Chapter Eighteen > >> I only managed to get one school day to myself where I do not feel like I have to be around looking because I'm able to escape him not having that one class that we now have to get geography. I really love geography and I was starting to feel like being around him is going to ruin it for me and I did not want that to be the case. I want to be able to enjoy geography class without having to feel like I have to be looking over my shoulder. With the fact that I had been placed next to him, it was only going to make matters worse and it was going to make me feel like I cannot even focus on what I am doing, which is unlike everything that I stand for. It is unlike anything that my mother would be supportive of. And so leaving home today, I only think about one

