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I didn't share my life with you to mock on me, you are worse than Ryan, Andrew. We are done...….. as if it matters now, you were done with me weeks ago. Now I'm done with you. We are over.   Call get disconnected.   Naaya told everyone to leave her alone for the time being and assured them that she will not leave the apartment so they need not to handle more of havoc.   I'll not lie that I've never been this low, I was worst then this but this is equally bad. My gut feeling was saying something bas is going to happen but I didn't knew it will be this bad. From the start of this association with Andrew I was comfortable with him as friend but never wanted anything more than that. Andrew was kind of playboy before me but he made me trust him that he changed and I'm more than enough for him I was recovering from rough patch in my life given by Ryan my first boyfriend or you can say first love and my father and Andrew shows his support towards me to overcome that nightmare. But he has given me worst nightmare, he left me alone 2 days before my wedding day. I don't know for how long I'm crying, crying on my ill fate.   It hurts and it hurts very bad, Andrews words that why he will make any effort for the person nobody wants. I didn’t want to accept that he cheated on me. All I did since my confrontation was crying, I cruise my heart out but still I’m feeling the pain of betrayal. I don’t know where I went wrong in this relationship. I gave more than my 100% in this relationship, I’ve no regrets that I wholeheartedly wanted this relationship to work but god want something else for me.   I didn’t go outside or anywhere next day also, due to fear of paparazzi, sometime they are too much to take and I’m in no condition to answer their questions when I myself don’t know the answer. They are buzzing that whether me and Andrew still getting married or not, how will I answer them when I, myself don’t know the answer.   It’s 9 in the evening and I’m having this uneasy feeling within me, my stomach start hurting and it’s hurting bad. I rushed to washroom and saw some blood spotting, I was horrified, I don’t want to lose this baby, I’ve to do something. I’ve to seek some help, I should rush to hospital or I’ll regret this my whole life. I didn’t bother to change my pajamas just put my hoody sweat shirt to hide myself from paparazzi if anyone would be outside but I found none maybe Andrews PR team managed them. I immediately took my car and rushed to hospital, I have no one to whom I should inform and there is no one who should care about my situation, my so-called fiancé is busy enjoying his life.   I’m laying (panicking) in front of my gynaecologist to whom I consulted last time, she’s a nice lady. She seems worried about my condition. She asked me few questions like what I’ve had in breakfast, lunch and dinner, then my working hour, stress level. I told her everything. Though she’s just my doctor and more or less stranger to me but still I need someone who should listen to me, so that I can lessen my stress. She is not bound to listen to my story but she patiently let me finish my story while transfusing medicine through IV. After I get finished she asked me,”Naaya if you don’t mind can I ask you a question, I nodded my head. She said, if he cheated you, doesn’t care about you or baby and your future is uncertain with him then why are you with him, why can’t you leave and start a fresh. You’re smart, intelligent and beautiful girl, why to depend on such a untrustworthy person who even doesn’t want his own blood and flesh. Naaya god has gifted us with immense blessing of creating a life within us, it’s not disease the way he is treated you is not fair with you or your child. Please don’t mind me, if I crossed the line”   No, it’s not like that Doctor, I’m waiting for him to talk to me face to face, to explain me why he did this to me. I didn’t want to regret this in future that, if I would have listened to him my and baby’s fate would be different, why I’ve not waited for another day, I don’t want to think in future what if I could have confronted him face to face maybe my baby had his dad with him.   So Naaya you are still hoping he’ll come along.   I’m not hopeless yet. I’ve to be strong for this baby. Just because he degraded me, I can’t steal the chance from my baby from getting him/her dad.   You’re very strong willed Naaya, but being your doctor, I would like to suggest you not to take stress, it’s very harmful for your baby. I also like to inform you, you just survived a miscarriage. If you would have neglected this, even I would not be in the position to help you and it’s also seems like you are not taking food properly. Just taking medicines won’t help, you have to take proper diet and avoid stress. Just complete this IV and you can go to home and take proper sleep to avoid this kind of situation in future. Are we clear?   Yes doctor.   I hope Naaya, you get through all this and when I meet you next time you should come with your husband.   Naaya just smiled weakly. (she was also hoping the same to happen)
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