mad right now "
Nia- "Leo? Get mad ? Really? Come on now ..you need to ask her if you trying to know the truth..cause Leo ain't telling you everything..plus if I was you ..I'll ask Jaya "
Kourtney- "What's that supposed to mean ?"
Nia- "Find out before it's to late ", she quickly walks away from me leaving me in total silence. I check to see if Leo was busy and he was distracted talking with a group of people so I went up to Jaya who was sitting down in another room away room the party and alone side by herself.
-Jaya: "Why are you out here ..you don't like the party?"
Kourtney- "I actually wasn't suppose to come cause I wasn't invited..but God said I need to be here ASAP"
Jaya- "Must mean it's something here that you need to see or do
Kourtney - "Or know ", I took a seat next to Jaya and look over at her . "Jai what's going on and be honest with me?"
Jaya- "What are you talking about ?"
Kourtney- "Jai...come on Tell me cause Michelle want talk to me "
Jaya- "Cause you showing up with Leo at every concert or place she's at and you know that makes her feel some type of way cause y'all have history...have you taken out one time to think about that ?"
Kourtney- "Leo picks the places and I had no idea she'd be here "
Jaya- "Have you stop to think why is it that every place he picks she's there or going to show up there ....only place I know she wouldn't come is that wrestling arena unless it's a concert or something ..but your little boy friend is the reason she ran off in the first place Kourtney..don't you think it's weird he showed up when she was gone and you fell right into his arms as soon as you seen him", when she said that I look down and that's when something hit me and it came to me .
Kourtney- "Wait so he's the reason she got arrested cause his dad arrest her ..for some dealing relations with a minor that's 16 ....16..but she just had s*x with me that night and day...so -I'm 16,0-
Are they talking about me ?"
Jaya- "In Earth Years you are a teenager and that's what they use to jail her"
Kourtney- "But where did she go for those past days cause she was bailed out?"
Jaya- "I .....I made a deal with Leo to drive her out of town only because he used something against me that I always wanted ....that's to have her to myself and with the boys"
Kourtney- "So you helped him ?"
Jaya- "Yeah and he's trying to make you forget her actually and the more she see's y'all together the more hurt she becomes which will make her leave for good soon and hopefully move on ...that's what she's been focusing on doing"
Kourtney- "So all of this happen cause of Leo being selfish...then he was going purpose...but I got something for him ", I got up and walk back into the party room. I stood by Leo and I notice the music stopped as all eyes was on me.
-Leo- "Kourtney I love you and I————