Lily’s POV.
Barely conscious, I lie on a soft bed, the world around me a blur of shadows and faint sounds. Voices filter through the haze—one male, one female. The female voice, gentle but urgent, says, “Alpha Alaric, she’s been behaving strangely.”
“What is that?” the male voice responds, firm and authoritative.
“She keeps insisting that she is not Stephanie,” the female voice continues, a note of worry in her tone.
“Don’t worry, I’ll see to it,” the male voice replies, calm and composed. “You can go now.”
The conversation fades as my eyes slowly begin to open. My vision is blurry, the room spinning slightly. I try to sit up, a grunt escaping my lips. The sound seems to alert the man in the room, and he rushes to my side, helping me sit up.
“Take it easy,” he says, his voice soothing yet firm. His hands are gentle but steady as he supports me. As my vision clears, my eyes land on his face. There’s something familiar about him, a sense of déjà vu that I can’t shake.
I stare at him, trying to place where I know him from. The strong jawline, the intense, piercing eyes, the composed demeanor—it’s all so familiar. Then it hits me, like a flood of memories rushing back. This is the man who saved me years ago when I was kidnapped. “So, he is Alpha Alaric,” I think, my heart racing.
“How is this possible?” I wonder, my mind spinning with disbelief and awe. “Of all people, why him?” The room fades away as my mind transports me back to that day. I was young, scared, and alone, kidnapped by rogues who had no mercy. They had kept me in a dark, damp cellar, my wrists bound and my spirit broken. I remember the cold, the fear, the hopelessness that had enveloped me.
Then, out of the darkness, came a beacon of light. Alaric had burst into the cellar, his presence commanding and reassuring. He moved with the grace of a predator and the precision of a soldier. I remember the way he looked at me, his eyes filled with determination and compassion.
“Are you alright?” he had asked, his voice a calming force against the chaos. I had nodded, too terrified to speak. He had freed me from my bonds with swift, decisive movements.
“We need to get you out of here,” he had said, taking my hand. His grip was strong, reassuring. He led me through the labyrinth of the rogues’ hideout, his movements swift and silent. Every step he took exuded confidence and control.
At one point, we had to hide behind a crumbling wall as the rogues searched for us. I remember how he had held me close, shielding me with his body. His breath had been steady, his eyes constantly scanning for danger. At that moment, I had felt safe and protected in a way I had never known. “Who is this man?” I had wondered, my heart pounding not just from fear but from a budding admiration.
When we finally emerged into the light, he had looked at me with those intense eyes. “You’re safe now,” he had said, his voice softening. “I won’t let anything happen to you.”
That day, I had fallen for him. Not just because he saved me, but because of the way he carried himself—calm, composed, and concise. He was a true gentleman, a protector. From that day on, he had been my secret crush, the man I admired from afar. “How could I ever forget him?” I think, the memory still vivid and poignant.
As I come back to the present, I realize he is still holding me, his eyes filled with concern. “Stephanie,” he says softly, “are you alright?”
My heart skips a beat. He thinks I’m Stephanie. Of course, he does. I look like her now. “How am I supposed to explain this?” I wonder, panic rising.
“I...” I begin, my voice shaky. “Yeah... I am okay.” The words feel foreign, a lie that I’m forced to tell.
“How did my life come to this?” I think, a wave of despair washing over me.
Alaric’s concern feels mechanical, as if he was fulfilling a duty rather than expressing genuine care. “I’m okay,” I murmur, my voice barely audible. He nods and steps away, moving towards the side table.
“You should drink some milk. It will help you regain your strength,” he says, picking up the cup. He pauses, frowning. “This has gone cold. I’ll get some warm milk for you.” He leaves the room without waiting for my response.
As soon as the door closes, my mind is racing. “What just happened?” I wonder, the events replaying in my head. Stephanie is supposed to marry Alaric, but she doesn’t love him. She loves Alpha Rik but can’t marry him. This marriage must be for some alliance or other reasons. Otherwise, Stephanie would never have agreed to it.
The pieces start falling into place. “She switched faces with me to escape this marriage,” I think, realization dawning.
As I accept this reality and calm down a little, the door to the room opens again and Alaric walks in, dressed in the night suit that reflected his upright figure.
I'm taking Stephanie's place as his bride, and there's no doubt that tonight is our first night together.
Anticipating what was about to happen, I can’t help but grip the sheets.
I take a deep breath, steeling myself. “Actually, I am not Stephanie,” I say, my voice trembling.
Alaric’s response is calm and composed. “I know.”
His nonchalant reaction startles me. “How could he know?” I think, confusion swirling in my mind. “Only Stephanie, the witch, and I know the truth.”
Alaric continues, his voice steady. “I know you don’t want to marry me. We are only marrying for the benefit of the country. You don’t have to worry about what’s going to happen.”
I try to explain myself, but he interrupts me. “Someone is watching us outside. Follow my instructions next.”
Panic surges through me. “You don’t understand, I’m really not Stephanie,” I insist, my voice shaking.
Alaric hushes me, his eyes locking onto mine. “Don’t speak.”
His hands press me down gently but firmly, his touch sending shivers through my body. “Have you ever made love?” he whispers, his breath warm against my ear.
My mind spins with conflicting emotions. “What is happening?” I think, my heart pounding in my chest. The intimacy of his question, combined with the fear of being discovered, leaves me breathless.
“Answer me,” he urges, his voice a soft command.
I struggle to find my voice, the reality of my situation crashing down on me. “No. I am a virgin” I whisper, feeling vulnerable and exposed.
Alaric’s eyes lock onto mine, his gaze steady and reassuring. “It’s okay,” he whispers, his voice soft and calming. “You don’t need to panic. Just follow my lead.”
I nod, my heart pounding in my chest. The room seems to close in around us, the air thick with tension. Alaric moves to turn off the lights, the room plunging into darkness. His presence is still overwhelming, a constant reminder of the precarious situation we were in.
He presses down on me gently, his weight a comforting pressure. “I’m sorry for this,” he murmurs, his breath warm against my ear. “Just bear with me for a while.”
It is all so sudden, so surreal. My mind is racing, trying to keep up with what was happening. “This is Alaric,” I remind myself. “The man I’ve always wanted to be with.” Despite the confusion and fear, there is a strange sense of relief. I’m not alone.
I could feel the heat radiating from his body, his closeness both intimidating and comforting. I try to focus on his voice, his words guiding me through the haze of emotions. “Just follow his lead,” I tell myself. “You can do this.”
Alaric’s hands move slowly, deliberately, creating the illusion of intimacy. His touch is gentle, yet firm… his movements calculated. I could feel the tension in his body, the weight of the act we were putting on. It is all for show, but the feelings it stirred within me were real.
His fingers trace patterns on my skin, sending shivers down my spine. “This is just an act,” I remind myself, trying to steady my breathing. “But why does it feel so real?” The ambiguity of our contact, the taboo nature of our situation, creates a whirlwind of conflicting emotions.
Alaric’s touch is electric, each movement deliberate and controlled. He guides me through a series of poses, his body shielding mine. I could feel his breath against my neck, his whispered reassurances a lifeline in the darkness. “You’re doing great,” he murmurs. “Just a little longer.”
My heart races, with a mix of fear, desire, and confusion swirling within me. “What is he doing to me?” I wonder, my mind spinning. “This is all part of the plan,” I remind myself, trying to focus on the bigger picture.
Alaric’s hands move to my face, cupping my cheeks gently. His touch is both soothing and unsettling, his presence a constant reminder of the precarious situation we were in. “We are going to be free in a while,” he whispers, his voice a calming force in the darkness.
I nod, my heart hammering in my chest. “Okay,” I whisper back, the truth of the statement surprising me. Despite the fear and confusion, there is a strange sense of comfort in his presence.
We continue the act, our bodies moving in a carefully choreographed dance. Each touch, each movement, is calculated to create the illusion of intimacy.
With Alaric’s body pressed against mine, his warmth is seeping into me. The closeness is both thrilling and terrifying, the intensity of the moment overwhelming. “Stay focused,” I tell myself. “This is for the greater good.”
Despite the fear and confusion, there is a strange sense of connection.
After what felt like an eternity, Alaric maintains a final pose, creating the illusion of completion. His body tenses, his breath heavy. I could feel the strain in his muscles, the effort it took to maintain the facade. “This is it,” I think, relief washing over me.
He slowly gets up from the bed, his movements deliberate and composed. “I have offended you just now,” he says softly, his eyes meeting mine. “I’m sorry.”
I nod, unable to find my voice. The weight of what had just happened presses down on me, the reality of our situation sinking in. “This was just a facade,” I remind myself, trying to steady my racing heart.
And with that, Alaric steps out of the room, closing the door behind him. The silence was deafening, the darkness pressing in around me. “What just happened?” I wonder, my mind spinning. The ambiguity of our contact, the intensity of the moment, leaves me breathless.
As I lay there, the reality of our situation sinking in, I feel a strange sense of resolve. I sink back into the bed, my mind a whirl of emotions and thoughts. The room is dark and quiet, a stark contrast to the storm raging inside me. “What just happened?” I wonder, my heart still pounding from the intensity of the encounter. My body feels heavy, every muscle aching from the tension.
“That was my first intimate encounter,” I think, a bitter smile touching my lips. “And it was fake.” The realization stings, a sharp reminder of the strange, twisted reality I was now part of. “Alaric was just playing a role,” I remind myself, trying to steady my breathing.