Chapter 141 Jake’s POV, There is a list of things I'm planning to do beside going back to my car right now and my home for a long hour over thinking and over-thinking. There was a lot for me to sort through in my head, the least of it could be blaming myself or thinking how much of it could be my fault, now when I'm this close, this close to know the reason behind all this. I've done it enough and its insanity to expect different results doing the same things over and over. I can be all but insane. I've been there, but the results are still as inconclusive as the words she told me at the end of out so meaningful conversation. At least I found out she was somehow a victim too, that serial killers can fall in love, that he felt love enough for her to left all the money he loved so much and

