Broken soldier

Insecure

I swallow the lump that formed in my throat from his words. What? Confused on how to feel and completely unsure if he meant me personally or my blood. I never thought I would be attracted to a vampire after what happened to me. But the thought of his fangs piercing my skin only brings tingles, instead of fear or anger. My only experience with being bitten was torturous, and not in any way sensual or enjoyable. Although I hear, vampires are the most sensual out of them all. I shake my head to rid it of the memories. I need to stop living in the past, even if it’s trying to come back and haunt me. I need to move on with my life or it will end up running over me. I concentrate on J as he walks confidently behind me up the stairs. The thought of him instantly brings a smile to my face. I have no idea why, maybe it’s the mate thing, but I have no doubt in my mind that J would never hurt me, and would lay down his life to keep me safe. For me, that is extremely attractive, More so than his perfectly chiseled body, and trust me when I say he needs no help at being attractive, at all. Suddenly nervous and a little insecure that we are back in his bedroom, I start getting ready to get in the shower. J is silent as he watches me, I try not to make eye contact, as that tends to lead to things escalating very quickly. I run into the bathroom and step in to the enormous shower. Oh man, this water pressure is heaven! I must have let my guard down while enjoying the shower and day dreaming about a sexy vampire , because I didn’t hear the shower door open. Startled, I jumped when I felt Js naked, very large front come in contact with my behind. He kept me in place with his hands on my shoulders and he slowly leaned into my neck. His soft whisper was almost too low to hear, I need you Makenzy. Well f**k, that’s all it took for my insides to liquify and cause an ache to form low in my belly. Oh god. I lose all control as he runs himself up and down my behind. I am practically foaming at the mouth from want as he fans kisses up and down my neck all while messaging my behind with his c**k. Jesus Christ, I am aching for my release, as I hear him whisper, you will have to ask for it Makenzy, I will never force you, I need to know you want it as badly as I do. That completely shattered all rational thought and the only word I could get out at that time was please, and thank god that’s all he needed as he positioned himself at my entrance and slammed into me from behind. Oh f**k! He filled me so deliciously full. I hear him utter a hard growl as he entered me, then moaned out holy f**k Makenzy, your so f*****g tight. Unable to form any thoughts, the only thing my brain could register was I need more, as I pulled away from him and slammed myself back on to him. This forced him into action and he began the animalistic rhythm of passion so consuming we thought of nothing else but each other and pleasure. I am so close as I hold on to the wall and match his rhythm thrust by thrust, we come together as we both scream each other’s name, and he has to catch me from falling as my orgasm hit me with such force I lost all control of my legs for a moment. Giggling but suddenly very insecure I make my way to the bed on shaky legs and jump quickly under the covers. All raw male statuesque perfection and oh so sexy, J slowly saunters into the room, laughing at me as I pull the blankets up to my chin. Oh, no babygirl. He says to me, I am no where near done with you. And you are so beautiful, and so very much mine, so do not ever hide that sexy ass body from me, he ripped the blanket with sheets and all off the bed as he slowly crawled on with me, like a predator stalking his prey. Oh man, I could definitely get used to this.