ANNA: What the f**k is happening to my jailer? Does he feel bad for having me tattooed or for forcing me to wear his brand like cattle? Since yesterday he's been different, it seems he's either planning something I'm involved in or he's just suffering from bipolar, he's changing his attitude from one moment to the next. But letting me go out and also suggesting the club, shopping, walking around the city, is he right in the head? I'll let Lucy know, I hope they'll give her permission to go out with me, with all the hatred and resentment they have for me. It would be wonderful to go to Central Park for a picnic, like that time I went with Armet, why the f**k can't I get him out of my mind, I mustn't think about him anymore. What would have happened if I gave in to his desires tha

