Chapter 8: The First Step Back
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Ava’s POV
The shoe store is a cacophony of screaming toddlers and pop music. Sophie darts between displays, testing the bounciness of each pair.
Daniel stands awkwardly beside me, hands shoved in his pockets. He smells like the same cologne but something’s different—the way he holds himself, less rigid.
“That one,” Sophie declares, pointing at neon pink sneakers with flashing lights.
“Absolutely not,” we say in unison.
Our eyes meet. A ghost of a smile tugs at his lips.
Sophie groans. “You always agree when it’s no.”
Daniel crouches to her level. “How about these?” He holds up blue sneakers with stars. “They match your favorite dress.”
Sophie considers this. “Do they make me run faster?”
“Lightning fast,” I say.
She grins. “Okay!”
Daniel rises, brushing invisible lint off his slacks. “I’ll get the salesperson.”
As he walks away, Sophie whispers, “Daddy’s being nice.”
My throat tightens. “Yeah, baby. He is.”
Daniel’s POV
Ava’s wearing her hair down.
It’s such a stupid thing to notice, but she used to always wear it up—pulled back in a ponytail, out of the way. Now it falls loose around her shoulders, catching the sunlight through the store windows.
The salesperson hands Sophie the shoes in her size. Ava kneels to help her try them on, her movements sure and gentle.
I pull out my wallet. “I’ve got this.”
Ava shakes her head. “We agreed to split it.”
“Let me.” The words come out too rough. I soften them. “Please.”
She studies me for a long moment before nodding.
Sophie stomps around in her new sneakers, the stars glittering. “Look how fast I am!”
Ava laughs—a sound I haven’t heard in months. My chest aches.
Sophie’s POV
Mommy and Daddy don’t fight at all today.
At the food court, Daddy remembers Mommy likes extra pickles on her burger. Mommy reminds Daddy that ketchup gives him heartburn.
They both watch me eat my ice cream like I’m doing the most interesting thing in the world.
Maybe time-outs really do work.
Ava’s POV
Daniel walks us to my car after lunch.
Sophie chatters about her new shoes, swinging the bag between us.
“Thanks for today,” I say.
Daniel nods. “Anytime.”
There’s more to say—about therapy, about the tentative peace between us, about the way he didn’t once interrupt me today—but Sophie tugs my hand.
“Can Daddy come over for movie night?”
The question hangs in the air like a soap bubble—fragile, shimmering.
Daniel clears his throat. “Another time, kiddo.”
Disappointment flashes across her face, but she nods. “Okay.”
He bends to kiss her forehead. “Love you to the moon.”
“And back!” she finishes.
When he straightens, his eyes meet mine. “Drive safe.”
As I buckle Sophie in, I glance back. Daniel still stands there, hands in his pockets, watching us go.
Daniel’s POV
The house is too quiet after the mall.
I pour a glass of water instead of bourbon and open my laptop. The screen glows with an unfinished email to my parents—one I’ve been drafting for weeks.
Mom and Dad—
I’ve been thinking about how Dad always interrupted Mom at dinner. How we all pretended it was normal. It wasn’t.
I delete the last sentence. Too harsh.
Dr. Bennett’s voice echoes in my head: Your discomfort is growth, Daniel.
I rewrite it: I’m learning to communicate better. Maybe we all could.
I hit send before I can chicken out.
My phone rings immediately. Mom’s number.
I let it go to voicemail.
Ava’s POV
Sophie sleeps sprawled across my bed, her new sneakers placed neatly by the door.
I scroll through my phone, pausing on a photo from today—Sophie grinning in her starry shoes, Daniel’s hand resting lightly on her shoulder.
My thumb hovers over the share button.
No.
Not yet.
But for the first time, the thought doesn’t terrify me.
Daniel’s POV
Mom’s voicemail is exactly what I expected:
Daniel, what’s this email about? Your father is upset. Call me.
I delete it.
Instead, I text Marcus from the support group: Still meeting for coffee tomorrow?
His reply is instant: Yep. Bring your thick skin—I’ve got homework to review.
I smile for the first time all night.
Ava’s POV
The flower shop’s delivery van breaks down on my way to work.
I call Marlene, then Daniel—he’s closer, and Sophie’s at school.
He arrives in fifteen minutes, jumper cables in hand.
“Pop the hood,” he says, rolling up his sleeves.
I watch as he works—the same competent hands that used to fix Sophie’s toys, that used to trace my spine in bed.
The engine sputters to life.
Daniel wipes grease on his jeans. “Should get you to the shop.”
“Thanks.” I hesitate. “You didn’t have to—”
“I wanted to.”
The simplicity of it disarms me. No strings. No expectations.
As he drives away, I realize:
This is what change looks like.
Not grand gestures.
Just jumper cables on a Tuesday morning.
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