Elanas POV:
I knew that my choice of picking the Alpha to be my mate was the right one i could have ever made. It was a really hard choice for me. I thought when i found out that lee was my mate that that would be it. Then we get here and i had to make a choice between someone i have known my whole life and someone i only just met. It was easy to make cause the way i felt with both of them was different. With Lee i felt loved yes but i also felt a darkness that i didnt want. When im with Dean all i feel is love and happiness. I did feel bad on how Lee had to find out that i wasnt picking him but i couldnt let that get to me i was with the one man i would love forever. See i loved them both but i was only in love with one of them.
Its been a few days since i made my decision. I have a bad feeling. I know that Lee will try something i just dont know what. I do know that Dean talked to my brother about him, i also know he didnt tell me everything that was said.
Babe?? I hear Dean yell.
Yes honey?
What are you doing right now?
Nothing was going to help a few people. Why whats up?
Someone wants to meet you.
Who?
My mother.
I think to myself that she is dead how will she meet me? Okay i say.
We go to the grave site where she is buried. He tells her my name and stuff like that who i am. I talk and say its nice to meet you. He leaves and i find it is very easy to talk to her grave. I tell her about me and Dean and Lee what happened about my bad feeling. I wish i remembered the good things about my mother. Maybe then i wouldnt hate her so much.
Ready to head home? Dean sked me.
Yes.. Can i ask you something?
You know you can. Whats this about Elana?
Why are you hiding something from me?
Im not.
Yes you are i can feel it. Its about the meeting you had with my brother.
You need to ask him. I dont know if he wants you to know. Its something that happened in the past. Just please ask him.
I will when we get back.
We walk back to the pack house and you can cut the tension between us with a knife. I hate that we arent talking. I just want to wrap my arms around him and kiss him. Why am i scared to yes i might be mad right now but i need to feel him on my skin on my lips just on my whole body really. I walk a little fast then him and when i good distance away i run toward him and jump he catches me and i wrap my legs around his waist.
What are you doing Elana?
Nothing i had to feel your body on mine.
But your mad…
I cut him off by saying shut up and kiss me. He doesnt hesitate he does. He moves his hand down my back as we kiss. I can feel him grow. I pull away from the kiss and lean into his ear and whisper to him.
Take me right now Alpha!! I love the fact that he doesnt take anything to think about it. He lays me on the ground and starts to pull his pants down good thing he wore a pair of joggers today. He then spreads my legs and begins to rub me through my panties. Im moaning out in pleasure. I beg him to just rip them off me and f**k me as hard as he can. He looks to me and says babe we are in the woods. I dont care take me. I want you deep inside me now. I reach down and start going up and down with my hand on his big c**k he is growling. He tell me to stop but i dont. I know he cant refuse for a long time. He puts his fingers inside me and i arch my back. He fingers me hard enough to where i scream. It feels so good i never want him to stop. He then pulls out his fingers and put them in my mouth i lick of my c*m. Him seeing me do this makes him really want to go inside me know. He goes in nice and slow and stays that way for a little bit. I then kiss his mark and he moans and goes faster. Im about to reach my c****x and he knows this and he sets up on his knees and goes faster and harder while rubbing my c**t. Im moaning louder and louder and then when i c*m i scream out with pleasure. He is close as well now. He unloads in me i fell his hot c*m deep inside me. I love that feeling it turns me on even more and we keep going we do this for maybe close to a hour. When we both are satisfied we get dressed and head back to the house. Im still mad but i shouldnt take it out on Dean he didnt do anything wrong. Im more mad at Dyson i thought we told each other everything. I guess i was wrong. I want to know what he could not tell me. We reach the house and i go to wal in the opposite direction as Dean. i get maybe 4 steps away before he catched up to me and asked me if i was forgetting something. I say i dont think so. He pulls me into him and kisses me. About a mute later i pull away and ask if he got enough just a little while ago. He comes back with it will never be enough. I smile and walk away.
I walk around looking for Dyson. I finally find him. He is in a house with a lady and kids. Im thinking he is cheating on Julie so me being me i knock on the door, the lady answers the door. I look at her she is beautiful. I look at her in the eyes and tell her that Dyson has a mate and she needed to back off him before me and her have some problems. I have grown to like Julie me and her are close but not as close as me and Sam. i dont think i could ever get as close as we are with anyone but that didnt mean i wanted to see her get hurt. Right when i say that i see Dyson come around the corner, i look at him.
Dyson how could you betray Julie like this?
What the hell are you talking about?
You know damn well im talking about. You cheating on Julie with her.
First of all im not cheating on her with anyone i would never do that. Second of all this is Talia.
I dont care to know her name. You shouldnt even be here.
Your being to much right now. Talia may my sister come in so i can tell her?
Dyson as long as yo control her thats fine.
Control me good luck with that.
Elana shut up and get inside.
Fine.. so whats going on here and does Julie know about it?
She does know i told her last night. You need to sit down and shut up so i can tell you how i know her, please dont say anything till i am finished speaking.
You see Elana before i left for the 3 years i did Tyson wanted me and Lee to do something for him. We didnt know what it was till the day of. We had to capture a young lady and bring her to him so he could ask her some questions about her pack. He asked she didnt answer she was strong in that aspect. Tyson got fed up with it very fast and told me and Lee to take her somewhere to break her. We did but Lee wanted to do so much that i wasnt ok with. I never touched the girl. I couldnt. I always thought of you. You see Lee beat and r***d her everyday. He didnt care how far he went. He would beat her then r**e her it went on the whole day that he was with her. One day i drugged him and snuck her out, Lee must have told Tyson i wouldnt do anything to the girl so as soon as i got her to a safe place she stayed for a night i went to get her supplies so me and her could travel to her pak together the next day. I go to bring the stuff and she wasnt there. Lee found her but he told me she killed herself. I later found out her name was Talia.
I look over to her and i stand and walk over to her and hug her. I tell her im sorry.
Dyson why didnt you ever tell me this?
I didnt want you to know. Then he became your mate and i thought maybe he would change with you by his side.
Im just glad he never did anything with me. I would have killed him.
By the way.. I hear Talia say.. This is my mate.
Does she know i look at Dyson.?
Know what?
Lee was in this camp.
I know i seen him a few times. Im just glad he never noticed who i was.
Dyson and Talia im sorry i accused you of cheating with each other.
Its fine. I would never do that. I have been wanting to see your brother for a while now to thank him for what he did. My mate wanted to think him. He is a big part of why im still here today. I was going to die if i had to endure one more day of the torture but he saved me for one day it allowed me to get a little stronger. Lee just thought i was dead and left me there to die, i walked for a while then Dean found me and brought me here. It took me time to even open up about what happened but then i did. I just didnt know names till you all got here. I put that behind me. I just wanted to move on. I did. I didnt know that your brother was still alive till the day i met him in Deans office. Speaking of that its nice to meet you luna.
Nice to meet you to. Im going to leave so you guys can talk and catch up again very sorry.