Red's POV I heard shouts and commands, but I was too weak to move. I couldn't even lift my eyes; I was numb, and my ears were ringing. But my heart was in pieces. I wanted to cry; I wanted to scream, and I wanted to curse my cruel fate. "Put her on the bed, one, two, three!" I heard shouts, but I couldn't move. I couldn't feel anything. "We are losing her!" they yelled. What was happening? Why is there so much commotion? Why am I just seeing white? Why is my heart throbbing? "Estelle," I heard an Aurelian voice. Why is he crying? What happened to him? I wanted to scream his name, tell him I was okay, and clean his tears, but I was trapped in my own mind. "I'm sorry," he cried. Sorry? Why is he sorry? What happened? I was disturbed, but I couldn't talk. My heart was talking

