Sheldon If this is how a heartbreak feels like then I was better off without falling in love. Everything is just meaningless without her, nothing is the same, I don't even love my job anymore, after days of calling in sick I decided to ask for an off and when they said no I kind of just stopped going to work. It's not the same anymore when I know that she is no longer a part of my life. When Carol broke up with me, I knew one way or the other we'd get back together because we had memories, but with Olive the chance of her even considering to be with me is now close to zero because she can't even remember the memories we shared. I should be the one to make her remember, but I can't do that because she doesn't want anything to do with me, she hates me for Carol trying to kill her. I'm j

