Felix
I was sore. I was tired. These girls drained every single ounce of energy from me with them chasing me around with make up, trying to attack my face. Granted, I didn’t have a lot of energy to begin with because the last two weeks have been absolute hell, but still, these gremlins sucked all the energy I had left out of me.
And I love it.
Because once everything seemed to fall into place, I was more than all in but I could also see in her eyes throughout the night she still had some reservations about us. I did leave because I was scared. I did leave because I couldn’t handle the rejection from social services. She looked for me for two weeks and I didn’t care about her feelings at the time, just mine, even though I tell myself I did it because I love her and want to give her the b
