Chapter 9: Blood on the Wards
Kane's room hadn't changed either, and Wren decided somewhere around midnight that Ironwood's refusal to move on without her was either the most romantic or most unsettling thing about coming back, and she genuinely couldn't tell which.
She sat cross-legged on the far end of his bed, boots still on out of some stubborn refusal to look settled, while he stood at the window with his arms braced against the frame, watching the tree line like it might apologize for what it had let through.
"You should sleep," he said, not turning.
"So should you."
"I will. After I know section four's secure."
"Reya's handling section four. You said so yourself." She studied the line of his shoulders, tension held there like a physical weight. "You can't hold the whole territory up with your bare hands, Kane. You never could. You just used to be better at pretending."
That got him to turn around, something almost like a laugh escaping despite everything.
"You always did see through that."
"I had nine days to learn you. Turns out that was enough." The words came out softer than she meant, and she watched them land on him like something physical.
He crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed, careful distance between them even now, close enough that the bond roared instead of hummed, loud enough she wondered if he could hear it too, whatever a bond sounded like from his side.
"Nine days," he said, quiet. "I've relived them more times than I could count. Tried to figure out which moment I should have known — should have told you the truth instead of protecting you from it. I still don't have an answer. I just know I'd give almost anything for a version where I found a better way."
"Almost anything."
"I wouldn't trade you being alive. Not even for a version where you never had to hate me." His voice had gone rough, unguarded in a way she was starting to recognize as costing him something real each time. "That's the one thing I'd never undo, whatever else I got wrong."
The distance between them had shrunk without either of them deciding to close it, the way gravity works on things that were only ever pretending not to fall.
"I don't hate you," Wren said, and heard the admission cost her as much as his had cost him. "I wanted to. God, I tried. But watching you in those woods, watching you put yourself between me and something that wanted to kill us both — five years of hating you doesn't survive that. I don't know what replaces it yet. But it isn't hate."
"Wren—"
A crash from somewhere below cut through whatever he'd been about to say, followed by raised voices and the unmistakable sound of a body hitting a wall too hard to be an accident.
Kane was up and moving before the echo faded, and Wren was right behind him, adrenaline burning through five years of careful distance in an instant. They hit the stairs together, and the scene below stopped her cold.
Reya had someone pinned against the entry table — one of the senior guard, a broad-shouldered wolf named Corin that Wren vaguely remembered from before, blood running from his nose, eyes wild with the particular panic of someone caught doing something he couldn't talk his way out of.
"Found him at section four," Reya bit out, forearm braced hard across his chest. "Re-wording the gap so it'd read secure on the next patrol sweep. He's got Voss's mark tattooed under his collar, Kane. Fresh ink. Couldn't have been more than a few months."
Corin's eyes flicked to Kane, then Wren, and something like relief crossed his face — the ugly, cornered relief of a man who'd rather confess than keep carrying it.
"He didn't give me a choice," Corin said, voice cracking. "My sister — she crossed into his territory two years back, chasing a mate bond that went wrong. Voss has had her since. Said he'd let her go the day Ironwood belonged to him instead of you. Said it wouldn't take much. Just information. Just — a little, at first."
"And it kept being a little," Kane said, low and furious and, underneath it, something almost like grief. "Until it was a fence line, and two wolves at a border, and an invitation to a ceremony that isn't even scheduled yet."
"I'm sorry." Corin's voice broke entirely. "I never wanted this. I just wanted her back."
Wren watched Kane's face war between the fury of an Alpha whose territory had been sold out from under him and something gentler, older, the version of him that had once thought cruelty was worth it if it kept someone he loved alive. She understood, with a lurch, that he saw himself in this too — a man who'd made an unforgivable choice for a reason that made perfect, agonizing sense from the inside.
"Lock him up," Kane said finally, quiet and final. "Secure, not harmed. We'll deal with the sister after. But Voss knows now that his inside line is burned." His eyes swept the room, landing last on Wren. "Which means whatever he's planning next, he's planning it without the warning he's had this whole time."
"Or he speeds it up," Reya said grimly, hauling Corin toward the cellar stairs. "Cornered men don't wait, Kane. They strike."
Kane's hand found Wren's without either of them seeming to decide it, warm and certain in a way that undid something in her chest she'd spent five years keeping carefully wound.
"Then we stop pretending we have three days," he said. "The ceremony happens tomorrow. Before Voss knows his line is cut. Before he has time to plan around losing it."
Wren looked at their joined hands, at the tree line beyond the windows gone black and unreadable, at a countdown that had just collapsed down to hours instead of days, and felt the bond roar loud enough to drown out every careful term she'd written down that afternoon.
"Tomorrow," she agreed, and didn't let go of his hand.