The Sophomore (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 49

"And the winners for the sectionals and goes to the regionals goes to William McKinley High's New Directions!"

Like what I said we always win. Mr. Schue and Ms. Pilsburry stands up and hugging each other. I also stand up and hugging Ms. Pilsburry and suddenly it turned to Jonas. Again.

"Sorry, this is twice." I said shyly.

"No, it's okay." Jonas smiled at me. I grabbed his hand and we walked into the choir room to meet the others but I take the gift that I want to give Finn's first.

"You sure Finn will love this?" I asked Jonas while took the box out from my locker.

"He will love it, Em. Trust me. Well if he doesnt just give it to me." Jonas chuckled. I rolled my eyes and punch his chest. Then we walked into the choir room.

"FINNN THIS IS YOUR PRESENT!" I yelled but suddenly stop, my jaw drop, gasped and about to cry when I saw Sam and Rachel were kissing each other. "Ups sorry. I though Finn was here." I walked away from the choir room and pretend that everything is fine.

"What happened?" Jonas asked as he saw my eyes widen.

"Finn was not there. Maybe he is still in the backstage." I said to Jonas. Quinn and Puck walked passed us. "Quick, can you give this to Finn? I have to go right now. See you guys at my home. Oh wait, I'll buy the food for you guys." I said to Quinn and Puck.

"Oh okay. See you in your house and I'll make sure that your room will be clean before you come home." Puck said.

"Thanks Puckie!" I said then walked off with Jonas.

"Have a nice date you both!" Quinn yelled. I turned my head and smiled at her.

"She knows?" Jonas asked.

"Quinn Fabray knows everything." I smiled to Jonas.

"Oh she is the one that you said you like her hair?" Jonas asked.

"Yep. I want to be a blonde sometimes haha." I giggled.

"But you are already pretty beautiful." Jonas smirked at me.

"Aww I'm flattered." I giggled.

"Come on lets have a dinner at breadstix." Jonas yelled then grabs my hand to the parking lot. I gave him my fake smile.

Dinner in breadstix was my first date planned with Sam but it turned to had a date in my home because I was sick. Then after few weeks, we had dinner in the midnight at breadstix but with Quinn and Puck. We mostly spend our times together in my home.

I'm still shocking when I saw Sam and Rachel kissed. I dont know what happened inside me but I feel hurt seeing them like that. Oh God, is it mean that I'm still in love with him? You have to moved on, Emily.

** Sam's P.O.V **

"We made it! We win this! I love you, Sam!" Rachel put her arms in my neck, I wrap my hand or her waist.

"I love you too." I smiled then she kissed me so I kissed her back.

"FINNN THIS IS YOUR PRESENT!" A familiar girl voices yelled and walked into the choir room. We suddenly stop our kissing and looked who is that and it is Emily. She is standing there, gasped with her eyes widen. "Ups sorry. I though Finn was here." She said a bit nervous then walked away.

I looked into Rachel eyes then lift up my shoulder, pretend like I dont care when actually I really care. Save her Jonas, save her for me, Jonas. She must be shocked to saw that but it also hurt me when I saw her and Jonas kissed.

Quinn and Puck walks in, bring a box. Finn and the rest finally comes.

"For you from Emily." Quinn give the box to Finn.

"Where is she?" Finn asked.

"Have a date with that guy." Quinn simply said. "She also said that we can have a party in your house, she will buy the food anyway." Quinn said to the others. "But I dont know it seems like she just gave me a fake smile. I dont know maybe she is worry that you will get mad at her because she doesnt tell you." Quinn said to Finn.

Finn opened the box and showed us a pair of white vans with a gold stripe in it. "This is cool!" Finn yelled.

"It must be Jonas who helped her to choose it. She bough it in New York right?" Kurt said.

"I dont know but I swear this is cool oh and one more thing, a new drum stick!" Finn yelled and showed us a pair of drum stick in red color with Finn Hudson name on it.

"She only give Finn and Lord Tobbington present." Brittany said.

"Lord Tobbington?" Kurt frowned.

"Yeah she gaves two bottle of Strawberry shampoo for cat. She said that it was for Lord Tobbington." Brittany said.

Two bottle of strawberry shampoo for cat? Thats what I bough from the petshop for Sammie so she really dont like and threw it away?

"Actually, I'm the one who bough the shampoo, then I placed it near Sammie's little house. She gave you that because our cat doesnt like strawberry and I made a mistake so its better than throw it into a trash so she gave it to you britt." I said to Brittany.

"Well that's okay. Lord Tobbington will like it if I tell him it was from Emily." Brittany said.

"But I didnt find it there." Puck said.

"I placed it yesterday after school. I brough him two box of cat food and three bottles of cat shampoo from the pet shop." I rolled my eyes.

"Wow you're really care with that cat! You didnt even tell me that you came there!" Rachel snapped me.

"Babe, please understand, Emily went away and two bros over there only playing video games all day. I love that cat, anyway I came there when Emily wasnt there." I rolled my eyes.

"Okay, sorry I dont mean to, Sammy." Rachel said sadly.

"Thats okay." I sighed.

"Okay, lets have a party!" Santana yelled.

"You really excited San." Quinn chuckled.

"Of courseeee!!!!" Santana yelled.

We then walked out from the choir room to the parking lot get into our car then driving to my future wife's house.

Puck with Quinn

Finn with Mercedes

Tina with Mike

Artie with Joe

Brittany with Santana

Blaine with Kurt and Cooper

Me and Rachel

** Emily's P.O.V **

"So tell me about you." Jonas smirks while he eats his spaghetti.

"I love this fettucine so much." I simply answer.

"I mean another things not that." Jonas rolled his eyes.

"Hey you talked to me everyday and we met everyday you still got nothing?" I sighed.

"Haha sorry. You're cute when you get mad like that." Jonas chuckled.

"Aww sweet." I made my love eyes.

"Aww cutie!" Jonas smirks at me.

"Haha lets finish this then go home." I chuckled.

"Em, that time when I told you I like you but you just smiled at me what does it mean?" Jonas asked.

"You can figure out if a girl smile when a boy said that he likes her right?" I smiled.

"Yeah. Okay I got the answer." He smiled back at me.

"Because it's been two weeks we've been friends and you asked me to have a date. So sweet." I chuckled.

"Like I said before, I'm not good to make a promises or asked a girl to have a date." He chuckled. "Well, wanna go home right now?" He asked.

"Sure. But buy a pizza for the rest first and some chips."

"Alright, princess." He smirked at me.

We walked out from our table. Jonas paid the food then we went to the car buy pizza and some chips.

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After bough three pan of pizza and some chips and cokes. We went home. Jonas park the car, grabbed the pizza from the backseat. I grabbed the plastic bags of chips and cokes while eating my chips.

"Pizza everyone!" Jonas yelled. Bring the pizza to the kitchen. I walked upstairs into my room to change my clothes and still eating my chips.

I opened my door until I found out someone is looking at my drawer. "Sam? What are you doing here?" I frowned.

"Oh sorry, I dont mean to steal anything. I'm looking for plester and antiseptic. I remember that you had that." Sam turned his face at me.

"Well, it is on my wardrobe not in my drawer." I simply said. "Here it is." I showed him a box of my medicine from my wardrobe. "What happened?" I frowned when I saw a scratch on his face.

"Your son clawed me when I was about to lift him up. He suddenly clawed my face and my hand haha." Sam chuckled.

"Here. Let me help you." I let Sam sits on the edge of my bed. Sam sits down in front of me and facing me. "He is mad because his dad just gave him a strawberry shampoo, even though you know that he doesnt like it. He didnt do anything to me this morning when I met him." I chuckled while clean up his scratch on his face with antiseptic.

"Ouchh." Sam screams out.

"Sorry, I dont mean to make it hurt." I apologize to him.

"Em.."

"Yes?"

"Why dont you wear your ring?" Sam asked.

"Because I dont want it." I simply answered.

"But why?"

"You broke your promises so promise ring doesnt exists anymore." I said.

"I wasnt mean to broke my promises, I just want to set you free." Sam said.

"Forget it, Sam. Past is in the past." I said while stick a little plester on his face. We looked onto each other eyes deeply. Until we realize that our face getting closer and we kissed. Sam kissed me and I kissed him back. I pull his lips away because I know this is wrong. I pull his lips away and looked onto his eyes.

"I miss you so bad." Sam let his head down.

"I miss you too." I half smiled at him. "Show me the scratch on your hand." I said then Sam shows me his hand.

"Did you cried last night?" Sam asked. I only shake my head.

"I heard your voice, Em." Sam said. I ignore him and keep treating his hand.

"Sammy, I found it from the drawer---WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!" Rachel suddenly comes and yelled.

"What are you doing to my boyfriend?!" Rachel yelled.

"I'm just helping him. The question is why you boyfriend entered my room without my permission." I simply said. Left them, grab my chips and walked downstairs.

"EMILY WE DONT FINISH TALK!" Rachel yelled from the upstairs.

I just rolled my eyes and ignore her. Too tired to having an argue with someone. I lift Sammie up "you dont like your stepmom right? And you mad at your dad because he gave you wrong shampoo right? I know you love mommy, help me baby? Good boy. Love you!" I place Sammie on the floor and that cat walked upstairs then entered my room.

"What happened?" Quinn asked.

"Cover your ears guys before you hear any screams in 3!" I yelled. "3....2.....1..." I counted down.

"SAMMMYYYYYYY YOUR CATTTT!!!!" Rachel yelled. I laughed so hard when I heard she yelled. Sammie walked out from my room and get into my feet.

"Good boy! I will give you much food baby! Yeah I love you too." I said as I lift Sammie up facing me. Then folded him.

"Seriously, I dont get it." Santana yelled.

"So I saw Sam was looking for a plester and antiseptict in my room then I helped him to treat his scratch on his face caused by his son. Suddenly his girlfriend came and yelled at me so I told my son to scracth her. Haha." I laughed.

"Ah yeah, I saw your cat was clawding Sam's face then he was looking for a plester." Mike said.

"Sammie got mad because his dad gave him a wrong shampoo." I chuckled. "Besides he doesnt like his stepmom." I hissed.

"Really Lord Tobbington part 2." Santana rolled her eyes.

"I'm still dont get it why Sam looking for a plester in your room." Tina said.

"Because he knows that Emily had many plester and antiseptict." Puck said.

"Yep. Puck knows that." I said as agree.

"But for what?" Blaine asked.

"Oh you didnt know that her two until three fingers can bleeding because of her guitar string right? Well for that." Puck grinned.

"Em, I took two more plester for Rachel okay." Sam yelled from my room.

"Sure but please dont make out in my room. Ewww." I yelled back.

"Yeah, because the one who allowed to making out in her room only you with her." Puck yelled then laughed.

"You want him do the same to you?" I glaring at Puck.

"No. He is my friend." Puck said.

I rolled my eyes, place Sammie on the floor then walked to the kitchen where Finn, Jonas and Joe are in the bar then I grabbed some water.

"What just happened?" Finn asked.

"Nothing. I'm just thristy because your lovely ex girlfriend yelled at me." I said then took a seat beside Jonas.

"She was here looking for plester for Sam." Joe said.

"Sam already got it in my room. He entered my room without my permission." I simply said.

"By the way, did Puck already gave your present?" I asked Finn.

"Got it! I really like it." Finn said happily.

"Glad, because if you dont like it, Jonas want to take it. He was the one who choose it for you." I chuckled.

"That was really cool! Thank you man!" Finn said to Jonas.

"It was nothing than what your twin did to me." Jonas smirks at me.

"What did I do to you?" I frowned.

"Secret!" Jonas chuckled. "By the way what are we gonna do tomorrow?" Jonas asked.

"I dont know. We dont have any good place in Lima except breadstix." I said.

"You usually spend your Saturday with Sleeping Saturday, Em." Finn rolled his eyes.

"The boys planned to watch football match at Mike's you want to join?" Joe asked Jonas.

"Yeah you can follow Jim and the others and I can have a sleeping saturday." I grinned.

"It's Joe not Jim." Joe rolled his eyes.

"They allow me?" Jonas asked.

"Of course we will." Finn said.

"Em, I wanna show you something." Puck suddenly grabs my hand and want me to follow him.

I pulled his hand away "you dont want to do something nasty to me right?" I said.

"No. Of course!" Puck said then he bring me into warehouse downstairs.

"Okay. This place is dark and I dont want my body get hurt because of that and I'm not ready to do that, you must be drunk." I said to Puck.

Puck rolled his eyes "you think what am I going to do?" Puck asked.

"You asked me to making love with you right?" I raised my eyebrows.

"You are the one who is drunk." Puck rolled his eyes. "Open it." Puck ordered.

I open the door and cant believe what I see. A warehouse with many things that I dont know what is that, a warehouse was dark and dirty now turned into a music studio. I saw Finn's drum there, my other guitar, Puck's electric guitar and his guitar. "PUCKKKKKKKKKK!!!" I suddenly yelled. What I dream become true, having a music studio in my home.

"Emily you okay?" Finn yelled.

"She just shoked looking at my big flute." Puck yelled back. I glaring at him and punch his chest, I walked back to the kitchen.

"So you just looked at Puck's big flute huh?" Finn chuckled.

"Errrr, I wasnt. Why you dont tell me about the new music studios?" I asked Finn.

"Puck and I make a little changed with that dirty room with a little help by Sam and Artie." Finn said.

"So you told Finn about my big flute?" Puck grinned and came to us.

"One more you said about that again, I will kick you out from here. You know that I always mean what I said right?" I smirked.

"Yeah like you said to me, 'oh my god Puck, you are f*****g handsome and I just wanna sleep with you and cuddle with you' right?" Puck grinned.

"I never say that." I frowned.

"Yes you are."

"No."

"Yes. When you were drunk."

"No, I'm never drunk."

"That day after I drove you to the doctor." Puck gaze upward at me.

"You said that the nurse has a sexy ass." I said innocently.

"Okay forget it. Girl always win!" Puck rolled his eyes.

"Can you both stop? I'm sick hearing you both mocking everyday." Quinn let out a sigh.

"But it was true, Puck said that the nurse has it." I protest.

"And you said 'I wish it was Sam' haha." Puck laughed. I grabbed a slice of bread then throw it at him.

"Stop it guys pleaseeeee. Puck you are a father, dont be like a child please." Quinn rolled her eyes.

I put one tongue at Puck then grabs Jonas hand and showed him the music studio.

"Why dont you try it?" Jonas asked.

"I'd love to but it's almost midnight." I said.

"You forget that we ever sang a song in the midde of the night in the choir room?" Jonas chuckled.

"No. I forget it." I simply answer.

"Emily..." Jonas grinned.

"You scared me!" I yelled.

"My favorite words." Jonas smiled at me then put his hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah because that was 3 first words I said to you." I giggled.

"Is it okay if I join the boys to watch football match tomorrow?" Jonas asked.

"Why not? It's better than I ignore you all day because I wanna have sleeping saturday." I sniggered.

"Aww sweet!" Jonas smirks.

"Stop smirks at me!" I laughed then entered that music studio, trying to play the Finn's drum. "Why it can be a good sound?" I mumbled.

"Because you play it wrong but sorry, I cant help because I cant." Jonas chuckled.

"No one ask you, jerk." I rolled my eyes then trying to play it again until Finn and the rest of the glee club come in.

"Wow, a new music studio?" Blaine asked.

"The ideas of Finn Hudson, Noah Puckerman and Sam Evans." Finn sounds proudly. "So when we dont want to go out or playing games, we can play the music." Finn smiled.

"You guys dont want to make a new band like One Direction Experience right?" Santana raised her eyebrows.

"It's already over, beastie." I said.

"Actually we still accept if any of you want to contribute your music instrumental we need a keyboard more sound system." Puck giggled.

"Why dont you guys try? By the way, we can secretly have a rehearsal here so nobody can spying on us." Tina said.

"Sure. Cee-Lo?" I turned my face to Finn and Puck give them a code. They nodded. Puck grab his eletric guitar, Finn with his drum and I take my guitar.

"Hit it!" Puck yelled.

Emily (New Directions):

I see you driving round town with the guy I love

And I'm like "forget you" (Oh-oh-oh)

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough

I'm like "forget you and forget him, too"

Saying if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Huh, now ain't that some shhh (Ain't that some shhh)

And although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best

With a "forget you" (Oh-oh-oh)

Yeah, I'm sorry I can't afford a Ferrari

But that don't mean I can't get you there

I guess she's an Xbox and I'm more an Atari

Mmh, but the way you play your game ain't fair

I pity the fool that falls in love with you

(Oops, she's a gold digger)

Well (Just thought you should know it)

Ooh, ooh

I've got some news for you

Yeah go run and tell your little girlfriend

I see you driving round town with the guy I love

And I'm like "forget you" (Oh-oh-oh)

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough

I'm like "forget you and forget him, too"

Saying if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Now ain't that some shhh (Ain't that some shhh)

Although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best

With a "forget you" (Oh-oh-oh)

Now I know that I had to borrow

And beg and steal and lie and cheat

Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya

Cause being in love with your face ain't cheap

Nah, I pity the fool that falls in love with you

(Oops, she's a gold digger)

Well (Just thought you should know it)

Ooh, ooh

I've got some news for you

Oh, I really hate you right now

I see you driving round town with the guy I love

And I'm like "forget you" (Oh-oh-oh)

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough

I'm like "forget you and forget him, too"

Saying if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Huh, now ain't that some shhh (Ain't that some shhh)

Although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best

With a "forget you" (Oh-oh-oh)

Artie and Mercedes (New Directions):

Now baby, baby, baby

Why'd you wanna, wanna hurt me so bad? (So bad, so bad, so bad)

So bad (Mercedes: Yeah) (Artie: Oh)

I tried to tell my mamma

But she told me "This is one for your dad" (Your dad, your dad, your dad)

(Mercedes: Yes she did) (Artie: Yes she did)

Mercedes (New Directions):

(Uh!) Why?

(Uh!) Why?

(Uh!) Why, baby, baby? (Uh-uh!)

I love you

I still love you! (Santana: Hey, baby!)

Emily and Mercedes with New Directions (Santana):

I see you driving round town with the guy I love

And I'm like "forget you" (Forget you, oh yeah) (New Directions: Oh-oh-oh)

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough (Ooh)

I'm like "forget you and forget him, too" (Oh, baby!)

Saying if I was richer, I'd still be with ya (Yeah, you!)

Huh, now ain't that some shhh (New Directions: Ain't that some shhh) (Ooh, ooh!)

Although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best (Wish you the best)

With a "forget you" (You, ah-ah-ah) (New Directions: Oh-oh-oh, oh!)

"Yeaaahhh how awesome the party tonight!" Santana yelled the others cheering excluding Rachel. She is glaring at me right now.

"Is it some kind of jokes?" She frowned at everyone.

"What do you mean by that, Berry?" Santana asked.

"Did she just want to pissed me off?" Rachel almost yelled and pointed at me.

"Seriously, what do you mean by that?" I tried to be nicely.

"You sang that song because you feel that I stole your Sam right?" She almost yelled.

"Puck, tell her!" I rolled my eyes.

"Well, Berry we played this song because me, Finn and her were like everyday sang this song on our sophomore year. It's kind of our heart broken song, since I found my ex got a new boyfriend after 3 days we broke up. I told them and they both sang this song for me to make me feel better." Puck explained.

"But it was like an arrow points right at me." Rachel said.

"So you just pissed yourself off." I simply said.

"But all of you enjoy the song excluding me!" Rachel yelled.

"Sam, please tell your hobbit girlfriend to be quiet in my house if she dont want get kick out like that day, and you have to tell her what you did in my room a couple hours ago. And seriously, I dont wanna talk about my past and I dont f*****g care with how she felt because the both of you didnt care what I felt. Now excuse me, before I order Sammie to claw to the both of you." I said and passed two of them, walked out the house.

** Author's P.O.V **

Emily left the room and walked outside the house. Yeah that song was for Rachel and Sam and was about to pissed them off. It's hard to forget someone who been there for you for a long time.

Jonas take a look at Sam to catch her but Sam shake his head and keep standing there because he dont want to hurt Rachel. So Jonas walked out from the studio and trying to find Emily.

"Again?" Santana shake her head. Rachel left the room but Sam didnt follow her.

"I guess we need a talk for all of us before the rest graduate. I mean talk about anything inside your mind and someone but in truth way." Artie said.

"Yeah thats good idea, Artie." Mercedes agree.

"Finn, did you know where she usually hide?" Jonas walked back to the studio.

"In her room?" Finn asked. Jonas shake his head.

"Let me find her. I know where she is. If its not outside, it must be out of nowhere in Lima." Puck said the other just nodded and let him out from the studio.

"Out of nowhere in Lima?" Jonas frowned.

"That is a place where she usually hide herself when she wanna be alone. Only Puck and Mike who knows that place, I dont even know where is it." Finn said.

"Finn, what kind of flower she likes?" Jonas asked.

"White rose." Sam simply answer.

"Then anything else?" Jonas asked.

"She like vanilla ice cream, fettucine carbonara, burritos, skittles and potato chips but she is not allowed to eat chips anymore. Channing Tatum, Paramore then what else? Oh beanie hat, converse, obsessed with French Vogue, blueberry slushie, waffle ice cream, secretly love wicked, stuttering when she meet the one she adored, tickle is her weakness, she can be easily laugh and tell you anything when you tickling her, she can also be mad easily by some little things, love children, a hard worker person, wise, beautiful, smart, brave woman, talented, anything else about her that I havent say yet?" Sam explains all the things he knows about Emily without he realize it. "Oh wait, she is also love chicken cream soup when she got sick. She avoid to eat after 10pm and she never drunk." Sam said. The other just gasped about what he said.

"I dont even know the little thing about Emily." Finn gasped.

"Sorry guys, those things just came out into my mind and my mouth." Sam said then let out a sigh.

"Sam I cant believe this." Santana eyes widen.

"Thank you for all the information man, you're such a good guy. Finn, can I borrow your car?" Jonas asked.

"Sure, the key in the kitchen where we talked." Finn said.

"Thank you." Jonas yelled and walked off.

"Sam.. you okay?" Blaine asked.

"Come on, tell us everything." Joe said.

"No. I'm fine. He is a good guy, we've been talking before sectionals and he told me that he likes Emily, he was about to give up and let me get her back but I said no because that was my fault." Sam said with a half smiled.

"But you and Rachel?" Quinn asked.

"Sorry to say Finn, I love Rachel even though it not as much as I loved Emily. Yet. but I do love her." Sam said while covering his face.

"Why you just let her go?" Blaine asked.

"She need to understand and try to control herself. I mean, Emily wasnt wrong at all, just please dont blame her. I was drunk again last night and Jonas told me that Emily cried after I called her." Sam feel so guilty now.

"What did you said?" Santana asked.

"I sang her some part of the scientist song then she only said 'i miss you' and hung up the phone." Sam said.

"You have to let her go, Sam. It will hurt her if you still telling her about that. Let her go date another good guy just like you." Mercedes said.

Finn walked up to him and wrap his hand on his shoulder. "You know what? Your personality makes Rachel fall in love with you man."

"We will always support you, Sam no matter who you are." Mercedes smiled.

"Yeah thank you guys so much!" Sam smiled and get a hug from the others.

"Umm, I dont know where should I buy a flower here." Jonas cames and interupts them said shyly. The others just laughed.

"That's the problem when a Canadian came to Lima." Santana rolled her eyes.

"I can order it if you want, and it will comes only in 15 minutes." Mike said.

"Ah sure! Thank you guys so much!" Jonas smiled.

** Emily's P.O.V **

"Emily!" A voice yelled my name. Who the hell who can find me here?

"Got ya, finally!" Puck shocked me from behind.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Following you. Dont worry I dont tell them about this place. Remember that only me and Mike who knows this place right?" Puck sat down beside me.

"Did I pissed Rachel off?" I asked to Puck.

"No, actually. We usually sang that song right?" Puck said.

"Puck, I felt guilty about what just happened. I feel happy at first when I found out Sam and Rachel are dating, even though it kind of hurt me a bit but I'm happy because it will help me to move on from him but everything changed." I said to Puck and about to cry.

"Come here tell me anything you want to say and cry out loud as you can." Puck said as he let lean on him.

I lean my head on his shoulder as wrap my shoulder with his hand. "Last night Sam called me, he was kind of drunk. He told me that he missed me and he still in love with me. I cried, because I miss him too but I can tell him and it kind of hurt me." I can feel my tears fall down.

"Then?"

"If he loves me, just let me go. I'm sick to know he still in love with me but he dates Rachel. You know me and Rachel arent good right? If me and Sam were meant to be together love will find a way. Then, when I helped him to treat his scratch, we kissed, that eyes contact caused us to kissed then he said he miss me and I said so. He asked me about my ring, why I left it in the drawer so I told him that he broke his promises." I cried a bit.

"You just want to set him free right?" Puck asked.

"Yeah, I do." I nodded.

"Then, about Jonas do you like him?" Puck asked.

"I like him a bit. When he around me I feel so warm and comfort and sometimes I can forget about Sam. Jonas told me that he likes me after our performance in the choir room." I said to Puck.

"Choose what best for you. If you want to forget Sam go date Jonas. Remember that love will always find a way, Em. You might forget him but soon or later? Nobody knows. You both may get back together and get married, right?" Puck said.

"Yeah you're right." I half-smiled.

"Come on, stop crying. Dont be like you're the one who pissed you off. I like Emily when she doesnt know anything about Love, because she never cry like this." Puck chuckled.

"Puck, you know the big reason why I always rejected you to be my boyfriend?" I asked. Puck shake his head.

"Because I want you to be my bestfriend. I love you as my bestfriend. Remember the first day you saved me from the senior jocks?" I chuckled.

"Yeah, I punched one of them because you were really scared that they would do something to you right? There were 5 persons and I was alone haha." Puck chuckled.

"Yeah, I was waiting from Finn and sat on the bleachers then they came to me, block my way until you came punched one of them and saved me haha." I giggled.

"Feeling better?" Puck asked.

"Yeah a bit." I smiled.

"Wanna go home now?" Puck asked.

"Well then." I nodded then we take a walked to home. Only Puck and Mike who knows this place, the place where I can cry out loud without no one notice and a place can make me feel better, my secret place that no one can find that's why I called Out of Nowhere in Lima.

Me and Puck entered the front yard. I saw something weird in front of my house door.

"Jonas?" I frowned as I saw him standing in front of the door covering his face with a bucket of white rose.

"Surpriseeeee!" Jonas suddenly yelled.

"What is this?" I giggled.

"Surprise for you. You said that you love surprise right? Well it's for you though." Jonas smirks at me.

"Thank you, you dont have to do this actually." I smiled at him then we walked inside.

"Where have you been, Emily?" Finn asked.

"Out of Nowhere in Lima." I simply said.

"Seriously, I never heard that place and never know where the hell it is." Blaine said.

"Only Puck and Mike who can find me and know that." I chuckled.

"Then, what were you doing there?" Santana asked.

"Laying on the grass, looked at the night sky until that jerk disturb me." I said.

"Why you never tell us where the hell it is?" Kurt asked.

"Because I dont want someone find me when I want to be alone and I guess if I dead there no one of you can find my death body. Haha." I chuckled.

Kurt grabs my hand and bring me to the kitchen for talk. "Tell me, did Jonas said something while dinner today?" Kurt asked.

"Nothing." I said. Kurt glaring at me. "Okay, he told me that he likes me but it was when you guys got ready for the sectionals and me and him were in the choir room only the two of us." I said to Kurt.

"Did he kissed you again?" Kurt asked.

"Nope. Why?" I asked.

"Because it seems like he really likes you, Emily." Kurt almost yelled then cover his mouth with his hand.

"Well, I like him too. Did he pay you to ask this?" I frowned at him.

"No, I'm just curious because everytime we talked, he always asked me about you." Kurt grinned.

"Thanks for spying on me." I simply said and left him alone.

"EMILY DONT EVER HUNG UP THE PHONE WHEN I HAVENT FINISH TALKING TO YOU YET!" Kurt yelled.

"Okay.... we are not on the phone, Kurt." I said.

"That was just an idiomatics expression." Kurt rolled his eyes.

"Oh okay.....but I dont get it..." I said inocently. Kurt just rolled his eyes. The other just laughed.