HAZEL
I run upstairs into my room after my conversation with Remo and cry. Not quietly. Not politely. A full-blown cry..... I can’t believe how stupid I was. How much of an i***t, a fool, I had been.
I actually thought what happened between Axel and me meant something. It should have, shouldn’t it? But the minute the deed was done, he went away from me—so far away. Another continent. Just to be away from me.
That’s how what happened between the two of us made him feel. That's what it meant to him.
It made him run.
Maybe this was all he had ever wanted from me. s*x. And the minute he touched me, the minute I gave him everything he wanted, he no longer wanted me.
God, I’m a mess. I wipe my tears again, even though the tears don’t stop.
I remind myself that I told myself I wouldn’t cr
