Chapter Eight-The Confirmation

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Caleb POV Gods, she looked fragile. Pale, shadows under her eyes, her hair pulled back like she’d given up trying. And yet when she poured my coffee, her hands didn’t shake as much as last night. She was holding herself together, even if just barely. “What… am I?” she whispered, her voice so thin I barely caught it over the hum of the café. The words hit me square in the chest. My mate. My wolf howled, fierce and certain. But I couldn’t just say that, couldn’t dump everything on her in the middle of a crowded café while she stood in borrowed strength and an apron two sizes too big. I wrapped my hands around the mug, grounding myself. How much did she need right now? How much could she take? “You’re not sick,” I said finally, voice low. “You’re not broken. What happened last night wasn’t the end of you—it was the beginning.” Her eyes locked on mine, blue with that faint green glow still threading the edges. Gods, it made my stomach twist. Different. Powerful. Hers. “You’re a wolf,” I added quietly, my throat tight. “One of us. But… you’re more than that, Rhea. I just don’t know how to explain it yet.” Her lips parted, confusion and fear flickering across her face. She wanted answers, all of them, right here and now. And part of me wanted to give them. To tell her about the pack, about bonds, about how my wolf already claimed her as mine the second I breathed her scent. But not here. Not under fluorescent lights, with half a dozen strangers watching her. “Can we talk after your shift?” I asked, softer now. “Somewhere quieter. Safer. I’ll tell you everything then.” The hollow ache in my chest throbbed as I waited, praying she wouldn’t push me away. I didn’t leave the café. Not once. I sat in my usual booth, nursing coffee I barely tasted, pretending to scroll through my phone while every second dragged. My wolf prowled restless under my skin, impatient for the moment I could take her home, shut the door behind us, and finally explain. By the time her shift ended, she looked ready to collapse. Her eyes flicked toward me when she untied her apron, a silent question. I answered by standing, grabbing my jacket, and falling into step beside her without a word. The walk back was quiet. She didn’t protest when I matched her stride, didn’t tell me to leave. Her shoulders were tight, her gaze down, but she let me stay close. That was enough. When we reached her apartment, she unlocked the door with shaky hands, then hesitated. For a heartbeat I thought she’d shut me out again. But then she stepped aside, letting me follow her in. I waited until she’d dropped her bag, until she curled up on the edge of the couch with her knees pulled to her chest, looking more lost than I’d ever seen her. Only then did I sit across from her, elbows on my knees, and draw a steady breath. “Alright,” I said quietly. “We start at the beginning.” Her eyes lifted, blue and green catching the lamplight. Waiting. “You’re not human, Rhea. Not fully. You never were.” The words came out steady, but my chest ached. “You’re wolf. Like me. Like Darius. Like the others in this city.” She flinched at his name, and I pressed on quickly, softer. “The things you’ve been feeling? The whispers, the way the moon makes you strong—it’s all tied to what you are. Your wolf woke up on your eighteenth birthday. The full moon forced the change.” Her brows knit, her fingers digging into her knees. “So all this time… I was—what? A freak? A monster waiting to happen?” “No,” I said sharply, leaning forward. “You’re not a monster. You’re a wolf. You’re mine.” My voice cracked on the last word, but I didn’t take it back. I couldn’t. Her breath hitched, but she didn’t look away. And gods, that was enough to keep me talking. “There’s more,” I admitted. “Things I don’t understand yet. Things I think even Darius doesn’t. Your eyes—they’re not like any wolf I’ve ever seen. That makes you different. But different doesn’t mean broken.” I paused, searching her face, desperate for something—fear, anger, even rejection. Anything but the hollow silence stretching between us. “I know it’s a lot,” I said, softer now. “But I promise you, Rhea. You’re not alone in this. Not anymore.” I leaned back, running a hand through my hair. Where the hell was I supposed to start? “The pack,” I said finally. “You’ve probably never noticed us, not really. That’s how it’s supposed to be. We don’t just live in this city, Rhea. We run it. Quietly. The businesses, the politics, the streets after dark—they all bend to the pack. Humans go about their lives never realizing they’re surrounded by wolves.” Her mouth fell open. “That’s not possible. Someone would have noticed—” “They notice,” I cut in, my voice low. “They just don’t remember. We make sure of it. And anyone who gets too close? We take care of it.” She swallowed hard, hugging her knees tighter. I softened my tone. “Darius is Alpha. He leads the pack, and I’m his Beta. His second. That means I enforce his word, keep the peace, watch his back. We grew up together. He’s more brother than leader to me, most days.” Her jaw tightened at his name, but she didn’t speak. I hesitated, then pushed forward. “But there’s something bigger than even pack law. Something older.” Her eyes met mine, wary. “What?” “The bond,” I said. The word thrummed in my chest, heavy, certain. “Mates. Wolves don’t just choose partners like humans do. The bond chooses for us. One scent, one look—and that’s it. It snaps into place, unbreakable. Doesn’t matter if we want it or not.” Her breath caught, her lips parting. “It’s not just attraction,” I continued, voice rough. “It’s deeper. Instinct. Need. Our wolves recognize each other, and once they do, there’s no undoing it. The pull gets stronger every day until the bond is completed.” Her pulse jumped at her throat, quick and frantic. “Completed?” My throat tightened. Gods, she looked terrified. “It means… claimed. Shared. Body, soul, blood. Two halves becoming one.” She stared at me, her fingers white-knuckled in the fabric of my shirt she still wore. “You’re saying… I’m yours.” The words ripped straight through me. My wolf howled in fierce agreement, demanding I tell her yes, yes, yes. But I forced myself to hold steady. “Yes,” I said, finally, my voice low, raw. “You’re mine.” Rhea POV Mine. The word echoed in my head long after he said it, rattling through my bones until my stomach lurched. I stared at him, at the steady brown eyes that hadn’t once left me, at the way his voice had cracked on the truth. He believed it. Every word. “You’re a wolf,” he’d said. “The pack runs the city.” Like that was normal. Like that was something a person could just… absorb between cups of coffee and rent notices. And then the mate bond. One look, one scent, forever. No choice. No chance to breathe before your whole life snapped into place. I pulled his shirt tighter around me, fingers digging into the fabric until my knuckles hurt. “You can’t just—say that. Like it’s… like it’s law.” “It is law,” my wolf whispered, smug and sure. Fate. Ours. “No,” I muttered, pressing my palms to my temples. “This is insane. I’m not yours. I’m not anyone’s.” My wolf snarled inside me, furious at the words, but I forced it down. Caleb didn’t flinch, didn’t argue. He just looked at me like he could see right through my panic. “You don’t have to accept it right now. But it won’t change what’s real.” Real. God, what was real anymore? That I’d shifted into a wolf under a full moon? That my eyes glowed green when they weren’t supposed to? That my boss probably thought I was just sick when the truth was so much worse? My chest heaved, my pulse racing. “I just wanted to live my life. Pay my bills. Work. Be normal. Now you’re telling me I’m—” My voice cracked. “—yours?” He leaned forward, elbows braced on his knees, his voice steady but soft. “You’re still you, Rhea. None of this takes that away.” But the look in his eyes said he believed every word he’d spoken. That the bond was real. That fate had already chosen for me. And I didn’t know if I was more afraid of him being wrong… or him being right. The room felt too small. The single lamp in the corner threw everything into shadow—Caleb’s broad shoulders, the tension in his jaw, the intensity in his eyes. And gods help me, the longer I sat across from him, the more my body rebelled against my brain. My wolf pressed harder with every breath. Closer. Touch him. Kiss him. Mark him. The urges crashed into me so sharp I had to curl my fingers into fists to keep from reaching across the space. I bit the inside of my cheek, hard, chasing pain just to ground myself. “Why… why do I feel like this?” My voice was a rasp, half anger, half desperation. Caleb’s gaze softened, though it didn’t lose its heat. “Because the bond’s awake. Your wolf knows me. It’s instinct. Natural.” Natural. Nothing about this felt natural. My skin buzzed like electricity, my pulse thundering in my ears. Every movement he made—the flex of his hands, the shift of his chest when he breathed—lit up something primal inside me. I wanted to crawl into his lap. To sink my teeth into his skin. To claim. “No,” I whispered, shaking my head. “This isn’t me. This isn’t what I want.” But my wolf snarled back, sharp and certain. It is. It always will be. I shoved to my feet, pacing the length of the small living room just to put distance between us. “It feels like I’m losing control.” Caleb didn’t move, didn’t push. He just tracked me with his eyes, steady and patient. “You’re not losing control. You’re learning who you are. And I’ll make sure you don’t go through it alone.” His voice—low, rough, threaded with certainty—only made the bond pull tighter. My nails bit into my palms. “I keep… thinking things. Wanting things. And it doesn’t make sense. I shouldn’t want to…” My words broke, too raw to finish. The corner of his mouth lifted, not in mockery, but in understanding. “To touch. To kiss. To claim.” Heat flushed hot across my cheeks. He’d said it out loud, the things I couldn’t admit, and my wolf surged with triumph. I wanted to deny it. I wanted to scream. But my eyes betrayed me, dragging to his mouth before I could stop myself. My wolf purred. Mate. The air between us felt heavy, thick enough to choke on. My wolf pushed harder with every breath—kiss him, claim him, sink your teeth into his skin until he’s ours. I dug my nails into my palms, pacing again just to keep from closing the space between us. “This isn’t me,” I whispered. “I don’t want—” But my traitor eyes flicked to his mouth again. The sharp cut of his jaw. The curve of his lips. The steady rise and fall of his chest. Heat pooled low in my stomach, my pulse a frantic drumbeat. My wolf purred, relentless. Yes. Want. Need. Caleb still hadn’t moved. He just sat there, elbows on his knees, watching me like I was a storm he was ready to weather. His voice was low, rough when he finally spoke. “You’re fighting yourself, Rhea. Fighting instincts that were never meant to be ignored. The bond doesn’t care about what’s convenient. It doesn’t care about timing. It just is.” His words sank into me, thrumming through every nerve. I stopped pacing, my chest heaving. “And if I give in? If I—” My voice broke, heat rushing to my cheeks. “If I do what it’s telling me to do?” His eyes darkened, his wolf so close to the surface I could almost hear it growl. But still he didn’t move. “Then I’ll be right here. I won’t push. I won’t take. I’ll only meet you where you come to me.” Something inside me cracked at that—his restraint, his patience, when I could feel how badly he wanted me. The bond yanked hard, and before I could stop myself, I took one shaky step toward him. Then another. Caleb’s breath hitched, but he stayed where he was, muscles tight, waiting. I stopped in front of him, my knees brushing his. My hands trembled as I lifted them, hovering inches from his shoulders, from his throat, from the heat rolling off his skin. My wolf howled in triumph. Mate. And gods help me, I wanted nothing more than to close the space, to taste him, to lose myself in him. But fear coiled in my chest, sharp and cold. Darius’s snarl echoed in my head. His scent—cedar and clean linen—still clung to my memory. My wolf had whispered mate for him too. My throat burned as I jerked back, the bond screaming in protest. “I can’t,” I choked out. The pain in Caleb’s eyes gutted me, but he just nodded once, slow and steady. “Then you don’t. Not until you’re ready.”
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