my dangerous love

chapter 9

Haithams pov:

As soon as I got to know about my angels wedding I lost it. I killed many people in anger. Chill I did not kill innocent people I killed those who are my enemy. I have been locked in my room since yesterday. I go out and kill and come back. I have almost killed more then 50 people

She has made me mad. She has stolen my mind peace. I need her I will do anything to bring her back. She is only mine. My bedroom door opens and my best friend neil enters.

Neil: haitham my girl is also married I want her back. I need her she has become my life. I can't stay without her.

Haitham:. I. Also want my girl back. Find her find everything about that guy. I need her back. Where she stays I need the address.

Neil:   okay I am on it. 

I remember sirah was  talking about her love and i made fun of her.she loved him. I feel now. How she felt that time

Sanam you have become my life. If she is ready to date

I have no chance

I would already be too late

For there to be romance

She will complete his loneliness

And I will just be alone

She will be getting his kiss

And I'll be unknown

I can try to win her heart

But do I have a chance

I have to play this smart

And give this love a glance

SHe is worth the fight

SHe is worth so much more

I want to make this right

But will I see the door

As I look around and see

The pain I feel inside

I wish she would want me

To be by her side

But instead I hurt her so

And I want to make it right

I wish that she would know

SHe is all I think about at night

Does she think of me?

Does she feel the same?

Or is it what I see...

It is all just a game

So why does she do this 

Why does she fight what is there

Is it because he is pissed

And not thinking clear

Or is it possible to see

That I am nothing for real

When she looks at me

How does she really feel?

I will never know this

Because she keeps it inside

See all this I'll miss

If I just step on by

To read her mind one day

Would be all I need

Then there would be no game

I would just see

Does he want me to go?

Walk away or at least try

Or does he want to know

I won't give up this time

To find a special someone

And see them walk away

Hurts the heart a ton

Like mine does everyday

I have no chance to be

The special guy in her eyes

I messed this up you see

So all I here is goodbye

How do I walk away?

From what I know could be

What else can I say?

To make him really see

How do I get the chance?

If she is looking else where

How do I get a glance?

If her head is somewhere

I know I could make this better

I could make this right

If he would just give me a chance

If he could see the light.

The fact is she won't

I am wasting my time

SHe will never want

My love or my mind.

So I walk away in tears

I don't look back at all

With all of the fears

I know what I saw.

I know what I had

And I lost it so

I did something bad

And forgiving me is a no.

So that is all 

I hope she knew

I'll be waiting for a call

Saying I need you.