"I hate myself for my young age. I hate myself for not being able to protect my parents and sister. I hate myself for not being able to kill those murderers, those beasts, using the same cruel method."
I was really useless. I only knew that I was so scared at that time, and my world seemed to be left with fear.
Fear was gnawing at me at all times, and darkness was torturing me at all times. Pain was pressing me at all times, and sadness was pursuing me all the time.
I was saved by Master Liu of the same village, and there were only him and me in the whole village.
We lived a begging life all the way. In the end, we finally found a place to stay in the military camp of the Ning Territory and were no longer hungry on the streets.
But my life was not peaceful because of this, and my nigh
