""Oh God...I never thought that I will really live something I once wished for...at least not this way...the numbness that I feel is killing me,but when I see him my heart betrays me and flee to him...he hurt me and still do...not sure when the last time he spent it with my dead body! Not sure...My arm and nick are full of spots as a result of the shots he's giving me...I do know one thing...I fell in love with my kidnapper...it really happened,my heart beats never lied...Am I brave enough to forget how monster he once was with me!?Will I forget the way his face used to draw weird expressions while he was cruel with me!
Plus!He's still Mr Unknown!
I love him...OK...I swear I love him...but there's a missing point in all this...I don't wanna look like a stupid!
How to give him my heart when all he's doing is just ignoring me! And most of the time when he appears he never stop teasing me...I can't let him win...I do know one damn thing...I love him,Wish I could feel his hug again...Don't blush Aya...he really owns you! And saw every inch of you...shitttt! How could he do this with me! And why he insist to drug me,this idea haunts me till now""
Suddenly I found him sitting next to me.
He scared me,I got blushed.
""Did he hear my thoughts? Was I talking or just thinking?"" I got lost in thoughts while starring at his eyes.
"What are you thinking about" he asked in a calm voice where he's looking directly into my eyes and that little smile on his face...that smile kills me.
I blushed and put my eyes in hurry at the floor..."You are my treasure Aya...you have no idea..."he whispered.
I looked at him again shocked of what he admitted.
A tear dropped from my left eye...He suddenly came closer ,wiped my tear and then licked his thumb...I got shocked of what he did...
""I need you so much I swear"" I breathed in my mind core.
In one move,he put my head on the grass and...he kissed me......He put me on fire...I was trembling under his body and breathing so fast...He let go...looked at my eyes...his eyes were mysterious... he was serious...He stood up and left me on the grass.
My heart was beating so fast...
""He kissed me hhhhhhhh OMG....I feel so happy....but why he was sad...! And left me this way!"" I got lost in my thoughts.
"Aya...Hello" Helen's voice cut the series of my thoughts.
"Hey hhhh sorry!"
"What are you thinking about lil princess? You look happy" She smiled.
Oh yea! I am.
"Nothing important I just love looking at the sky" I smiled softly.
"I have good news for you...but promise me to do one thing" she said while she was excited.
"Ha! Tell me Helen"
"Nooo way...promise me first"
"Helen I don't give promises...tell me"
"I said promise me"
"Fine Fine Helen,I promise to do whatever you want"
"Great...come with me now,have to show you something" she grabbed me up stairs.
"Here...wear this dress" she smiled.
"What is it for crazy?" I laughed.
"You promised,and here's the heels...go go go"She pushed me towards the bathroom.
I felt weird"I swear you are crazy...WOOOW IT'S AMAZING DRESS, from where did you get it ,old woman hhhh" I said behind the door.
"Old woman ha? Ok will talk to u later about it hhhh, the Master bought it for you"
My heart skipped beating when I heard that it's him who brought it for me...I walked out the door...
"Mashallah Aya....you look pretty..." she breathed in astonishment,I walked to see myself at the mirror"Wow....OMG...it's really ..." I breathed.
"You are beautiful Aya...you are,it really suits you very well" she hugged me.
I stared at myself for a while...it was really an elegant dress.
"The Master will tell you tonight about your family " Helen said suddenly.
I turned around to see her...
"Did he tell you that?" I asked surprisingly.
She smiled and nodded.
"When? tonight?"
"After you have the dinner with him tonight...you know" she smiled.
"But Helen...no need to eat with him and all of that! you know what I mean right?"
"He asked me to let you wear this dress cause he set an elegant dinner for you..." She breathed weakly cause she know what my reaction would be.
"Hell no hhhhh... but I'm not gonna wear this whole thing while I'm with him..." I raised an eye brow.
"You promised me Aya!" She said in a serious way.
"Helen! It's not fair" I said angrily.
"You promised Aya! Plus it's a good thing for you...both of you should negotiate about your state ...you should know him and ask him what ever you need...Silence won't work with both of you..I do insist on you to go and see him..." she said in a serious way.
For God's sake Hellen!I've never seen her talking this way!
"You are right Helen...but the dress is too...Ugh! Look,my body is sooo out! And I'm afraid of him...I mean...you know!" I murmured.
"Don't worry...all he wants is just to talk to you...take it easy,be strong...prove him you're not weak!" she said seriously trying to tell me that she's gonna be my backbone.
"But Helen I'm not weak! And u know that" I snapped.
"Hahaha OK Dear...let me fix your hair now..." she said while laughing.
" I hate you Helen...so much for letting me give you a word of promise" I said angrily and sat down so she can fix my hair.
She started playing with my hair and telling me how to act while i'm with him,she applied some make up on my face and added mascara which gives my eyes more beauty than in reality.
"We're done...here take this heels". She handed me a black heels and happiness is all in her face.
"Omg...you are very good at this...I look adorable" I said and happiness shines from the depth of my heart.
until I got lost in thoughts...""What if he hurt me by some words?""
"You've been astray away Aya...stop being lost in thoughts" she said.
I looked at her...then gave her a weak smile.
""I feel like I'm in a game....God please help me,and let him be gentle with me...what if he told me that he loves me? How would I react !!! Hmmm hhhhhhh Amin!!! My family, will he let me talk to them? I wonder! What changed his mind about that""
I stood up..."I love you Aya...you are a strong girl...you can go now" she smiled.
I headed toward the stairs...to find him waiting me...he was wearing a tuxedo,a black one.