Chapter Five- The Return

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The woods opened around us, wild and endless under the full moon. Caleb’s golden fur flashed at my side, his movements smooth, powerful, effortless. He belonged to this world. I… did not. My paws caught on roots, my body too new, too uncoordinated. I stumbled, tripped over myself, landed muzzle-first in the dirt. A growl of frustration tore from my throat before I could stop it. Caleb circled back instantly, brushing against me with his shoulder, steadying me. His scent wrapped around me—grass, rain, solid earth. My legs steadied. My wolf lifted her head, pride thrumming through me. We ran again. Slower this time, him matching my pace, guiding me around the trees. My body began to learn—the stretch of muscle, the push of paws into earth, the rhythm of breath. And gods… the freedom. The wind in my fur. The night alive in every detail. A howl rose in Caleb’s chest, deep and resonant, echoing through the forest. My wolf answered before I could think, the sound ripping out of me raw and fierce. Our voices twined together, rising toward the moon until my whole body shook with it. For the first time, I felt like I belonged. But then— Hunger slammed into me, vicious and sharp. Not for food. Not for water. For blood. The scents around me—animal, earth, even Caleb’s—hit too strong. My fangs ached in my jaw, sharper than any wolf’s should be. My stomach twisted, my throat burned. Blood, my mind hissed. His. Now. “No,” I snarled, shaking my head so hard my ears rang. My wolf whined in confusion, pressing toward him, but I dug claws into the dirt, forcing the hunger back. Caleb nuzzled against me, steady, grounding. His presence pushed through the storm, not judging, not afraid. Just there. Safe, my wolf whispered. Mate. He bumped my shoulder again and angled toward the tree line. I followed, legs shaky now, head buzzing. The forest gave way to a wide lawn and a looming house, lights glowing soft in the windows. Pack house, my wolf supplied, though I had no idea how I knew. He led me through the back, quiet and quick, up narrow stairs to a dim room. His. It smelled like him—grass, rain, soap, and warmth. He shifted first, golden fur rippling back into flesh and bone. Caleb crouched in front of me, sweat gleaming on his skin, his chest rising hard with breaths. His eyes found mine, steady, certain. “Listen,” he said, voice low but firm. “You can change back. It’s in you, just like the wolf was. Focus on who you are. Your name. Your body. Picture yourself, not the wolf.” I trembled, claws scraping against his floorboards. “You’re not trapped,” he whispered. “You’re Rhea. And you can come back whenever you choose.” I stared at Caleb, my claws digging tiny grooves into the wood floor. His words echoed in my ears—Picture yourself. Remember your body. You can change back. It sounded simple. But nothing about this was simple. My heart pounded, faster than it had in my human chest, and I couldn’t seem to make my breaths steady. I tried to imagine myself as I had been—black hair falling in my face, blue eyes staring back at me from a bathroom mirror. I clung to the memory of my hands, my skin, the sound of my own voice. Nothing happened. A low whine broke from my throat before I could stop it. Panic clawed at me, worse than the shift itself. What if I was stuck like this? What if the girl I’d been was gone forever? Caleb crouched lower, close but not touching, his brown eyes steady on mine. “Easy. Don’t fight it.” I shook my head hard, ears flicking back, teeth bared in frustration. I was fighting it—how could I not? I didn’t want to be this, this beast with fur and claws and hunger screaming in my veins. “You’re overthinking,” he said quietly. “Wolves don’t think their way through. They feel.” I wanted to snap at him, tell him I wasn’t a wolf, but the truth caught in my throat. Maybe I was. He leaned closer, voice steady as stone. “Say your name in your head. Over and over. Rhea. Call yourself back.” Rhea. I tried. Again and again, forcing the sound through the haze. My claws shook against the floor, my fur prickled, my chest felt like it was collapsing inward. Rhea. Rhea. Rhea. And then—something shifted. Not my body, not yet. But inside, a flicker of heat, a crack of recognition. The wolf growled low, unwilling, but it eased back an inch. Caleb’s lips curved, just slightly. “That’s it. You’re close.” I closed my eyes, teeth clenched, and pushed harder. Rhea. The fire roared back through me, sharp and searing, but this time it wasn’t breaking me apart. It was pulling me together. Bones cracked again, shorter this time, skin burning, fur pulling tight until— I collapsed, gasping, naked and shivering on the floor. Caleb was already there, his jacket in his hands, wrapping it around me before the cool air could bite. “See?” he murmured, voice rough but warm. “You came back.” I clutched the fabric to me, trembling so hard my teeth chattered. “What—what’s happening to me?” He met my eyes, steady and unflinching. “You’re a wolf, Rhea. One of us. And gods help me… you’re mine.” Caleb POV She was human again—shaking, naked, wrapped in my jacket on the floor of my room. Vulnerable in every way, and gods, I wanted to gather her into my arms and never let go. Her green eyes still burned in my mind. Not the glow of a wolf, not silver like every first shift I’d ever witnessed. Green. Bright, unnatural, beautiful. Darius would demand to know. The Alpha always demanded to know. Report, he’d snapped at me earlier. He’d felt her shift tear across the bond of the pack like a storm. And I’d told him just enough to buy time. But not this. Not her eyes. Not her scent twisting richer with every breath. Because if he knew—if any of them knew—Rhea would stop being mine. She’d become the pack’s problem. Their weapon. Or their target. I clenched my fists, fighting the urge to tear the walls apart just thinking about it. On the floor, Rhea curled tighter into the jacket, her lips trembling. “I don’t understand,” she whispered. “I don’t—what am I?” My chest ached. I crouched beside her, close but not touching, afraid if I gave in to the need clawing through me, I wouldn’t stop. “You’re a wolf,” I said softly. “Different, yes. But wolf. And you’re not alone.” Her blue eyes—still streaked with that unnatural green glow—met mine. Vulnerable. Searching. And gods, I wanted to close the distance, to press my mouth to hers and make her believe me. But it wasn’t the time. She was trembling, broken open, terrified. My mate, yes, but not ready. Not yet. So instead I reached for the blanket at the foot of the bed and tucked it around her shoulders, careful, steady. “Rest. I’ll keep watch.” She blinked up at me, exhaustion winning out over fear, and for the first time since I found her writhing on the floor of her apartment, she let herself lean into me. And I swore then—whether I told Darius or not, whether the pack wanted her or not—Rhea was mine to protect. Always.
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