I moaned in a sort of contentment trying to pull myself from sleep as I felt Carls fingers tangle into my hair. “Honey.” He said gently, “how are you feeling now?” he asked sounding as tentative as his gentle fingers. I sighed gently, “Better.” I said gently forcing my eyes open and giving him a half hearted attempt at a smile. “And Derek?” he asked true concern under his bruised features, I pushed myself up to sitting, “I don’t know.” I said tentatively I hated confessing this. “I… he’s alive.” “Are you sure?” I shrugged, “Surely I would know that.” I said though I knew it was a plea. Carl gave me a tiny smile and nodded he didn’t know that he was simply trying to make me feel better but it didn’t work. I lifted my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs holding them

