Sheldon
I love her.
It's so clear I do, because if I didn't I wouldn't be feeling this way.
When she came to the house yesterday I knew this was the shot I had of making things right, I felt like we would try to make it work then we went to that place and her memories started coming back and I can't tell how excited I was. She was remembering me.
But what's the importance of her remembering when she doesn't remember what she feels for me.
She is doing all these just to make me feel okay, pretend she wants us to be together when she'd rather not.
It's better if I give her space, just to see if she will still want me in her life, if not then I guess I'll have to move on, get my life back to normal.
It's always clear, one can't force love.
So the best thing is to let her go.
If only
