Washing my hair. I was caught off guard by a knock on my bathroom door; the moment I heard it, Mason came to mind, and I looked down to ensure I looked good.
Feeling happy about what I saw, I turned off the water and dried up before tying the bathroom robe I saw inside this bathroom around me.
As soon as I open the door I see Stephanie on the other side, to which I close the door and return to brush my hair and relax again.
Why had I ever imagined it would be them? I shut them out of trying anything else on me after Mason went down on me.
Brushing my hair I made a mental note to look online a bit more about that type of stuff because for all I know I’m using words that don’t mean what I think they do.
Looking down at the sink, I moan in annoyance at how stupid I must have appeared when I opened the door; why bother checking whether I'm fine to go when they're probably just exploiting me? They have done it to other girls too.
They just stayed with the three girls because of the Alpha and Luna putting restraints on them. The three girls did made a big good impression on the Alpha and Luna in comparison to the rest of the one night stands, which is now making me think as to why they got dumped.
Finally feeling refreshed, I open the door and my head is pounded on by Luna Jessica, who appears irritated with me.
"Hey! "What did you do that for?"
I inquire, wiping my forehead from her motion, and I notice Stephanie behind her, holding on to her laughing.
Luna Jessica spoke to me as I walked out still dripping from the shower.
"I'm not allowed to say the entire why, but from now on you live here and you will drop the actitud because I have had it from a brat like you, you are given a personal and the most trusted omega I have which also knows you well enough to make you feel a lot more comfortable with the changes."
Everything Luna Jessica told me made it difficult for me not to laugh in front of her, but when she said Stephanie would make me feel a lot more at ease with the changes she was requesting, I couldn't help but chuckle hard.
My laughter prompted Luna Jessica to rage at me.
"Do you think this is funny?" Is this some type of prank for you? You have a lot of work to do if you ever want to improve your game."
The aura Luna Jessica was using on me did nothing to me after hearing her growl at me; instead, it enraged her, as evidenced by her voice becoming more louder.
"Stop laughing!" How are you going to learn how to be a Luna if you can't take it seriously?"
Her statements caused me to stop laughing and look at her with a visibly disturbed and insulted expression because I felt insulted.
Is she the one making an extremely horrible joke right now, probably because I don't find what she just said funny.
"You are kidding, right? You're truly believing that I desire your title, when all I wanted to do was graduate and escape this hell of a place."
Her actions did not change anything; rather, they made my answer to the problems they presented more permanent. I didn't care if what they wanted was to continue using me as a guinea pig for something I was completely unaware of.
I might still be fascinated about what they do with me, but I don't want to keep being what they want. I've never done anything for them, and all they give me is the very minimum to nothing. I live in an orphanage. I'm continuously ignored, and I can't go anywhere. I can't say anything. I can't even vote on anything I own, including my clothes.
That is why I spend all of my time generating drama and attracting attention. Nobody cares about me, so why would they all suddenly want me as the Luna? I have to be concerned about what people want from me and be grateful for their terrible treatment to me? f**k no.
They bullied me, made my life terrible, and then expect me to say thank you for treating me like a piece of trash. f**k that.
They must quit believing that I am their puppet, because I am not, and I will never be that to anyone in this silly castle.
I'm not sure what Stephanie saw, but before I could say anything else, she talked to Luna Jessica.
"Luna, I think it's just too much for her to handle; perhaps if I could explain to her what's really going on and we could all get along a little better, that would be amazing. I mean, I'm not a Luna, but I understand the challenges that come with such a lofty and important position."
Her irritating manner of expressing her desire to have the front row seat to everything and be acknowledged for her ability to achieve what is asked of her. It makes me want to puke directly at her face, she is acting like a class president, the stuck up kind.
It's no surprise that her followers are obsessed with all of her nonsense. Please strike me now, Goddess, if this is what I have to go through to survive this nightmare of a castle.
Luna Jessica, who has mid-back length black hair that is blue in hue, is a very well-built woman with a large breast and behind. Her shard face with heavy makeup makes her look like a wicked witch of the north.
I'm shocked she hasn't sat on someone and killed them.
Call me petty for disparaging her based on her body, but the woman has no real issues with how she presents herself to the rest of us; she believes her title is superior to whatever the rest of us say. And she would knock anyone who has an issue with her demands.
If no one fulfills her criteria, they aren't worth it; it's no surprise the triplets wound up with the girls they just dumped. Just look at the mother of the triplets. That will teach everyone what they need to know about the type of leadership required for survival of this place.
I think one of the worst things about this Luna is that she doesn't even bother to hide her attitude.
Yes, she became Luna when she was young. I believe it was about the same time she received her wolf, but some people have informed me she married when she was only 18, which would imply that she isn't even a true Luna.
She's simply a chosen Luna; nevertheless, I despise rumors because they're never accurate and are extremely confusing.
Sometimes I'd rather read books than deal with the reality of what others think to be the biggest gossip of the year, or at least the week. I’m going to need a new phone soon cause I know the update to my books online might happen any time now.
I do know a lot on Luna Jessica, however, that she is not modest in the way she dresses herself either isn’t something I have to hear others tell me to learn about, I can see her slack in that department.
She does not dress provocatively, but she is continually wearing things that make her look like a commoner. Nobody dares to question her why she dresses the way she does; she is constantly fighting with her alpha about wearing more suitable Luna garb.
I recall once when the triplets' ex took her on a shopping spree and she returned home after an hour leaving the girls shopping for more hours. I know this because I was cleaning the second level of the crazy castle and overheard her talking to her beta, Ava Hanson.
Those two were once the best of friends, but something happened between them, and now they only talk to each other when necessary, but the relationship was super tight at one point, and I actually thought they were sisters, but then again, I believe Beta Ava tried to take advantage of her title and refused to apologize after acting in such a way.
Beta Ava is tanned, with light brown hair that is little thick. Her actions are more predetermined than anyone else I know, and if I'm going to be learning the ropes of being a Luna from them, I need to find a way out of this palace.