Jane

Chapter Fourteen

  I agreed to let my friend take Tarzan out on a date. Well not on a date date. I mean we were not officially dating. Only each other. Tarzan was free to go out with whom he picked.

I did not want him to feel held down by me. He had to know he had other options out there. Other than me. If it was meant to be he would come back to me right?

I sat there the next night pouting. Worrying. Wondering what was going on. My cell phone buzzes. I see Silvia popping up photos of herself and Tarzan on her f*******: page. Jealousy fumes inside of my soul.

They did make a stunning couple. In the real world if he had been living over here, growing up over here he would not think twice about looking at a girl like me. He would already be with a girl like Silvia. Not me.

My heart sinks. It was a matter of time I would lose Tarzan to her. Like I lost so many other men. Tears water in my eyes. Things were so much simpler in the jungle.

The doorbell rings. My heart leaps hoping he was back now. I rush to the door before the butler could answer it. There stands Clayton. I sigh. Only Clayton.

"Well that is not a nice welcome" he chuckles as he allows himself to come in.

"I was hoping Tarzan was back" I grumble.

"You know you lost him right? Silvia the man eater will have him eating out of the palm of her hands by the end of the night Jane dear" he laughs at my misfortune.

I go to slap his face.

"You are not meant to be with ape brain! You are mine Jane. You have always been mine" he snarls as he grabs me pulling me closer. "Ape brain, belongs in the jungle"

"I hate you! You planned on this all along. You knew I had feelings for Tarzan. You set up this little trap" I snap back at him.

"Maybe, so Jane dear. It is working so splendidly, isn't it?" he laughs.

"Leave me alone Clayton. Go away!" I demand to him.

"I will never set you free to be with ape brain, Jane. You will be mine as you always have been" he warns me. He yanks me closer to him. He forces a kiss on me.

His breath stunk of whisky. He had been drinking. His lips crush mine. The kiss was making me ill. It was nothing like kissing Tarzan. I knee Clayton in the nuts with my knee. He grunts and groans as he falls to his knees.

"You are going to be sorry you tried that on me" he snaps at me. I go to run. He leaps after me at full speed. He grabs me. I move out of his grasp. My heart hammers in my chest. Clayton was mad. Literally.

What had gotten into him?

He manages to pin me on the floor under him. He smiles as he holds my arms to the floor. I struggle to get free. Fear surges in me. Where are you Tarzan? I think to myself. He would save me about now.

"You will never be free of me Jane. No matter, how you try to run from me. You were never his. I will have you. The time is not right. I could take you right now if I wanted to. Right now. Right here!" warns Clayton as he whispers in my earlobe. I wiggle under him trying to get free. It was no use. He was holding me down hard. He was so much stronger than I was.

I cried and wiggled as he loomed over me. He forced another kiss on my lips. Was he going to rape me? My heart cowered in fear.

"I am not going to take you yet Jane dear. Not yet. The time is not right. But it will be. And when you are you are going to know who the prize is" he chuckles making me feel so ill. He leaps off me. I shudder at the thought of him touching me. I watch until his was gone. Tears come to me. If Tarzan was here he would not let Clayton harm me.

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Not in any way.

Tears come to me. I shake as I begin to cry. My phone buzzes a notification again. From my f*******:. I glance to see what was going on. I glance at a photo of Silvia and Tarzan in a lip lock.

She was smiling sharing a kiss. My heart feels as though I was sucker punched in the chest just now. No..I could not have lost him to her. Not to her. I throw my phone to my side. Tears hit me pretty hard.

"Jane dear, what is going on? What is all the fuss about?" wonders father as he comes in. He helps me up off the floor.

"I am not marrying Clayton" I demand.

"I know that Jane. What brought this on?" father wonders.

"Aunt Bea told me she is taking me out of the will if I am with Tarzan. Clayton is trying to break us up. Father he tried to have his way with me just now. He scared me. He will not give me up he says" I tremble letting it all out. He hugs me.

"You do not have to marry Clayton. No matter what the others say. Do not to a thing you do not feel is right" father warns me.

"I will not give into Clayton, never" I vow. "Even if Tarzan does not love me as I love him" I tremble.

"That boy is crazy about you. What changed your mind?" he asks me. I show him the f*******: photos.

"Tarzan has moved on. I can't be the only woman in his world" I sigh.

"You are giving up far too easily Jane. Did you ever think to ask Tarzan what he wants in all this? Did you ask if he wanted to go out? Maybe he was going along with what everyone else expects of him as everyone expects you to marry Clayton" warns father. He had a good point.

Was it my own fault I lost Tarzan?

"Do not give up on love. I was only with your mother. I did not need any other women. She made me happy" points out my father.

"I think you are right. What a mess I have made" I mutter. Suddenly Tarzan comes in from his date.

My heart aches as I see him come in. He looked so handsome all dressed up. I wished it were me he had taken out on his first date. I allowed it. I did not try to stop him from going. Tears come to me. I look away.

"Good-night father" I say before heading up the stairs for the night.

"Jane?" I hear him call out my name. I ignore him.

I could not face all this right now. Not after what Clayton had done to me. Clayton I noticed ripped my shirt. I had a bruise on my wrist from the force he used to hold me down. I shiver.

I block out the horrid scene from my mind. I wanted this night to be over with. I shut the door behind me. I clean off my make-up as I sit at my vanity. Tears flow. I hold my wrist looking over my wound.

"Jane?" I hear his voice say softly.

I look behind me. There he stood.

"Father told me. Hurt Jane?" he asks me. I look away. Tears would not stop coming.

"Do not worry about me Tarzan. I can handle it. Okay? Go have fun. Enjoy your life with her" I mutter.

"Jane"

I do not say a word as I try to push him away. He suddenly lifts me up with no warning. Taking what was his like a cave man. He holds me in his arms.

He looks so confused to. Like how I felt. He kisses me. Tears fall as his lips caress my own. I return each kiss. I was so weak. He could have me any time he wanted. He knew it.

"You do not have to worry. Go to her. Have fun. I will not hold you back" I stop the kissing.

"JANE" he states firmly. I look up in his worried gaze.

"Yes?" I ask.

"I never want her. I want you! Please Jane" he begs me. He tried his best to explain his feelings to me.

"I am sorry for pushing you away. I am sorry for making you go out with her. You never have been with anyone but me. I did not want to hold you back" I explain.

"But I love you. Tarzan loves Jane only" he vows. I hold him close to me now.

"I love you. Always. Jane loves Tarzan" I vow again. He smiles looking pleased with that. He lays me gently on my bed. "Tarzan stay with Jane for night" I beg him.

He looms over me. I could see clearly the love he held for me. I was so stupid for sending him away. I was just scared of being hurt. He was scared to. I held the power over his heart to. I had to be gentle with my Tarzan.

My arms wrap around his neck. He groans as he kisses me. Taking what was his all along.

"Love Jane. Only, Jane" I hear him vow as he lifts my shirt up over my head.

I was his.

He was mine.

I did not want to be with anyone else.

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