my dangerous love

chapter 19

Sanams pro:Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that. The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

If you want to forget something or someone, never hate it, or never hate him/her. Everything and everyone that you hate is engraved upon your heart; if you want to let go of something, if you want to forget, you cannot hate.

More smiling, less worrying. More compassion, less judgment. More blessed, less stressed. More love, less hate.

Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too.

This.words were said by my brother. I miss him. That monster shot my brother. Its been 3 days since he brought me in mumbai. I cant get out of here zoya was kept away from me. Today will be the 3 day of our marriage . The door opened and haitham entered.the whole room was decorated with rose.

Haitham: sanam love i will not force you.i respect your decision.take your time but not alot of time.we will have our walima after one week.

i have less patients.plus we will sleep on the same bed get that. Come on go and change.

I go to the showroom and change my outfit.when i come out he is still awake.i go and lay down on the bed.he pulls me towards himself. He hugs me tight and kisses my forehead. I remember rizwan he was my first love.

He always used to say you will remember me when i am gone from this world. He saying were

"If you will forgotten me, I'll make you remember me. I'll make you  want me again. I want people to remember me as someone whose life has been helpful to humanity. If you can remember me, I will be with you Today, Tomorrow and always. If I’m not around I hope you’ll remember me and together we will hold on to our favorite song."

I got up from the bed and go by the balcony.the cold air touches my face and i close my eyes.his words were still echoing in my ears.

" Kisi din teri nazron se door ho jayenge hum.

Door fizaon me kahin kho jayenge hum.

Meri yaadein se lipat ke rote rahoge tum,

Jab zameen ko odh ke so jayenge hum…!!

(One of this days i will be far away from your eyes.far away in the air i will be lost. Hug my memories and cry.when i will be gone forever from this world.)

Flashback

I was sitting with rizwan by the beach side.he hugged me close to his heartbeats.he started stroking my hair.it was a romantic weather.

Rizwan: love you know the diffrence between love and death.

Sanam: no why did you ask?

Rizwan:  love the difference is Love and death are 2 UN-invited guests

When will they come nobody knows

But both have similar effects

One takes the heart & other takes its beats. Babz remember even if i am dead i will always love you.i will always look at you from up there.even if i am gone you have to get married again. Promise me love.

Sanam: please dont say such things rizwan.i love you lots.

Flashback ends.

His words still hurt me.how can i forget him. he was my first love and will always be. I cant not forget him. 

I felt someone hug me from behind.

"Rizwan"

"What"

Oh s**t its not rizwan.i am dead.