LUCIAN
I left her again… f**k!
I told myself it was the right thing, big lie. I told myself that if I stayed, I would’ve crossed a line I wasn’t sure she was ready for. But the truth is… it was me that wasn't ready.
Goddess knows I want Leah. She drives me nuts every time I set my eyes on her. She has changed my world without even knowing it. Fenrir, my lycan is now always restless whenever we're not close to her, our mate. It kills me each time I'm close to her and her skin is exposed, her neck, where my mark is supposed to be.
But I can't… Elara won't let me.
As I kissed Leah just a few minutes ago, wanting to devour her body and make her fully mine, memories of Elara, my ex-mate suddenly engulfed my mind.
It felt so real that I just couldn't continue with Leah. I could still sm
