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There’s something about s*x that’s healing and revitalizing. I violated one of my cardinal rules–-to never have s*x in my office-–and was not bothered by it. s*x with Megan had shattered the wall building between us, re-establishing our closeness. I felt like I was connected to someone, that I was part of something bigger than myself. I cast away my doubts, blaming them on my vulnerability due to Kevin’s suicide. I felt lighter like I had dropped one hundred pounds. It was awesome. Everything seemed brighter, new and refreshed. Walking to work I felt grounded, more connected to my little part of the world, mindful of how the rising sun illuminated my environment, lighting up an oak tree, a maple, a dogwood; casting a show in brilliant cinematography simply for my pleasure.
Bobby was i
