That pain still hurled on my heart even today. That pain, that one big pain that will make you curse love.
I came home after accompanying Pears to the airport, with his girlfriend, Celine.
He’s gone now, leaving me, again. He’s going states to reach for his dreams, our dreams. All I can wish for him right now is good luck.
Everything became messier because of that one f*cking exam.
We’ll get there, but for now, let’s go back to when he left me for the first time.
I stood frozen as he left me standing alone in my room, was it wrong that I kissed him. I just sat on my bed until the sun fell down, unable to do anything, or think of anything except of him.
I don’t know how I would be able to face him, or worse sleep with him, so I decided to have an overnight with Gary
