5 Nikki's SecretDAMNIT! I FEEL HORRIBLE rushing out like that. Allie looked so desperate for me to eat her breakfast. If only I could. She's trying so hard to be useful. But if I'd stayed in that room a minute longer smelling those eggs, I would have thrown up again, and she would have known, seen the sickness on my face. And I'm not ready to reveal the pregnancy. But if I have one more morning like this, she's going to know something's wrong. I'm surprised she hasn't noticed yet. The last two weeks have been horrible. I can barely eat. I can't believe I'm pregnant! I'm always so careful. The moment Shane said the c****m slipped; I knew I was in trouble. Though he said it hadn't come off and hadn't slid very far, his silent pause and excessive reassurance revealed he was just as nervous

