When Adonis turns his head around, I use the opportunity to yell out again. "Please don't go! Don't leave me! I will do anything you want, please don't leave me like this Adonis." I have never in my entire life felt this amount of desperation to hold onto any person, be it a family or a friend. Not that I've had experiences with watching anyone walking out of my life before my eyes so this feeling is very new to me. The emotions rushing through me is just so hard to differentiate. I'm so scared, confused and I feel like something is pushing me towards the verge of a cliff. "I love you, Adonis!" Tears and snorts have covered my face, "I love you so much, I've never loved any guy before you!" Damn it! It's so f*****g embarrassing to drop my pride aside and be this clingy but I don't even

