Natasha had not been able to sleep for more than a few minutes at a time; her imagination had been running wild and her head was filled with night demons. She felt used and abused. After Bennie rose to go to his office, Tash ran to her en-suite bathroom and locked the door. She crossed to the toilet where she promptly threw up. Although she hadn"t eaten anything since having a light lunch the previous day, anything which might have been left came out, and she continued retching, her stomach convulsing long after there was nothing left inside. She threw water on her face and then gargled with mouthwash before cleaning her teeth and flossing. She stood under the shower for ages. She gargled again and again but still did not feel clean, so she filled the bath hoping to soak away the feeling a
