Episode Two – The Question That Wasn’t
This morning started the same way it always does.
My phone lit up with his name and those familiar words:
Good morning pretty. How was your night?
I smiled before I even opened it.
Splendid, I replied, because that’s always my answer. He says it makes me sound dramatic, but I like the way it makes him laugh.
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But last night was different.
We were chatting like usual, talking about random things — nothing deep, nothing serious — when suddenly he typed:
“I wanted to ask you something… but I’m not sure if this is the right time.”
I froze. That wasn’t his usual tone.
“What is it?” I asked immediately.
A pause. I could almost imagine him thinking about it, deciding if he should say it.
Then he replied: “I’m kidding.”
Just like that.
Like he hadn’t just dropped something into my mind that would keep me up all night.
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We’re always doing this — dancing around the edge of something unspoken. He already told me once that he likes me, but after that, nothing about dating, nothing about “what are we doing.” And I can’t ask. It’s not me.
So instead, we hide behind little jokes.
He says he’ll find me a “serious guy.” I tell him I’ll find him a “patient girlfriend.” We act like it’s all just fun.
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Of course, we fight too.
Little things — like when I ask something random and he says, “That’s a silly question.” It’s harmless, but it still annoys me. I reply slower, shorter, making sure he knows I’m not in the mood.
And somehow, we always end up back where we started.
One of us breaks the silence with a casual message, and the cycle starts again.
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But last night’s almost-question?
That’s different. It’s still sitting in my head this morning, right there next to his Good morning pretty.
Because I can’t stop wondering…
What was he going to say ?