Natasha had a very broken sleep. At first, Bennie had tried holding her close, lying in a spoon"s embrace, but she was too hot and restless, so he moved further away, watching her as she tossed and turned. He understood she was very upset and apprehensive about the rendezvous and wanted to do everything he could to help her get over this trauma. The day had been good. Taking Tash and the children to Chessington had been inspirational. The kids had loved it and seeing them having so much fun, along with having so much to do herself had taken Tash"s mind off everything else. Although she had been a bit distant and distracted at times, in the main, she had enjoyed it and been herself. The evening was harder, running through what had to be done. It"s important she"s fluent and can handle wha

