WINTERS COLD: A FALLEN HEART
774 Words
That night was the longest night of his life, he laid awake and stare into the night. He wished he could see her face, his heart was alive and sleep was far from his eyes, will they ever be together, what will the royals say, will they approve of it, his heart was already in love, so deep and drowning. but what can melt the heart of a soldier, steal his all and keep his heart awake, it was like the night mother left, but this time with a feeling of happiness. His heart began to journey into the abyss, deep into love and was filled with wishes. He could hear his heart speak and make promises, to spend his life with her, to cherish all of her and through all times to love her regardless of what may be, but the wishes of his heart are too deep for his soul to understand.
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A WORD
TO A FALLEN
HEART
wake up from this broken pieces
oh, fallen heart,
she is a princess and me, a common royal, stay alive, don't get carried away, for how do I breathe, if the princess have you, what if she hurt you, use you to a point and reject you, how will I stand the day or go through the night, oh, I wish love is simple, I need you to make it through the night, can you face what this love will bring or leap with faith to reach out to it, oh wishing heart you have gone too far from me, stay the night, lay your emotion to rest, wait for love, don't walk ahead of time. If you fall who will catch you? Or get broken into pieces, who will fix you? You are all I have, how will I give you out to her, what if I don't have you back again, what if she refused to give hers back to you, how will I live without a heart.
His heart had already fallen and he stayed awake, saying words to his heart.
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The cold, the newfound love, the longing to see her again, made the night longer. Should I walk straight to her room, just to watch her sleep, to see her beauty and fill my heart with sweet moments of her presence? And when she is awake, tell her, how she have my heart and my attention has been divided by her love. May be she will understand, say sweet words in return, maybe I will hold her hands, draw her close to me, put my hands around her waist and kiss her lips, stay in her embrace and feel the warmth of her bosom. But what if I get caught by the king's guard, what will become of me, But he knew, that this heart journey is just a mere wish and wishes are not horses. He could feel his head aching, for lack of sleep, his eyes glowed all through the night, till they became heavy and the sweetness of the thoughts in his heart kept him going.
He had to sleep but the thought of the princess could not leave his heart, he sat on the bed and stared at the fire burning in the far corner, he stood up from the bed, walk towards the door and kept pacing up and down his room. He wished tomorrow will come so fast, so he can tell the princess his heart, the cold of the winter became deep, the fire cold not give the heat he needed, but somehow the thought of her made him a little warm. He laid on the bed, his heavy eyes closed and then he began to dream about the princess in his sleep.
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Adela got back to her room that night, she was happy, she knew William feels the same way she feel, that his heart had already fallen for her. She sat on the edge of her bed, while thinking about him. But why did she walk away, maybe she should have waited or even spend the night with him or give him the chance to say his heart.
But when tomorrow comes, hope he will still feel the same way, hope he won't betray her heart. But she was scared for him, can he really bear the pain this love would bring? But what if he is sent out of the palace, where will he go, maybe this love wasn't meant to be. But she know that William will truly make her happy. She laid down on the bed, still thinking about him till she fell asleep.
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