HAZEL The next morning, when I woke up, I wondered what kind of day I wanted this to be. Am I going to stay in my room all day? Am I going to get out? But then, thinking of seeing Nico… thinking how he must be feeling right now… he must be blaming me, right? I mean, there’s no way he’s not blaming me. I would have gone out....well, not out exactly. I don’t know, maybe I would have gone to watch a movie in the movie room, or maybe I would have gone to read a book, I guess, or play with the piano. But when I remembered Nico and what happened, I lost all strength and decided....you know what, today’s another day I’m spending under the blanket. And that’s exactly what happened. I got under the blanket, and of course, Angela came in the morning. She cleaned the room, she brought me breakfas

