"But I'm not alone here,you are with me!"
"He wouldn't trust me anymore on you...that's what he said" she teared.
Shit! She's crying!I think he blamed her too much.
"Hey,Helen...Calm down please,it's OK...I will tell him you have nothing to do of what I did yesterday...you are an amazing woman...please,calm down...I'm sorry"
"Never mind little princess,you must be starving,eat your breakfast" she said while removing the tears.
Poor Helen!He must have given her big shouty words...I should talk to him...that's enough.
......
My leg started getting better than before...started to play some kind of sports...Helen was amazing partner with me...she takes care of me,treating me like a real princess.
"Where is he Helen?" I asked while we were sitting next to the pool.
"I'm not sure if I'm allowed to say this" she breathed.
"What is it Helen"
"Every year at this time of the year,he put himself in the basement for a whole week or maybe more and never leave"
What the hell!
"Oh...whyyy?"
"He lost his beloved ones in July"
"Okay...I understand his sadness...but it's been a long time since the accident had happen...why he's still living such sadness moments?" I murmured.
"Dear Aya! He really has his own life ...I'm sure if you let him into your life and allowed yourself to love him,he will get way much better" she smiled.
"Why you so sure?" I asked.
"Cause the day you escaped...he couldn't tolerate the idea of your disappearance Aya...He went crazy...He is so much into you..."
My Heart clenched!
Why he is arrogant and Heartless with me then?She talks non sense...He treats me bad!Ok he take care of me...But he r***d me! He tortured me the last nights...he always attack my body with drugs and his body...how to forgive him!
"Look Helen..." I showed her my arm and my neck...
"He's always attacking me...raping me...you don't have the right to tell me that he loves me...". I teared.
She got surprised.
"Oh my God! Let me see" she held my hand...
"Why he's doing that to my body Helen..?" I teared.
"Hush...calm down... I don't know why Dear...wish I can help you" she hugged me.
"If he loves me,he wouldn't hurt me"
"He loves you,I guarantee it...but I have no explanation for this" she breathed.
I let go...removed my tears.
"Never mind...he's only a monster...only wants pleasure over me...has no sense of feelings towards me"
"What about you Aya?" She asked.
"What about me?"
"Don't you have feelings towards him?"
OMG!
Don't go to that spot Helen...I have something for him,but not sure what it is ...I do love seeing him,I do like the Adrenaline rush I feel when he's around...I do like the way he looks at me or the way his breaths start hitching when he's near me... I do like to see my effect on him...I know I have something for him mixed with some hate and fear...my captor...my weird captor...who never want me to see him weak...he only shows me what he's capable of... He only knows how to hurt me...
"Hello...Aya! Are you with me?" She laughed.
"I'm sorry..." I laughed.
"Answer me" She said.
"His life freaks me out...He is scary...he's monster...he's an animal Helen"
Suddenly she put her hand on my lips.
"Shush...please!...He's just a good man believe me...one day you will see that" she smiled and removed her hands off.
"Why you keep defending him? And you see how much damage he causes me!" I complained.
"He's my Master" she smiled.
Faithful and loyal Helen....!I looked to her in the eye...
"I just hate him Helen...wish I could kill him and his coldness...wish I could show him that he's not doing it right if he really loves me as you said...I just wish to escape"
"Not again Aya! Please don't even think to do so"
"Hhhh,I won't...the idea of his big property prevents me of making any further step hhhh"
" I agree" we both laughed.
.............
Days have past...I got bored in this hell...I wonder how is my family !Don't know what they are thinking of me now,are they thinking that I'm dead! Or became a slave or that the kidnappers took my organs...or just dead!?
"Go to Hellllll you piece of shit...uggghh" I left the bed.
"I'm really sick of being here...so sick...that's enough" I cried...
I went down to have breakfast in the kitchen...
"Good morning Helen" I smiled.
"Good afternoon little princess"
"Oh yeah it's noon"
"Were you crying?" She asked and came near!
"Forget it"
In a sudden moment a voice came from behind.
"Hello ladies"
My heart skipped beating...
""Damn it,you came in the wrong time""I looked at Helen where she was smiling to him and I'm just giving him my back.
"Excuse me,will see you later" she smiled and left.
""No noooo Helen stayyyyy""She disappeared.
I'm here alone with him...and so awake.
"How are you kiddo" he breathed near my ear.
I shuddered "Don't touch me" I freaked out.
"Hhhhh,defensive, as usual" he came in fronts of me.
"Didn't you miss me little girl...ha!" He said softly in a teasing way.
I looked at his face.
""Mashallah! He's getting much more handsome with this beard...!shut up Aya he's your enemy""
"Never..." I breathed.
"Hhhhh..." he laughed.
What's wrong with him!He acts like a jerk now.He disappeared behind me.I was paralyzed.
"But I missed you so much little sweet girl" he said.
And then I felt he's getting near me...suddenly felt something on my nick.He licked my neck!!!!!
Shittttt....he's making me weak...he knows how to play it dirty.I stood up so fast...
"Stop it" I screamed and wanted to slap his face but his movement was faster than I thought and held my hand.
"Don't you ever think to do so" he said it angrily,I got scared.
"Stop what you're doing immediately,stop it...you're killing me...you're killing my body and soul....enough,leave me alone...I hate you so much...GOOO TO HELLLL" I spitted on him.
I was waiting my death after saying and spitting.
But he astonished me by what he did...he made me out my breath...He licked the spit.
"What the hell..." I breathed while the disgust expression on my face.
He looked at me through his long lashes with that dark look.
"I licked Every inch of you and you are expect Me to be disgusted from this... ha little princess!"
Omg!!!!
Can't hear this.