When the nurse walks back in I'm still in tears, I really don't know why I'm crying, but I know that I just want to keep crying. Everything, literally everything in my life is falling apart and even Sheldon doesn't want to be close to me.
I know whatever happened back there traumatized him but I still wish I could see him one last time.
She gives me the blue hospital gown to change into, my hands are shaking as I change, Once I'm done she walks out and I take the opportunity to dry my eyes. It's not that cool to cry when I'm about to have a surgery.
She comes back with two doctors and a nurse. I can see Matt but I can't see the other doctor's face because he's wearing a mask.
Why is he hiding?
"Are you ready?" Matt asks and I nod.
The other nurse comes to my side and asks me to climb
