VIOLET
I missed him.
God, I missed him so much and wanted him more than I’d ever wanted anything at that moment.
My whole body, mind and soul craved him. His touch, his presence, his voice- everything about him. I’d spent a whole week without him and it felt like ages. Ages I just wanted to finally come to an end.
But it couldn’t. I just couldn’t allow it come to an end.
I couldn’t afford to bring him back into my life no matter how much I missed him. I couldn’t allow myself give into my emotions and desires and allow it control me. No matter how much I craved in, I just had to subside that feeling.
Sex with Luciano had never solved any of my problems. Instead, it had always created more and more and did nothing but make things worse.
So instead of allowing my burning need for him c
