Evan I’m standing outside Enzo’s house against my will with Lydia in front of me. “Hi” she greets in a calm tone. I haven’t seen her since three days ago at the club, she looked leaner than before. I can’t say I don’t feel terrible for the way I have treated her but I just couldn’t help myself. I had let her down politely but she just refused to listen. “What do you want?” I replied and the smile faded from her face just as quickly. “It’s hard to see you these days, I thought we could talk at the club but you left before I could say a word” she stated. “I was tired” Nothing has been the same for me again after I lost Emberly, I could barely concentrate, I thought I could pretend to have a good time with the boys but when I saw her, I knew I was lying to myself and that I was miser

