The Ghost That Texted Back

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Lucas POV I didn’t believe in signs. But when her name flashed across my phone the next morning, right as I pulled into the warehouse parking lot, I felt something dangerously close to anticipation. Isla: Good luck at work today. I stared at the message longer than necessary. No one had texted me that in years. Not in a way that felt intentional. I typed back quickly. You too. Don’t let customers bully you. Her reply came with a laughing emoji. It was small. Ordinary. But it settled somewhere deep in my chest. The workday was chaos — shipments delayed, two staff members arguing over forklift schedules, paperwork stacked like a punishment. Normally, I buried myself in work. It was easier than thinking. But around lunch, I caught myself checking my phone. Nothing new. Why did that bother me? I told myself to relax. We had talked once. It didn’t mean anything yet. Yet. At 3:17 PM, my phone buzzed. I didn’t look at the name before opening it. And that was my mistake. Alyssa. My ex-fiancée. The name hit like an old bruise pressed too hard. We hadn’t spoken properly in almost a year. The last conversation ended with silence — the kind that feels permanent. Her message was simple. Hey. I know it’s random. Just wanted to see how you’ve been. My jaw tightened. Of course it was random. She was the one who left. The one who said I didn’t fight hard enough. The one who said I was emotionally unavailable. I locked my phone without replying. The warehouse noise felt louder suddenly. I told myself I wouldn’t answer. There was nothing to say. But five minutes later, it buzzed again. I drove past your old place today. Made me think of you. Old place. The one we were supposed to turn into a home. I inhaled slowly. This was dangerous territory. Not because I wanted her back. But because unfinished things have a way of stirring something unsettled inside you. And I hated that she still had the ability to interrupt my peace. At 4:02 PM, another buzz. This time— Isla. My manager yelled at me for something that wasn’t even my fault. I need chocolate. A smile tugged at my mouth before I could stop it. I typed back. I would bring you some if I could. Three dots appeared almost instantly. Would you? The question was playful. But it carried weight. Would I? Yes. Too easily. Before I could respond, another notification slid down the screen. Alyssa again. Can we talk sometime? Just to clear the air? I felt irritation rise in my chest. Why now? Why after months of silence? I glanced at Isla’s unfinished message. I made a decision that would later feel bigger than it should have. I replied to Alyssa. What do you want to talk about? The response was immediate. Us. I exhaled sharply. There was no “us.” Not anymore. But the fact that she thought there might be unsettled something I didn’t want to examine. Across the city, Isla was probably still waiting for my reply. I switched back to her chat. Yes. I would. Three dots. Then: Careful. I might hold you to that. Something warm spread through my chest. This felt easy. Too easy. And easy things have a way of getting complicated. ⸻ That night, I lay on my couch staring at the ceiling. Two conversations sat open on my phone. One was my past. One was something new. I knew which one felt lighter. But I also knew I hadn’t told Isla about Alyssa. Not because I was hiding something. But because it felt unnecessary. We weren’t serious. We had only just started talking. Still… A small voice in my head whispered: Secrets don’t start big. They start small. My phone buzzed again. Alyssa: I never stopped caring about you, you know. I stared at the message. My chest didn’t tighten. My heart didn’t race. I felt… nothing. And that told me everything. But instead of responding, I locked my phone. Then I opened Isla’s chat instead. Did you get your chocolate? Her reply came with a photo. A messy desk. A chocolate bar half opened. Her fingers visible at the bottom of the frame. For a moment, I imagined being there. Sitting across from her. Watching her laugh about something insignificant. And suddenly, the thought of my past trying to reappear felt irritating instead of nostalgic. I typed carefully. You look like someone who pretends she doesn’t need anyone. There was a pause. Then— Maybe I just haven’t met someone worth needing. That did something to me. Something steady. Something intentional. And for the first time since Alyssa’s name had appeared on my screen… I didn’t feel pulled backward. I felt pulled forward. ⸻ But across the room, my phone buzzed again. Alyssa. I made a mistake leaving you. And even though I didn’t respond— I didn’t block her either. And that, whether I realized it or not, was the first c***k.
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