Zane - Confessions of a lycan

Chapter 14

Zane

I woke up to the most wonderful smell of flowers. I couldn't resist running my hand along her back where she lay draped on my chest. It was almost unbelievable that the goddess gave me this irresistible woman.

I felt how she began to stir beneath me. She yawned and looked up at me with her big, blue, innocent, eyes. With freckles on her nose so lovely that I wanted to kiss every single one while I counted them.

"Good morning, wildflower." The shy smile she gave me was adorable. Fu*k this woman had already made me putty in her little hands and damn if I didn't love it. I couldn't resist smiling back, causing her to blush beautifully.

"Slept well, sweetheart?" "I've never slept better" Her honest answer made her shyly look away.

I rolled around so she was on her back with me half draped over her. I nuzzled her neck, kissing her marking spot.

I could smell her arousal, making me growl against her neck. "Baby, we have to get up. You're way too tempting half naked in bed." Her giggles made me even harder and my lycan urged me to nibble her pretty neck. Causing her giggles to turn into a soft moan.

“Fu*king hell baby” She was too irresistible. I couldn´t resist pressing my lips against hers.

I nibbled her gently, silently asking her to open her plump lips for me. She fulfilled my wish, meeting her tongue with mine.

I took a seat between her legs, which she wrapped around my waist. I let my hands play over her lovely body and stopped when I reached her perfectly sized ti*s that fitted just right in the palm of my hand. Caressing and pinching one of her nip*les lightly while I let my mouth travel down the length of her neck, down to her other bre*st.

Lily moaned loudly and moved restlessly beneath me as I sucked her nip*le into my mouth. "Zane, please.."

"Please what, wildflower? What do you want?" I looked up at her through half-closed eyes, lost in lust for my mate.

"I don't know". She moaned. Goddess how innocent she was. Absolutely fu*king irresistible.

"Do you trust me baby?" She looked up at me with her doe eyes and nodded. "Words, baby. I want your words."

"Yes Zane! Please..." "Fu*king hell baby. Do you know what your begging does to me?"

She didn't have time to answer before I took possession of her mouth. Kissing her passionately, urgently.

I pulled her arms up above her head, holding them down. She moaned into my mouth and dug her heels into my ass, thrusting and grinding against my rock hard co*k. I couldn't hold back a low growl as I started to rub my hard co*k against her wet pu*y.

My boxer briefs pressed uncomfortably against my ere*tion. Without thinking twice about it, I pulled them down.

The only thing that kept us apart now was the briefs she borrowed from me.

I could feel them being soaked through. I started moving, dryfu*ing her. "Zane! Ohh goddess.."

"Please baby let me touch your wet pu*sy. I want you to come all over my hand."

"YES, YES Zane!" She didn't need to tell me twice. I tore off the boxer briefs that were way too big for her small body and let my fingers find her protruding nub. My lips found her lovely mouth again, swallowing her moans.

I circled around, feeling how frustrated she was getting, before I surprised her by pinching her sweet spot while pushing a finger into her tight pu**y, curving it and finding her soft, sensitive spot inside. She threw her head back and gave a long howl that turned into a whimper as I continued to stroke her hypersensitive pu*sy while I sucked hard on her marking spot.

Fu*king hell, the sound she made when she came all over my hand for the first time will forever be imprinted on my mind.

"That, Wildflower, was the sweetest sound I've ever heard." I put my fingers that had been buried in her beautiful cu*t into my mouth and sucked hard. "Hell, if that wasn't the sweetest thing I've ever tasted too" She looked up at me with wide eyes. I smirked at her before leaning down and kissing her, letting her taste herself.

My co*k was so hard it hurt. But this was about her. Teaching her that she could trust me, us.

I was about to pull away when I felt her petite hand close around my co*k.

Shocked, I looked down at her, and she gave me a sly, seductive smile. That little minx.

Her hand was so small it barely reached around my di*k. Fu*k. I'll come like a fu*king teenager.

I put my hand around hers."Move your hand like this baby." She started moving her hand, jer*ing me off, curiously, slowly.

Which drove me absolutely insane. I was about to lose it. Pulling her hand away from me and pushing them up over her head again, I took my co*k in the other hand and started to move up and down between the wet folds of her pu*sy without entering her.

"Zane, please..Oohhh, that feels amazing."

"This is just an appetizer, baby. When you're ready, I'm going to fu*k you in every position every fu*king night. Until you beg for relief. Do you want that? Do you want my big hard c**k buried deep in your tight pu*sy? "

"Yeeess! Please Zane!" I could feel my words making her even wetter. Making my co*k slide between her folds with ease.

Lily screamed out her ecstasy and squirted all over my co*k. Fu*k yes!

Her untamed desire pushed me over the edge and I came all over her belly with a groan.

I rolled us onto our side. As we lay breathing heavily nose to nose in the aftermath I dug my hand deep into her hair and gave her a tender kiss. "You're everything I've ever wanted, Lily. You mean everything to me" She looked at me with her big blue eyes and a lone tear rolled down her cheek. My heart contracted painfully. Did we just go too far too fast?

"Calm down, my prince. It's a tear of joy. I just never thought I'd experience something like this. You make me believe that happy endings exist, even though we just met." I felt something wet against my own cheek, what the hell?

Lily ran her hand over it, wiped it away. "I feel in my heart that you've been through things too, Zane. Painful things. I just want you to know that if you ever want to talk about it, I'm here, ready to listen without judging you. The past is the past, it doesn´t belong in our future. But if you need to talk about it in order to let go, I'm here to listen"

She sounded so genuine, so sweet. But I was terrified that she would leave me when she found out or that she might think she was next best because she was my second chance. But truth be told, she was everything I ever wanted, and I'd go through it all again just to have a chance with her. But I knew I had to tell the truth before we went all the way, before I marked her. But not today.

"You're right, Wildflower. But not today, today I just want to enjoy spoiling you, okay?"

"Okay." She smiled sweetly at me, accepting my answer without pushing.

***

Lily

I still couldn´t believe how this morning began. If someone had told me yesterday, I would never have believed them.

But nothing had ever felt so right as being in Zane's arms. Thank goddess Zane had the presence of mind not to go all the way.

I wasn´t ready to take that step yet and the fact that he understood and respected that just made him even more amazing in my eyes. But if truth be told, I wouldn't have stopped him, and it scared me a little that I completely lost control of myself like that.

I could blame the matebond, but I was sure I would have completely fallen for Zane even without it.

He was almost a full foot taller than me. I barely reached his chest. With his large frame and powerful muscles covered in tattoos along with a face that was the definition of male beauty, he could make any woman's heart skip a beat.

But it was his eyes, which reflected a soul so beautiful, so deep, that took my breath away.

I barely knew this man, yet I could see myself falling for him.

After our rendezvous in bed this morning, he carried me out to the bathroom and prepared a bubble bath for us to share.

We washed each other, kissed and enjoyed just existing in each other's arms.

The red mark around my neck was almost completely gone, thanks to my werewolf genes.

But the fang marks left by Nolan were still red and angry with no sign of going away.

Zane growled when he saw them in the bath, kissed them and cursed the man who gave them to me.

Now I was sitting on the kitchen island, watching this hunk of a man while he stood in only a pair of sweatpants, frying bacon and eggs in his state-of-the-art kitchen. "I can help you cook, Zane."

"Absolutely not, today I'm going to spoil my woman. Besides, you're still not quite well after what you've been through. Has your wolf surfaced yet?" I couldn't help smiling at him. I had never been spoiled by anyone before. The feeling was actually quiet pleasant. But the thought of my wolf worried me and my smile faded. Zane looked at me with a frown on his face.

"Wildflower, is everything okay?" "I don't know. Normally, when a werewolf is about to shift for the first time, you feel a few days before how they come to the surface of your consciousness, talk and interact with you. But mine never did. I was sick for a while before I was supposed to shift the first time. So I thought maybe it was because of that. But she hasn't been in my mind since I was abducted. I felt a deep purr this morning in bed. But then it was gone again." That last confession made me blush faster than lightning. But Zane didn´t seem to notice and looked at me with obvious concern.

He walked towards me with two plates filled with eggs, bacon, tomato and freshly baked bread with cheese. It smelled wonderful.

When he sat down next to me, he took my hand in his, stroking it lovingly. "In what way were you sick wildflower?"

“Well, I threw up sometimes, had a stomachache." I look down at my plate, shame filled me because of what I was about to say next. "I mostly thought it was because I was malnourished. I didn't always get any food, sometimes not for several days"

"Hey, look at me. It's not your damn fault, it's not your shame. Their behavior doesn't reflect who you are or your worth. Do you hear me? Say you hear me, Wildflower." I looked up, into the eyes of this lycan, this wonderful man, and I couldn't hold back a smile despite the serious conversation. "Yeah, I'm starting to get it." I leaned forward and inhaled his wonderful scent of sandalwood and leather and pressed my mouth to his to steal kiss. Putting all my longing for him into it.

When I pulled back, he looked at me with lustful eyes. "Thank you, my prince"

"Thank you for what, darling?" "Thank you for being so amazing." Before I knew it, he had grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into another kiss. Lips, tongue and teeth crash as he devours me passionately. Goddess, he tastes heavenly.

All thoughts of food forgotten. Until we heared someone clear their throat loudly behind us.

My face couldn't have been redder, but Zane just smiled against my lips, seemingly unfazed by being caught with heavy PDA.

"Nice to see someone having a nice morning" I ventured to look around Zane's large frame and was met by Lucien's teasing gaze. Yep, it could get redder. I think even my toes were red now.

"Good morning, Luci." Zane turned and smiled at his friend.

"I'm just going to get something to drink and then I'm going to leave you two love birds alone."

"Please stay. You don't have to leave because of me. Honestly, I'd like to continue talking about why and how you two found me."

I looked at both, to see their reaction. Zane looked disappointed, which made my heart constrict painfully.

"Honey, can't we wait a bit?" "I'm sorry Zane, but I'm worried about the other she-wolves" He caressed my cheek lovingly.

"Your compassion is incredible, wildflower. But you're not well yet. Your wolf is suppressed, and you need to eat, put on some weight, and get the silver out of your system." I was about to start protesting but he put a finger to my mouth.

"No Wildflower. Enough is enough. You can come with me to the office if you eat everything on the plate. But then I want you to lie down and rest on the couch. Lucien and I can talk and plan our next moves but if I see you get even the slightest upset, we'll stop. The only reason you're allowed to come along is because I know mated wolfs senses and draw strength from each other. I can feel my own wolf withdrawing and cutting off our connection. My guess is that it's because he's trying to contact and support your wolf. I want to find and save the others too, honey. But I will never do anything at your expense, ever. Have I made myself clear?"

Equal parts pissed off, equal parts swooning at his protectiveness and possessiveness.

However, I couldn't hold back my lower lip from giving him a sulky pout. He nuzzled his nose against mine as he pulled me into his arms. "Put your claws in, little kitty." Before I had time to give him a snarky answer, that mischief gently nipped at my bottom lip. "Do as I say, wildflower. Eat your food, then we'll continue to the office. I'll call my cousin in the meantime. She has her own room in our apartment, with a closet full of clothes. I don't think she'd mind that you borrow some until we have time to buy your own clothes. Although I don't mind you wearing my t-shirts, I love that you wear my scent." He said while kissing my neck. I was forced to squeeze my thighs together, to not let my arousal seep out into the whole room.

He chuckled against my neck. "Eat now, business later." I just nodded, unable to do anything else.

I just hoped more she-wolves were as lucky as me, even though I knew the chances were slim...