A Bakers Dozen dreams

Hell

Becky's POV...

I woke up on the day that should have been the start of my happy ending feeling ready to marry the love of my life. I went to start getting ready in the bathroom I showered and put my lounge wear on so that I didn't damage or ruin my wedding dress. I heard my door being opened rather aggressively, I thought that it was one of the girls who were an eager beaver but I was wrong when I felt myself being thrown at the shower wall. I held my head feeling the sudden pain and then looked at my hand and saw blood both there and on the wall.

I didn't really have time to act when all of a sudden I saw Jordan grabbing my arm and pulling me over his shoulder I wouldn't stop struggling I couldn't let him hurt me again I kicked and screamed as much as I could. I managed to kick him in the nuts that bought me a little bit of time I tried to run but he kicked my legs and I fell, I put my hands out to break my fall so that I didn't land on my stomach and hurt Matthew. While I was on the floor I found some paper and my lipstick that I had dropped, I took this time to write 3 simple words, Jordan! Help Me!

He began to drag me away through my bedroom. I suddenly looked down at my wrist and saw my bracelet as I looked at it I remembered what David had told me to do if I was in danger and I did what he said left it by the note hoping that someone would find it and realise I was in danger. I wasn't as worried about myself as I was my baby boy. If something happened to him I would never forgive myself. I also hoped that Daniel would protect our little girl if something was to happen to me. 

He dragged me out into the hallway then covered my mouth and nose with a cloth which was coated in something that instantly knocked me out. 

When I woke up I was in a dark, cold and damp room. My whole body ached, when I went to stretch I noticed that my hands were tied behind my back and chained to the wall. My feet the same. I didn't know how long I had been knocked out. I was then broken from my thoughts when I heard the door slam open. I began to shake not just because I was cold but because I was scared. I thought I knew what Jordan was capable of but hell I had no idea. 

He strode towards me with an angry look on his face he went to kick my stomach I quickly covered it and tried to protect my tummy as best as I could. I don't think he knew that I was pregnant because I was wearing baggy loose lounge wear. When he stopped my arms were bruised from taking the kicks. He didn't seem satisfied yet so walked over to what I believe was a cupboard. He came back with a crowbar and a belt like whip with glass sticking out of it. When I saw these torture devices I began shaking again I tucked myself into a ball trying to protect Matthew. 

He hit me with the crow bar several times all over. This was pain I had not ever experienced before. When he stopped hitting me I thought that he had, had enough but I was proven wrong when the whip hit my back slicing into my skin. I screamed every time I felt it hit me. I was in so much pain. When he stopped he just laughed at me and went to put the stuff away. I was then left bleeding and sobbing wishing that this was all just a dream and I could wake up and back to my wedding day. 

I must have blacked out again maybe due to blood loss who knows at this point. The only things keeping me going were my family. I had a duty as a mother to protect Matthew. I wanted to return to Daniel I wanted to be in his arms and I was determined to do so. Bella oh my beautiful baby girl I just wanted to hold her play with her. What I would do to be back there. 

I dreamed that I was in our new house looking out at Bella and Max playing in the garden and me rubbing my swollen belly. Daniel was behind me holding me up. He then got me to sit down and massaged my swollen ankles. I was brought back to reality when water was being thrown on me. I was drenched cold and shaking. This was pure hell I just wanted to go home and be with my family. 

When Jordan made an appearance I decided to beg him to let me go. He just laughed in my face and told me he was never going to let me go not until he got his revenge. I knew by revenge he meant hurting me beyond recognition. I was so scared I was convinced I was going to be stuck here until I died. I didn't want to die like this, I wanted to meet my beautiful little boy first. I wanted to say goodbye to Daniel and Bella properly. 

2 months later ....

I have no idea how long I have been here. I cannot tell what is day or night. I barely eat as all I am given is a simple sandwich once every two days. I was worried for my baby he wasn't getting the right nutrients and I am worried that he will be suffering because of me. I was failing as a mother. I couldn't protect my baby. He was the only thing keeping me sane. I talk to him all the time to let him know that I love him and am doing all I can to protect him. 

Jordan still beats me on a daily basis. He uses all kinds of torture tools on me. I have just decided to zone out all the time. I just hold my belly protecting Matthew as best I can taking the beating. I black out from the blood loss from time to time. I feel weak all of the time and I don't know how long I will have left. 

If my thoughts are right I have been here for 2 months, honestly it feels longer. I am now 8 months pregnant I believe. My belly has grown but I try to hide it with the blanket I was given. I just want to leave this hellhole. If not for me but for Matthew I want his dad to be there when I welcome him into this world. I just want to go home. 

I thought maybe Jordan would grow tired of me but he hasn't he seems to get pleasure from seeing me in pain. I loves to hurt me. I have not given up hope yet. I know Daniel will still be looking for me I know he will. I just hope he isn't too late. Today though I decided to try and send him a sign that I was waiting for him. When Jordan paid me a visit today I decided to try and get his phone without him noticing. While he was beating me I held one arm over my belly like I normally did and the other swiped his phone from his pocket and placed it under my body. When he left satisfied with my pain I took this opportunity to punch in Daniel's number. 

Ring ring ring ring.... I nearly gave up hope but then I heard him answer. "Hello" he said. "D-D-Daniel..." Becky he shouted. I said yes it's me. He told me it was so good to hear my voice and that he missed me so much. "I love you so much Dan I miss you I want to come home". He told me he loved me too. He told me to turn the location on, on the phone and he was going to try and track it with the help of the police. I asked if Bella was okay. He said she has been really upset but he is trying his best to be a good dad to her. That made me cry. 

"How are you? Are you in pain?" He asked me. I told him that I was in a lot of pain but felt better knowing I could talk to him. He told me that the police had my location and were going to try and get there as soon as they could. He told me that he was coming too. That made me smile I was going to be saved. Just as I thought all's well ends well Jordan came striding in. I whispered to Daniel that he was back, he told me to not hang up the phone and stay on the line. I did as instructed and hid it under my blanket. 

Jordan was angry I guessed that he found out his phone was missing. I told him that I hadn't seen it. He knew I was lying so I quickly ended my call with Daniel. I didn't want him to hear me getting a beating. This beating was far worse from the rest. I blacked out instantly. I just hoped that they would get to me quickly. I was so scared. Please come quickly Daniel. I cried and pleaded.