Chapter Twenty Two
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Having him this close to me was very triggering. It was very triggering of emotions that I've really had tried very hard to hide. Well, who am I kidding? I was only trying hard to keep them away when he was there, near me, because whenever he was not around, I was trying my hardest to find him.
I was on keeping the emotions away while he was there because I did not want them to be revealed to him, but not that he was this close to me. It was for the first time that I really did not care what he would see within me, because it is. It just burned in me so deeply.
I could just feel myself screaming internally to just do it, just pounce on him, just grab him and kiss him. But of course I was not going to do it. I could not do it. I could not do it, I kept
