Rosaline
It's been weeks since I got here.
Torture and forceful c****s had been the order of the day.
I had no right of my own. No freedom.
I was bounded by his words and instructions.
I recall the night before;
“Where have you been?” Andre's voice came aloud at me.
“I…..I……I was at the garden just outside,” I answered in fear.
My body was shaking and a sudden coldness ran through my bones.
His eyes were red and he stood with so vigor and his voice overshadowed mine.
“The garden?”
“Who gave you the freedom to go there?”
“Are you dumb?” He grabbed me by the neck.
“b***h!!! You are a prisoner here. Nothing more. If I don't tell you to go anywhere, then you shouldn't,” He shouted.
Before I could utter a word, a heavy slap landed on my face and I fell to the ground.
“Don't ever on your miserable life go against my commands!!” He warned with a harsh voice.
It didn't end there. He pulled my hair so tight and dragged me to the bed.
He flipped me and smacked my butt's so hard that I gave out a loud scream.
He pinned me down and whispered in my ears… “Who am I to you?”
“My….My Lord..,” I stammered.
“You are my Lord,” I said repeatedly.
“Very good. Don't let that escape from your head no matter what.”
“Let it ring continuously in your head,” He said with a harsh look on his face.
His hands kept me pinned to the bed and I couldn't move. I couldn't help but cry and groan in pain.
Suddenly, I felt him loosen his belt and he went ahead to tie my hands at my back.
He went ahead to smack my butt the more and kept kissing my arms and neck.
I couldn't say a word.
My eyes were already soaked in tears and I couldn't help but imagine the kind of harm he was about to inflict on me.
Next, he turned me over and locked my body.
Oh God.
I moaned.
Struggling to get him off but he was just too strong and he wouldn't stop touching me.
“Stay still,” He shouted.
He unzipped my dress slowly revealing my nakedness and he got rid of them to the side of the king zsize bed we laid on.
“Aah,” I moaned as he slapped my face and choked me while he laid laid me.
******
“You are so sweet.”
“I should have done this earlier,” He said as he wiped the seat off his face with his already soaked shirt.
My thighs were vibrating and it was like my whole body went into a sudden shock.
My mouth became heavy as I kept shivering like I was trapped in a deep freezer.
He didn't even care. He looked away while he went to have his bath and had a change of clothes.
Few minutes later, I caught him staring at me.
He must have noticed I was in the same position he left me.
“Get up,” he shouted.
I moved my head slightly to look at him. I felt so weak and it was as though I was paralysed.
“Are you deaf? I said you should get up!!” He shouted again.
“I can't……my….my Lord,” I stuttered in response.
He stormed towards me and pushed me away and there he saw blood all over the bed.
“What is this?”
“Is all that yours?”
“Are you a virgin?”
“Uhn?”
I still couldn't respond. I was too weak to talk.
I noticed the surprise in his face as he lifted me off the bed and carried me to the bathroom, and washed me.
I couldn't believe my eyes. The same man who wouldn't hesitate to hit me countless times.
He bathed me and wasted the blood off my body. I stared at him while he did all of this but he didn't utter a word.
“Go and have your rest. I have work to do. Stay indoors,” He instructed as he cleaned my body with a towel.
I laid on the bed gently with my face on the other side of the bed, I wept bitterly.
I thought about all I had lost. That moment became the most emotional in my life. It was as if a curse was placed on my life.
Why does everything have to be like this?
The thoughts of my dead mother eroded my thoughts and now the loss of my precious virginity.
I remember promising myself I would keep till my honeymoon night with Mr. Right.
Now all of those aspirations have been shattered to pieces.
Nights passed, and every day was a night of worry and sorrow.
How I wish I could escape from this den I got myself caged in.
“Rosaline! Rosaline!! Rosaline!!” I heard a strange voice calling name.
“Who is there?” I called out but there was no response.
I looked around and found myself sitting in the same garden Andre warned me not to go.
A strange figure suddenly appeared in the shadows and started chasing after me.
“Help me!!!” I screamed out.
The mansion seemed empty. There were no bodyguards anywhere not even Felix.
I kept running till I fell into a pit.
Where did this come from? There was not a pit here before. Before I could try to get out out of it. The figure suddenly appeared on top of me. It had no head and had a shovel in its hand.
It tried to hit me with it then a bright light just flashed through my eyes.
“Ma'am…wake up,” the face of Felix suddenly appeared in front of me.
How did I get here?
I was lying outside the room. I saw Felix holding a towel and a bucket of water was beside him.
“What happened to me?” I asked.
“You fainted,” He answered.
Fainted?
A sudden feeling erupted in my stomach and I stood up and rushed to the toilet, throwing up.all over the floor.
This is the third time this week.
It can't be.
Am I pregnant?