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Our plan was for me to drop in on Megan unannounced, so she would be surprised and unprepared to execute whatever homicidal scheme she had in mind. If it failed because she wasn’t home, I’d go to plan B and make an appointment.
The leg pain was extreme. I wanted another OxyContin, but declined to take it as I needed all my wits about me when confronting Megan. I told myself pain was good. That meant I was alive. There is no pain when you die. Maybe, I should have waited another day or two before proceeding, give myself more time to mend. I could still cancel as Carrie and Rollins wouldn’t be here for another hour or so. I needed one of those flowers with petals that would help me decide. Instead of ‘she loves me, she loves me not’, I’d do, ‘I should go, I should postpone’. I was still
