To make my mate love me

Wicked nights

That first night my dreams were flooded with Elijah, maybe it was my wolf Tink reminiscing about finding her mate at last but I don't think I can pin all the blame on her.

Wicked sin worthy dreams plagued my mind all night and Elijah was the star of them all.

When my alarm started to sound I sprung up feeling exasperated, cold sweats plagued my small curvy body reminding me of all the wonderfully wrong things my body did in my dreams mere seconds ago.

I pried myself from my sheets which nearly stuck to me in sweat, a shower was definitely needed.

After my usual quick shower, I got myself dressed but unlike usual I hadn't picked out my clothes the night before clearly too tired to remember.

I picked some washed denim high-high waisted  mom style jeans to pull over my long toned legs covering my golden bronze skin I'd always been rather naturally tanned and glowy I suppose. Then I grabbed a grey plain crop top and put that on too which reviled about 2 inch of my waist between my top and my pants you could just see the top of my belly bar, I matched the outfit with a black leather belt which helped cinch my waist in even more.

I grabbed my hair dryer this morning wanting to attempt to do something with my hair today, I let the large wand curling iron heat up whilst I dried my hair.

I used the curler to add loose beach waves to my hair then tied it half up half down placing my cheer bow at the top, we had a show today so I might as well look the part. Plenty of hairspray later I was finished with my hair and stared at my face.

I decided to try a bit more than usual today applying light foundation to perfect my skin with bronzer on my cheeks and forehead and a light pink bit of blush I tapped some highlighter naturally on my cheek bone where the light naturally hit and on the tip of my nose. Usual mascara and a nude lip gloss and I was done.

Looking in the mirror I realised although my make up was very light and natural I looked so different to how I usually do for school but I liked it. I put my glasses on hoping I looked as good as I thought when I can actually see thankfully I did.

I quickly threw on my all white NMD r1s (trainers if you don't know what they are) hearing Evans car pull up on my drive and grabbed both my bags and jacket quickly heading out.

"late as ever.. Omg you look I mean you look good" Evan says staring at me with wide eyes.

"don't have to act so shocked you know" I say back to him laughing.

Once we reach school we make conversations while heading to meet Danielle at our lockers as always.

Danielle is too engrossed in her phone to notice us right away but when she looks up her mouth drops.

"s**t trinity you look hot, would this be for a certain mate" she says mockingly.

I didn't really think about it when getting ready but now I realise it definitely was a desperate attempt to get Elijah to look at me with out the disgust and disapproval in those golden eyes of his.

Instead of denying it I roll my eyes at her over dramatically.

Evan has gym so makes his way to his first class and me and Danielle have double science together. Alpha Elijah usually sits on the row above me and Danielle in this lesson though I have a feeling he'll be a no show.

Once we get to class Danielle opens the door and walks in first looking back at me telling me about how she plans to do her hair for my birthday though I'm not paying much a attention especially when the chocolate and vanilla scent smacks my nostrils as soon as the door opens.

I freeze for a slight second before continuing on a step behind Danielle trying to act like I can't sense him and sense his eyes burning through me like lasers.

I guess I was wrong he definitely was not a no show, silly of me to think I could impact him enough to make him skip school.

We walk to our seats Danielle completely oblivious to my inside battle to not run and mount the big bad alpha that haunted my dreams all night instead she's explaining how she's thinking of wearing her hair down and straight for my birthday something she never does Danielle's beautiful ashy blonde hair is always thrown up into a messy thick ponytail although she even makes that look good with her bronzed skin and big brown eyes.

We take our seat and I don't even spare Elijah a glance, I want to try play it cool I don't want to swoon over him and give him more reason to disapprove of me.

We wait for our teacher Mrs. Bell to come teach us about genetics and our DNA but I can't say I listened to it honestly. I had my bag up on the desk while texting Evan on my phone he was currently hiding away in the changing room avoiding doing laps.

"is everybody ready to do the quiz" Mrs. Bell asks the class "5 more minutes to look over your notes then I'll hand them out"

I don’t bother revise instead carry on texting and giggling to myself at Evans responses to me.

I felt a foot kick my chair leg jolting my body. I ignore it thinking it was an accident until I happened again with more force this time.

I turn my head to see Elijah staring at me looking pissed off as ever, "get off your phone, revise now" he says in a demanding tone.

"I don't need to revise I know it all already I'm fine" I say flatly to him trying keep myself together.

"whatever you say.. forget to take last nights face off?" he says smirking regarding my make up

I scoff " I would not sleep in make up and I certainly wouldn't wear it out the next day, thank you very much" I raise my voice a little agitated  my his harsh words.

This apparently is exactly the reaction he wanted as his smirk deepens and he leans back in his chair smugly.

I turn back around in my chair and start playing a game on my phone until the quiz is handed out, the room soon falls silent as everyone concentrates on there work.

Around 30 minutes and everyone is done, we then go through the answers marking the persons next to us work I do Danielle's she does Lucy who sits on the other end of her and Lucy does mine.

Once we have marked them the grade them and depending on how many marks you got and then everyone swaps back to get their on work.

Danielle got an B which is good and I got my usual A* in red writing at the top circled twice by Lucy.

I smile to myself and turn behind to face alpha Elijah’s table and slam my test in front of him circling my finger around my grade.

He shoots his eyes to mine shocked for a second but quickly disguising it with the usual smug look then he drop his eyes to my circling finger and looks at my grade his eyes darken almost black for a quick second then gone.

Before he can get a quick comment in I say "not bad considering I'm still in last nights make up huh" and smirk back at him. Taste of your own medicine how’s that!

I grab my test back and turn back around though I can hear beta Ryan and Gamma Callum who sit on either side of him laugh before he tells them to shut up.

Danielle starts to mock fan herself listening to Ryan laughing, I just laugh at her and roll my eyes.

The rest of lesson soon rolls in and once the bell rings everyone starts to make their way out I'm walking behind Danielle while she's telling me how unrealistic the twilight films are "like seriously who would be scared of them if they looked like a bag of pixie dust" she asserts " and don't get me started on th-"

I didn't hear the rest of her complaint as a strong hand tightly grabbed my forearm dragging me back into their equally strong chest, I would of complained at the pain of the vice like grip on my arm had it not been for the tingles that shot over my arm dancing on my skin like fairies and then through my back as I fell into a hard chest.

I didn't need to look to know who this was, but before I could even attempt to turn and face them they stormed off still holding my arm forcing me to follow or be dragged I had to jog to keep pace to him but still fell two steps behind his long muscular legs.

"what are you doing" I raise my voice trying to yank my arm back and failing at it.

As we turn a corner to and empty corridor he quickly turns my body slamming me into the lockers and holding me in place one tattooed hand rested on the locker beside my head and his other knee digging into my thigh while his hot minty breath fanned my face. While I admired the tattoo on his neck peeking out of his top.

"what on earth is all over your face" he spits venomously at me while looking over my face intensely.

"thought we'd already covered this" I shoot back at him snapping out of my trance of being in his embrace "it's makeup, considering nearly every girl here wears it it's hardly new"

"but you don't, wait is this some scheme to impress me" he says laughing almost hysterically

Ouch this whole tough girl act doesn't seem to panning out. I glare at him and shove him back with force ignoring the tingles in my hands so I'm no longer pinned by him and I start walking towards my next class "believe it on not Elijah not everything is about you" I say over pronouncing his name rather than cowering and calling him alpha.

Before I know it I'm back pinned against a locker my head bouncing off it slightly causing a slight pain, his hands lean on the lockers by my waist now.

"you'll be moving into my house, I suggest you pack quickly" he says in a matter of factly voice.

I don’t respond for a few seconds completely taken back by his ridiculous demand "n-no I absolutely will not, my mother would never let me" I say trying to sound strong but loosing it to my stuttering.

"your mother? Tell me little Tinkerbelle when was the last time you even saw her" he says knowing he's won.

How could he possibly know how little I see my mum due to her demanding work, and wait what the hell did he call me!

"my names Trinity, and my answer is still no!" I huff and walk away shoving him back.

He doesn't attempt to stop me this time just laughs to himself as I walk away texting to see where Danielle and Evan are.

Soon enough it's the nearly the end of the day we have two classes left but nobody will be in class the cheerleaders have a show against the cheerleaders of another local school and everybody will be sat in the outside auditorium.

I'm currently in the changing room finishing the last touches with the rest of the cheerleaders making sure our outfits and hair look immaculate ready for the show.

I hand over my glasses to Mr. Smith as usual and get back in formation. I can hear the load people outside waiting to watch us, this is something our school does fairly often.

Our squad consists or 30 girl altogether which isn't a lot compared to some others, we get into our line in order ready to run out Poppy, Trish, Meagan, Cally and Sarah are in front of me so when we run out I end up being in the centre up front with the 2 other flyers being besides me.



(watch for inspo on the routine)

Soon enough the crowds going crazy and are worked up scores are being added up and the girls are all talking to ourselves waiting for the score, me, Trish and poppy and currently trying to convince Cally you couldn't tell she missed a step.

I look out and the familiar faces soon enough seeing Evan standing with Danielle cheering for me shouting profanity nobody needs to hear, then my eyes land on Elijah.

His big muscly frame covered by Laura his gorgeous blonde girlfriends much smaller one as they make out amongst their group of friends. Ryan is there talking to Callum, while the rest seem to be taking together as Chloe, Pete, Lee, Jade, Lea and jace laugh at whatever they're talking about.

But my eyes can't seem to move from Elijah and Laura, he told me I had to move in with him and not even half a day later he's all about his beloved Laura again!

My stomach falls to floor and my wolf is whimpering crying out in my head.

Calm down Tink he's nothing to us, it's fine. I say trying to convince myself too

'MATE' is the only strangled sad reply I get.

I guess Elijah was right this has to be some sort of cruel joke from the moon goddess.

But why me, I wasn't a bad person surely I didn't deserve THIS I did well in school helped my friends did volunteer work and helped charities I didn't get mixed up with boys contrary to what people in school said about me I'd never been with a boy not so much as a kiss I was saving myself for my mate. Yeah a cruel joke indeed.