I FORCE HIM TO LOVE ME

CHAPTER FOUR: LOVE CAN CHANGE EVEN YOUR DREAMS

Hannah POV

Kinabukasan pumunta ako sa company ni daniel for officially na pamamaalam ko. I was in his office waiting for him there. Nakaupo na muna ako sa chair ni daniel and i was surprise nang sumigaw sya mula sa Pinto...

" heyy!!! What are you doing here!!!!! Get out to here dont sit there!!!!!!!" Galit nitong sabi at kita ko sa knyang mata ang sobrang inis at galit nito.

"i just want to thank you" utal kong sagot

"talaga!!!! Ok i appreciate your thanks you so pls get out of my office and also get out of my life!" galit na sabi nito dahil hindo ko na kaya sinagot ko sya ng pasigaw

" ok!!!!fine i just want to thank you and also dont worry aalis na ako !!!!!! Hindi na ako manggugulo sa buhay ninyo ni alliya kasi i know na i was wrong nung una palang kaya nandito ako para ayusin ang gusot!!!" sigaw ko sa kanya

" talaga !!! Kung gusto mong ayusin ang gusot na ginawa mo ,, dapat di kana nagpakita pa sakin kasi ok na yung sinulat mo!!!" sagot nito sakin

" ok so it was my mistake na andito ako... yes im really desperate to make you mine and i dont care what people say ,, i know i didnt do wrong i just inlove with you and making inlove is not a sin pero para matapos na kailangan ko nang umalis in your life" Naiiyak kong sabi

I went out na kasi mainit na ang labanan. I wipe my tear kasi masakit na talaga pero kailangan kong tiisin because ako ang nagkamali. Palabas nanga ako marami pang nakatingin at may mga staff na nagbubulungan.

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" maybe sir daniel got angry to her" a staff said but i just ignored her

" omg!!! What a desperate woman... Is she a prostitute" a girl right beside me said to his co- worker and i stop walking because of his word ... I rolled my eyes and went over her...

" can you repeat !?" i seriosly said to her and she was bowing her head to me

" imm... Sorry ... Maam" she stuttered

i slap her hard and she was crying because of it. Daniel heard the noise thats why he went out to see what happening and he shouted at me that makes me surprise.

" what are you doing!!!!!??" he angrily said and i was trembling of fear but i chin up and aswer him .

" i...just slap her because she said...."

" She said youre a desperate woman!!! " he dowel

" no you didnt understand because you didnt hear it" i replied to him

" and hindi ka naniniwala sa sinabi nya na youre desperate Woman.... But i think shes right!" he said to me and i was embarass.

" yes ,, i agree that im a desperate but being a prostitute woman is not ,,, anyway dont worry i wont bother you again and also im sorry for what i did here!!!!!!" i shouted to him and i walk out .

I feel my tears are coming out. Nahihiya na ako sa ginagawa ko and i realize to stop courting daniel kasi i know that he dont like me sa una palang kaya i want to give up now . When i went home i fix my paper and my passport to went out of this country to forget everything what i did. My company was successing but im not successing to love daniel and i want na si cara muna ang mamamahala sa company while im in other country to had my vacation kasi stress na ako gusto kona makalimutan lahat lahat....

" are you really leaving?" cara sadly asked me

" yeah .. Para rin ito sa kabutihan ng lahat at sa ikakatahimik ng lahat so i want to have some relaxation " i seriosly replied to her

" Ok .... But sis i will miss you" she said and she hug me tight as i hug her tight to..

Ito na ang araw ng pagalis ko and now I was in the airport waiting for my flight. Cara stop me but i really made up my mind to have some relax to forget daniel and everyhing...

Daniel POV

Galit na galit na ako dahil nandito si hannah sa office and she was sitting in my chair saka yang upuan na yan ay regalo ni alliya. Pasigaw ko syang pinagalitan pero i was naguiguilty kasi na miss understand ko yung nangyari dito sa office dahil sa sinabi ng isa kong employees.

I heard that hannah went To abroad to have a bussiness trip pero ang alam ko ay para magrelax muna sya. I know that she did that for all goods . Naguiguilty talaga ako sa ginawa ko sa pagsigaw sa kanya hindi ko naman kasi narinig ang sinabi ng isa kong staff kaya ayun i was just angry to her.

The next day , nandito ako sa company ngayon and doing some sighing pero i was bored hindi ko man alam para kasing nasanay na ko na meron dito si hannah na pinaglalaruan ang mga gamit ko rito. Maybe i Miss him .. Yes inaamin ko i dont like her kasi nga i have my fiance and it was my lovely alliya. Pero mula ng dumating si hannah hindi na pumupunta si alliya rito.

"nock nock" a door sound

" come in" i said and it was cara the secretary of hannah ano kaya ang ginagawa niya rito???

" ohh,, cara why are you here ?" i asked her

" wala kaba talagang kahit konting nararamdaman kay hannah?" she asked me but maybe i dont know..

" i dont know" i replied

" ok,, kasi alm mo she loved you very much and i know na alam mo yun,, " she said para bang kinokonsensya niya ako haysst!!! And lakas talaga ni hannah kainis.....

Hapon na and It was raining outside and wala akong dalang payong , i suddenly remember hannah kasi nung umuulan noon she came to give me a red umbrella pero matapos kong gamitin ay tinapon ko sa tapat ng building..

Sa tapat ng building inaantay ang pagtigil nga ulan per wa talaga the rain wont stop and i saw a girl coming near me she has a red umbrella look like hannah. Tinitignan tignan ko pa kasi baka si hannah pero impossible yun kasi nasa eroplano na Sya ngayon. And when she look at me i was surprise it was hannah. She was smiling and she came near me.

" diba sabi ko sayo na bring your umbrella" saad nito and yes sinabi nya noon yun pero i just really forget kaya heto muka akong basang sisiw dito.

" ahh... Yess" i stuttered

" heyy!!! Are you surprise na nandito ako ?" she asked me

" hmm...yes i thought your out of the country" i Awkwardly answer

" naiwan kasi ako ng eroplano, kasi nga i realize na hindi ko namn kailangang lumayo para makalimutan and lahat dapat iwasan ko nalang " makahulugan nitong sabi

" so are you not going anywhere?" i asked her

" yes but i think i have to go now and also dont forget your umbrella again" she said and she run away saka iniwan nya lang ang kanyang payong sakin....

" heyyy!!!" i shouted at her pero malayo na sya sakin . I used her umbrella para makauwi na ako. I went to the parking lot to get my car... I get in saka ko punaharurut ng takbo ang sasakyan ko.

Hindi ko na tinapon ang bibigay niyang umbrella kasi ewn ko ba parang ayoko syang umalis gusto ko na dito lang sya.

I arrive at my house now and i used again the umbrella para di ako mabasa na pumasok sa loob. When i went inside alliya was there i think she was waiting to me . Alliya came near me and give me a kiss in my cheek.

" babe why are you late!?" she asked me and ahe look at the umbrella that im holding.

" i have an appointment to my client" i lied to her

" ok mag bihis kana at may sasabihin ako sayo mamaya" she said so nagshower na ako kasi medyo basang basa na ako ehh ayaw ko pa nman magkasakit.

I was showering nang naisip ko si hannah . Ok lang ba sya ? Baka naman may nangyaring masama sa kanya kasi nga wala syang payong kanina and she was really wet na. Sana ok sya. s**t why im thinking her !? . Pagkatapos kong naligo ay nagbihis muna ako saka ko hinarap si alliya.

" ano ba ang paguusapan natin?" nakangiti kong tanong sa kanya

" babe ... Lets break up" saad ni alliya

" why!?" gulat kong sabi

" kasi im going to marry someone saka alm kong kaya ka namng alagaan ni hannah kaya pls... Give her a chance " alliya said

" pero...." naputol kong sabi ng sumabat sya

" wala nang pero pero ok ....pls forgive me daniel and pls give hannah a chance to show her love to you and i wish you a goodluck " masayang sabi ni alliya

Natulala nalang ako kasi parang gusto ko na hiwalayan ako ni alliya. I just nooded at her before he went out. Malakas parin ang ulan pero nagmadaling umalis si alliya....

Kinabukasan ay nagtungo ako ng maaga sa company and all my staff look at me.

" goodmorning sir" bati nilang lahat

" good morning everyone" sagot ko sa kanila

Nagtungo na ako sa office ko and start my work pero parang may kulang sakin. I think parang may hinahanap ako ,,

" whats wrong self?" i whispered to my self

Dahil dyan ay magdamag akong nakatitig lang sa computer wala manlang akong ginawa kasi parang may hinihintay ako kaso wala naman. Hindi ko narin nakita si hannah ngayong araw is she avoiding me?

Hannah POV

Nasa tapat ako nang daniels company i want to get inside kaso i promise na hindi na ako magpapakita kay daniel kaya ngayon hanggang tingin nalang ako. Nagpasya nalang akong umalis dun pero nakasalubong ko si joven.

"ohh nandito ka pala" joven said

"ahh oo Ehh ikaw bat nandito ka?" Tanong ko sa kanya

"tumawag kasi si daniel and he need a friend right now" joven said

" ganun ba ... Cge mauna na ako sayo" pangiti kong sabi sa kanya

"baka gusto mong pumasok" yaya ni joven sakin sabay turo sa entrance ng building

" hindi na kasi may pupuntahan pa ako" i lied to him

"ok cge " sagot ni joven

Umalis nanga ako kasi baka makita ako ni daniel at baka magkagulo pa. I went to the park para makapag isip isip and to have a fresh air. I was thinking kung ano ba ang gagawin ko para makalimutan kona ng tuluyan si daniel. Iniisip ko kung mag iibang bansa muna ako just for vacation lang o kaya magkukulong nalang ako sa kuarto ko....

" hai po ate" bati ng isang bata sakin

" hello sayo kid" i respond to her

" mukang malungkot ka po ate heto po ang isang sweet candy" saad ng bata sabay abot sakin ng isang candy

" salamat " sagot ko at nginitian ko pa ito saka ito umalis.

I eat the candy and its true na matamis pala I feel na mukang nakakarelax ang candy na ito. Pinikit ko na muna ang aking mata saka huminga ako ng malallim and i open my eyes again pero wala paring pagbabago ang paligid yun parin. I decided na umalis nalang sa park para maglakad lakad muna.

Napahinto ako sa may isang building na may nakasulat na pls join us here. It was a Nun (mongha o madre) kung kaya napa-isip ako na pwede ko kayang itry. I went inside para tignan at my nakita akong maraming mga madre na naka suot ng puti mula ulo hanggang paa nila.

" hello sister" saad nila

" hello po" sagot ko

" sister gusto mo bang sumali pero dont worry hindi nmn dahil sumali ka ay isa kanang madre pwede ka lang maki training sa kanila pero ikaw bahala kong aatras ka o aalis ka" saad ng isang madre

" cge po bukas na bukas babalik po ako para lang maki training sa mga sisters" sagot ko and ayun they are happy for me.

Ginugol ko ang lahat ng oras sa pagtraining bilang isang madre para makalimot. Sa pag uwi ko naman ay sumusulyap lang ako sa company ni daniel kasi nga nagbabakasakali lang ako.

Ilang buwan narin ang nagdaan wala parin heto nasa church na ako and ito na ang huli na magiging isa akong ordinaryong babae dahil ito na ang oras na maikasal ako sa panginoon bilang tagpag salita ng diyos. Suportado nman sina cara at ang mga parents ko kaya im proud to be a part of this journey..

" sigurado kana ba sa gagawin mo?" tanong sakin ni cara

" ank... Baka pwede pa natin itong pag usapan" saad ni dad

" oo nga namn ank baka dahil lang sa stress kaya ginagawa mo ito" nagaalalang saad ni mom

" alm ko na sa kabila ng lahat ay pinili kong maging ganito para makalimutan ang lahat kaya handa akong isuko lahat sa dyos" nakangiti kong sabi

I have nothing to say na kaya ngumiti nlang ako sa kanila saka pumunta na ako sa upuan ng mga kasamahan ko kasi magsisimula na. Dumating na nga ang pari at kami'y nagdasal.

"in the name of the father and to the son and to the holyspirit amen" saad ng lahat